chuan jian (:

Stupidhub

2009-02-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

haha . it has been 1 week since i turned civilian .

and its 1 week since i started job hunting . ahha . currently still jobless (: .

been going out recently , singing , getting presents for birthdays and catching up with old friends . ahah .

life's not that boring yet for me but it chasing up on me soon .

and i just bought a bag which i have been looking for from 4skin . there was a up till 70% discount but my bag had only a 10% discount , but i still bought it anyway .

looked for my bag for almost few months now and i decided its time that i put down my money and get one .

now i'm still eyeing a wallet , a new handphone and probably a new laptop ! (: .

i hate it when my sis starts complaining that i spend alot when i'm no longer getting any income .

i'm still spending watever i have saved from my 2 yrs of service in the army . its just like singapore digging into their reserves . haha .

and my account balance still look pretty healthy so i'm ok .

need to pump in some money into the economy so that the economy would recover . ahha .

oh well . had a few bad experience with starhub recently that i decided to call it stupidhub for now .

my phone was unable to receive the mms settings although i requested for it through the net twice and called up once .

so i went down to their customer service counter hoping they can help .

the person who served me , DONKEY , (name altered to protect the dumbarse from getting retrenched) took damn long b4 enabling my mms and he said that since i'm using a singtel phone they block alot of things. i was like "WTH, is there really such things happening ?" i only heard of phone locking happening in the USA .

then i tried to send a mms to my hotmail but it still fails. asked him abt it and he tried configuring my phone . i sat there for almost 30 mins before he said "i dun think you are able to send a mms to your hotmail, which is free, you can send to paid-to-use email like singnet ."

and i told him that i could do that with my bro's singtel account . then he tried again and said that he (a singtel user) also cannot send to hotmail.

i was once again stunned by his words . WTH . the photos on my facebook came from my phone and i sent them through mms to my hotmail . =.= and now you tell me that i cant send mms to hotmail .

paid email and free email same one . wth .

i decided to leave cos he was wasting alot of my time .

STUPIDHUB .

and then i decided to get the HTC touch 3g which looked really cool .

and bloody hub decided that through the online shop , new signups can get the phone for only 98 bucks without any trade in and using the cheapest plan while recontracts can get the phone only for 338 for the cheapest plan ! . wth

and even if you go down to the shop , they offer 288 to new signups and 338 for recontracts .

so now i'm still waiting to see when they would do the reverse . ZZ

and i got another eyecandy phone , HTC touch diamond2 which looks really cool but it would only come early Q2 this year . i hope singapore get it fast and PLS let singtel and starhub get that phone and not only starhub exclusive like the touch 3g .

sian .

time for my lunch shall update again soon ! (:

my pink IC

2009-02-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

finally after 1 yr 10mths in army , i got my pink ic today ! .

but my pink ic didnt come easy like most of us whos ording today . Z . i only got my IC at 6pm today while everyone else could have gotten them as early as 9am in the morning ! bloody hell .

i couldnt get my pink ic all thanks to my new csm . ahha . hes really really very very particular abt cleanliness of the weapons . his standard is almost infinity times the standard of my platoon sergs and even my sispec instructors . he basically demands CARBON-FREE weapons . which i think is almost impossible for a weapon that has fired sooooooooo many rounds for so many years .

i started cleaning my weapon last friday before my ORD parade and continues to clean my weapon for the whole day on tues and still fail the inspection !

who else cleans weapon on his ORD date ! oh well i did , i started cleaning it again from 8am all the way till 5pm ! and it wasnt the new csm who passed my weapon but it was my old csm . i think he couldnt take it anymore and help us clear our weapons ! if not i think i would be going back to camp tmr just to clean my weapons again .

those who ORDed on sunday and monday are bloody and freaking lucky to have their weapon inspected on sunday after the ORD parade . all their weapon passed within minutes all thanks to the parents around and the sheer pressure to release them . Z . i'm sure if i take out their weapons and allow my csm to check them today all and i seriously mean all would fail badly .

used like tons and tons of cleaning cloth to scrub and scrub my weapon . the weapon i used wasn't brand new and was passed down through the generations and with all the accumulation of the carbon and dirt, its almost impossible to get rid of all of them .

he says he dun demand us to give his weapons as clean as brand new but just carbon free . but let me ask you isnt carbon free and mud free weapons just as clean as brand new ones ? . Z .

and then after that i had to clear the bunk of the commanders who left their stuff in the store cabinet or some in their own cabinet . Z . yeah all the shit left for those ording later to clear and clean, how responsible .

so when i could get my pink ic i was damn excited and happy . after a whole day of hardwork i'm finally getting it .

i'm sure everyone deserves their pink ic after suffering for 1yr 10mths in army and yet i still had to work triple as hard just to get mine .

but oh well .

my life in army has been quite eventful, exciting yet tiring and painful .

been busy throughout my army life . never having more than 3weeks of lull period .

from bmt to BSLC to ASLC to GCC to GPMG course to Alert red to mas selamat to atec stage 1 to NDP to atec stage 2 to wallaby to ops bacinet .

my entire journey is full packed .

the mono i'm in is probably the "luckiest" battalion ever . i got almost everything that a NSF can get.

hunting for mas selamat , getting involved in NDP , living in the harsh conditions of polygon field camp to ops bacinet all the way till the day b4 i ORD .

i'm sure no one else in other battalions did as much as i did .

actually being busy all the time is good cos time really flies this way . everyday work work and work , time flies faster and faster and zoooom , i ORDed .

oh well . i would actually miss all the fun times i had in army like in NDP , wallaby etc . miss some of the men who constantly like to tease me and annoy me .

oh well . civilian now ! need to plan my future ! studies , buying all my gadgets and planning some overseas trip ! ahah .

lotsa things that i wanna do .

oh well . damn tired after these few days of weapon cleaning . need to get to bed soon

nights !

BACINET

2009-01-21T21:56:00.002+08:00

ahha . damn sian . today is the last day i'm gonna be at home b4 i embark on my bacinet stuff .

damn boring .

ALL MY WEEKENDS BURNT except 1st feb where i get half a sunday . damn pathetic .

so there goes my chance to head for the beach ! WTH .

although i get my CNY day 1 and day 2 but i freaking got to work for 11 days ! . and that means 11 days' chance to get sent into DB if something wrong happens .

its really scary and i'm really afraid of getting myself into trouble . even minor ones get you into DB . bloody .

and for CNY i would probably be alone at home while my family heads to KL to meet my relatives . ahha .

army army army .

oh well . finally its the last phase of my NS life . last than 20 days left i think ? haha .

all ready to ORD .

okays . had a cohesion today .

dragon boating at the kallang sea sports centre .

5 boats for the whole company with 5 instructors . lol . 4 female 1 male .

i kena the male instructor . LOL .

paddling the dragon boat is seriously no joke . 30 secs of continuous of paddling is enough to kill your arms .

i was a left paddler and now my left bicep is probably bigger than my right's . haha . after all the paddling and badminton in camp . haha .

my boat's instructor was pretty good. taught us all the techniques while the other boats' instructors (females) had quite a hard time trying . ahah . not discriminating here .

had a race in the end . 200m sprint . haha .

BLOODY HELL . lasted for 1min plus . paddle non-stop . when we reached the ending point everyone on the boat nearly died . my back ached like mad and my biceps was screaming for help . ahha .

whos the winner ?

ahah . MY BOAT ! (:

my boat was pretty good in terms of synchronisation and we won the other boats with a pretty decent margin although we had the least paddlers . (:

had canadian pizza for lunch and went to bugis after that .

oh well . overall dragon boating was a pretty good experience for me . haha .

i think its a pretty good idea for cohesion cos it really builds some cohesion .

. oh well .

i think its time for me to slp and recover . the next time i'm home would be probably the first day of CNY . ahah .

(:

Red Cliff 2

2009-01-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

haha . watched red cliff 2 on tuesday night ! with jen , kahkiat and lianghock .

must really say that its freaking NICE . nice war scenes , marvelous enactment of the sequences of events .

zhuge kongming borrowing arrows from cao cao .

zhou yu tricked cao cao into beheading his own commanders .

the fire strategy used again cao cao .

zhuge kongming changing the wind .

i just got to say that i really enjoyed the show . its didnt seem that long although it was a 2hr 20min show .

it was way better than the previous 3 kingdom show with andy lau and maggie Q in it . ahah .

takeshi , tony leung , lin zhiling and zhao wei made it better . haah .

too bad it didnt continue to show how kongming angered zhou yu thrice and made him vomit blood and died . lol

that would have made lin zhiling a widow . haha .

takeshi did a great job in the role of kongming although he clearly looks too young and too good-looking . haha .

and tony looks really young too although i have seen real life photos of him with all the wrinkles ! lol . power of the BOTOX . haha

and lin zhiling talked alot more in the show instead of just always trying to seduce her husband in red cliff 1 . haha . oh . she seduced cao cao in red cliff 2 . ahah .

and the show made it looked like lin zhiling was the heroine , the one who made cao cao lose the war . haha .

i got to say again that i really LOVE the 3 kingdom . been influenced since young by my cousins and now madly in love with it . but i got to say i am really biased . always supporting and playing liu bei and no one else . haha . the leader who had so many excellent heros under him and not forgetting my current no.1 idol , ZHU GE KONG MING .

wish i was as smart as him . haha . and i wished that i had a chance to see the whole sequences of events for the 3 kingdom period . haha .

just hope that more of such films come along .

LOVE LOVE LOVE .

haha . the rest of the week was rather boring . everyday cleaning weapon and then doing nothing . ZZZ . didnt exercise since god knows when . Z . need to start again before the porto-belly comes out . haha .

sat was ASS homecoming ! had guard duty the day b4 and reached home only on sat morning . Z . dozed off due to the lack of sleep during duty and woked up at only 1pm to realise that i'm late for the gathering . haha .

met the other fellow 2/3 peeps at the food centre opposite ASS . wonderful memories . we always eat there when we were sick of the food in the canteen . haha . and the milkgirl bubble tea shop that was once flooded by us . ahah .

the school was really generous . gave everyone a yearbook each and a door gift. haah . nice card holder and the alarm clock cum pencil holder. ahah . some greedy ass took both gift . haha . the school changed quite alot . more building cropped up . some toilets converted into classrooms . the old library converted into the staff room and etc . haha .

but the whole atmosphere still feels really familiar . the ASS spirit. haha . went into our old classrooms and took lotsa photos . haha .

ahah . the place with all my precious memories . ahah . the most enjoyable time of my life i guess . haha .

went to collect the spike D at orchard before heading for ivan's house for the birthday party . haha.

chit chatted alot and we made quite a din in there . ahha . we created quite some chaos in his house , fadly broked the bride wine glass which the maid says it ivan's dad and mum's wedding gift ! , i spilled some lemon squash in the kitchen , mok used a cup with holes to fill with lemon squash , whip cream all over the floor after calvin got smashed in the face .

lol . i think his dad wanted to chase us away . haha .

calvin got his pandan cake with whip cream but his mouth didnt land on it , it was his face . ahha . fortunately he did not try to throw some of the cream at us .

we each had 2 slices of cakes and we did not even touch the ice cream . haha . too much food . haah . played wii , ps 3 and chit chatted throughout the night . haha .

left at 7.30am the next day . ahah .

lol . so many ppl have already celebrated their 21st birthday . so many parties pictures on the facebook . ahah .

birthday this yr is going to be stressful for me . haha .

okayss . got to go to bed so that i can wake up on time tmr to head back to camp and rot .

my final weekend before i start on bacinet . ZZZ . got to really pray hard that everything goes smoothly and nothing funny happens .

i wanna ORD with a clean record .

6 days in camp !

2009-01-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

lol . been a really long time since i last stayed in camp for 6 days straight . haha .

last week was mostly drill comp and INAD shoot .

monday to thurs was all drill trainings .

got my NO.1 uniform on tuesday ! its the most formal and nicest uniform for the army and its only donned on parades . ahah . damn difficult to find one that suits me . the sleeves are all freaking long . they assume that SAF personnel has really long hands . LOL . i was stuck in the fitting room for almost 30 mins just to try on every single smallest sizes i can find . Z .

as for the pants i had to wear my pants up till belly bottom height so that i wont be dragging the cloth at the legs .

the trainings was quite stupid . we keep doing all the basic drills and stuff .

and we only did the actual parade sequence on thurs ! whereby friday was the competition day .

everyone thought tat we are gonna be owned really badly by the other contingents .

but surprisingly on friday . we saw the other contingents and was no amuzed by their performance . 1gds and 7sib did alot more fanciful drills than us but they were not as sharp in the drills . while we did all basic drills but with much sharpness and thus in the end

we got 2nd leaving the top spot to 1ADF. adf is like undefeatable . they did more fanciful stuff and their drills were really sharp .

for us , we were really surprised to clinch the 2nd spot cos we really thought that our preparation was crap and with ppl like me who cant drill for nuts in the contingent .

i made a few mistakes on the actual day but the most obvious must be the right turn on the march . haha . first row centre position . WHO CAN MISS IT SIA . ahha . lol .

nvm we still got 2nd .

should just move on to the next thing on my list cos i think the drill part is really boring and i cant really describe . haha .

too bad i didnt have camera with me to take a photo of myself in NO.1

i seriously look damn smart and nice . haha .

had my INAD firing on sat .

its the final live firing for me and my last chance to get addition CASH from the SAF . haha .

damn . the target board was really screwed up . i only got 6 out of 8 shots ! WTH . i need 7 to get my 200 bucks .

i dunno if its the target board or was it my shooting . ZZ .

i was the detailing on that day . the one in charge of arranging the guys into details for firing . it would be a damn easy job if not for all the shit things to happen .

firing lanes going down due to problems with the targets , support coy ppl joining in the shooting and had to be cleared asap due to ops bacinet .

the detailing paper was scribbled and drawn and defaced so badly that i can barely read my own handwriting . i hate it when one lane goes down and i have to strike away everyone from the lane and make a new detail out of them .

and then halfway some support fellows fails the shoot and bloody hell i had to insert them in the middle of another detail and bummed those ppl to the last few details . lol .

luckily it was smooth sailing for almost half the time .

when i came back from my firing . i saw alot of ppl crowding around that piece of battered paper . i immediately knew something must had went wrong . ZZ .

the detailing got rather screwed up . and i had to scribbled and scribbled to re-detail and submit to the conducting . the pressure was quite great with all the bars and chevrons all crowding around you asking why firing had to stop for a while .

rush rush rush . but eventually everything still completed . just that it took more time than it should .

haah . i hate it when things screws up esp when i screwed things up . haha .

fortunately it wasnt that bad.

not been doing things well recently . haha . need to pull up my socks . HAHA . lols . and regain some confidence

first week of 2009 .

2009-01-04T19:17:00.002+08:00

oh well . spent the first week doing nothing much .

went back to camp on friday for CO COC parade rehearsal . my biggest boss is gonna leave and a new one is gonna take over . ahah .

the parade was alil stupid . made us wear helmet LBV long4 and carry urban ops equipment . Z .

sweat like hell lots .

and then went to ivan's house and played WII overnight .

played the raving rabbit game . obviously i was good at certain things and not so good at others . lol . like the dancing one was rather insensitive to my movements.

its not that i'm not good , its just that the controller was insensitive to my movements . lol . ahah .

did some aerobics on the wii fit mat as well .

we played and played till abt 5.30am b4 taking a quick nap .

woke up at like 7.45am and had breakfast at macdonald and headed for camp .

damn late for the drill practice but oh well i didnt start even when we arrived . lol . and nothing really happened . attendance was really pathetic and i seriously think we shouldnt have come and just make up some stupid excuse .

i dun think he even care if we say we overslept and it was noon when we woke up . haha .

spent the other half of sat sleeping at home

ate at a food centre in bishan where they serve delicious and excellent chicken rice . their chicken was uniquely cold and the source was really yummy . ahah .

walked around j8 looking for a purple tshirt to wear for chinese new year .

oh . to all who believe in feng shui and fortune telling and stuff . my mum says we should wear something purple on chinese new year ! . ahah .

last year was orange and the previous yellow . this year purple .

really tough to find one for me . haha .

my mum almost made me get a purple tshirt from NEWBIE . omg . i gave the really disturbed look and insist that she put it back onto the rack .

it looked like someone from the 369 gang would wear . totally ah beng . anyway anything from newbie looks like something a ahbeng or ahlian would wear . sorry to any newbie supporters (if theres any) .

cant find any at all .

went home empty handed .

sunday was AMA day . lol .

watched AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS on my comp ! . lol . dled it from a torrent . ahah . the performances on the show was really good .

christina aguerila started the show with a splendid medley of songs .

there was also taylor swift , pink , neyo , kanye west , jonas brother , miley cyrus , sarah mclaran , rihanna , new kid on the block, coldplay , beyonce , the fray , alicia keys . PCD ... many more and of cos MARIAH CAREY and LEONA LEWIS . lol .

mariah gave a vocally excellent performance of "I stay in home" , a song which i really like but its not heard on the radio .

leona sang better in time although i hoped she sang RUN .

sarah mclaran also sang "eyes of an angel" ??!?! ,not sure if that the name of the song, with pink and i thought i was a really nice performance . haha .

alicia keys also sang superwoman with queen latifah and it was good too .

rihanna also came out in a suit of spiky spikes to sing rehab .

beyonce came out and did single ladies , too bad justin didnt perform with her although he was there . haha .

kanye west's heartless was particularly emotional .

miley cyrus also came out and sing . i was wondering how can this girl be only 16 . omg. haha . its like sec 4 at that age and look at the sec sch photos , we all still look like kids . ZZ and there she is performing on stage .

PCD also came out and sang when i grow up and some other song . its really funny watching them cos only nicole sings and the other girls are all really calefare . lol .

they only goes " hahahaha" when nicole sings "i got a confession" . =.= .

lol .

went to amk hub .

bought this pair of leather shoes for work . (in the future) . haha .

quite nice looking with the duck-mouth shaped tip .

still couldnt find my purple tshirt .

my mum was quite over , buying everything purple , shoes , pyjamas and she was even looking at purple bras . =.= .

haha . but they would be in malaysia anyway during the CNY period while i'm alone in singapore probably guarding the JURONG ISLAND . ZZZ .

oh well . gonna go eat now and book in later to slp . haha .

dun wanna take the first bus or taxi to camp tmr .

GOING BUDGET . saving up .

(:

YEAR 2009

2009-01-01T01:55:00.003+08:00

year 2009 is very important .

it marks the year of my ORD !

ahah . its just abt less than 2 MONTHS AWAY from SHEER FREEDOM .

lol .

so what did i do on the last day of 2008 ?

went walking around orchard with tee , loh and ccy . LOL

looking around for my bag and wallet . saw one at freshbox . but it didnt have the colour that i wanted (black) . haha

scouted around town but couldnt find one that's nice to my eyes . LOL .

saw one from 4skin which i liked but it cost like almost 90 . the freshbox one only cost 70 . lol . domanchi had one that cost 300 ! (made of calf leather) . ahah .

looked for wallet as well but couldnt find any . at first i wanted a braun buffel . but i realised everyone's carrying it . too much of the bull around .

dropped that plan and decide to look for others . lol . went to all brands and all shops with wallet ranging from 50 to 400 ! LOL . saw one that i liked in robinson but it cost $400 ! lol . the salegirl told me its a designer brand . LOL

which wallets in the world isnt designed by a designer . haha . its just whether the designer is famous or not . haha . apparently the designer was so famous that i never even heard abt he or she b4 . haha . 400 for a wallet . =.=

went to all bloody brands . haha . DUNHILL , MONT BLANC and others . haha . the wallets are all touchable but un-ownable . beyond my imagination . haha .

went to agnes b. in isetan at shaw house .

the shop was rather empty with only one salegirl . lol . saw this wallet and asked the salegirl to take it out for me . ahah . it was in a display drawer with alot of watches, wallets, and other accessories .

so after i took a good look at the wallet and the price tag ($300++) . i wanted to put it back . haha . but the salegirl was so busy with her stuff that she didnt see me . so i took the initative to put it back since the drawer wasnt locked so i can open and close it freely .

i placed the wallet back onto the spot it was on and pushed back the drawer but when i pushed it back , i used a little too much force that the whole drawer slammed right into the end with a BOOMP .

and all the watches inside fell and the wallets went through a earthquake (all shifted and messy) . LOL . i could only OOPS and whispered sorry to the salegirl and left embarrassed . LOL .

the salegirl must be hating me . LOL . i created much havoc on her peaceful day .

my hand was particularly itchy that day . touching everything that interest me . haha . i think i generated much havoc in alot of shop . asking to look at this wallet , this bag and stuff . haha . and end up saying "i'll look around . thanks" . ahha .

saw some really cool cardholders in project blood shop if they were wallets perhap i would buy them straight . they also had a bag that i liked but it cost bloody $209 . Z . they had pretty cool and nice stuff i should say but the price abit high . ahha .

oh well . just hope that my dream bag and dream wallet catch my eye one day . ahah . then i will swipe my card and get them . lol.

anyone with any lobang for damn nice and small wallets and messenger bags ? haha pls leave a tag . lol .

it was almost midnight when hell broke loose in orchard . LOL .

suddenly you see swarms and swarms of jenrine's "friends" appearing on the streets of orchard carrying their all famous weapon , the "FOAM SPRAY" . they were shouting and whistling along the streets .

their presence was really scary . they flooded the whole orchard road walking from dhoby ghaut to orchard . i guess they went to mustafa shopping centre in little india to buy the foam spray then took NEL to dhoby ghaut and walk to orchard cos its cheaper . ahah .

and then later i heard from ccy's friend that theres a EVENT for them at fort canning park . OMG .

imagine the event . i think i will blackout inside . haha .

i dunno why but they just like to consolidate into groups and stomp down the streets terrorising innocent ppl also along the street . lol .

too bad i didnt get to see any classic scene of the ah bengs against the jenrine's "friends" . lol . imagine one side swearing in hokkien and the other in ? . i dunno wat they would use . haha

and they instantly become a pussy cat when they see the police around . haha . really dumb .

OKAY enough of bad mouthing . ahah .

got home and browsed through songs

heard the AKON's new song i'm so paid . haha .

i'm so amuzed by his new songs .

firstly he goes

"I get it in til the sun RISEEEEEEEEEEEE
doin 90 in a SIXTYFIVEEEEEEEE
windows rolled down screamin OUTTTTTTTT
ay ay I'm I'm so paid
number 1 hustler gettin' MONEYYYYYYYY
why you wanna count my MONEYYYYYYY
I'm a hustler don't need nann one of y'all see
I'm so paid"

and then he goes "NA NA NA" in another song . LOL .

like wat terry says only these black rappers can do it . =.=

now while listening to the song i'm also trying to imitate the sun RISEEEEEEE , SIXTYFIVEEEEEE . hahaha .

addiction .

okays enough for the day ! (:

happy new year to all whos reading this . (not sure how many still bothers)

BABY

2008-12-28T14:17:00.002+08:00

lol . dunno why but i had quite some interaction with babies and little cousins recently .

my smallest auntie gave birth recently and they celebrated the first month on christmas day ! . haha . its a chubby baby with bubbly cheeks . haha . i think if he grows abit bigger , relatives and friends would start pinching his cheeks .

lol . i also played with my other little cousin whos only 15mths old . haha . shes damn funny and cute . she runs around the house laying her hands on anything that interest her . she refuses to let anyone carry her but you can just use anything as bait and lure her into your hands . LOL .

i used a one dollar coin and succeeded . ahah .

and i also saw the 1st yr video of my BIGGEST BOSS's baby. lol .

nowadays parents really know how to pamper their baby . lol .

1) 2 birthday parties in one year .

2) a blog abt their prince and princess .

3) cute dresses for the princess and smart suits for the prince .

4) exotic toys .

and others . lol .

kahkiat's birthday at Phuture .

2008-12-20T11:01:00.002+08:00

oh well . it was kahkiat birthday yesterday and he decided to celebrate it at phuture .

gathered our forces at tiong bahru at 9pm and made our way to zouk .

the crowded was really big and the queue was rather long but cleared fast . we had like 16 ppl entering and we got only 10 covered under the table booking so we had to queue to get extra tickets for the others .

saw so many familiar faces there . saw my QM , DyS4 , lester , and even some of my men . haha . the sex ratio was as usual damn imbalanced . almost like half a dozen guys to one girl ratio . haha . and i think army guys can easily make one half of the half dozen guys .

we had 3 bottles of hard liquor , 1 chivals and 2 martel . but fortunately we had alot of ppl so i didnt really drink much .

crowded at our table and took some photos and drank here and there .

soon it was damn crowded inside . packed worse than sardines . haha .

all our forces gathered at abt pass midnight with the arrival of the lady of the night , jenrine . lol .

and i think army guys get a lil hyped up with a lady in the group .

soon after we had to settle kahkiat's friend who got really drunk and was lying at our table . not sure wat he drank but he was really drunk that he started falling all over the place . we did all we could to make him puke . ahah . like forcing lemons up his mouth , forcing him to drink up and stuff . and soon . TADA . everything came out . haha . not just at one go but at two or three go . ahha .

poor calvin got his shoes stained with some of the disgusting stuff . haah .

the drunken was left sleeping at our table while we headed for the floor .

the crowd is really crazy . SOOO many ppl . but oh well its a club so nothing unusual abt that .

the music was alittle unfamiliar .

i think i need a club which can entertain our own playlist . haah .

things was going rather smoothly until the guys started doing funny stuff . haha .

actually i would just like to listen to the music and just move alil here and there . so i guess i'm really wasting money in a club . haha .

oh well . i'm a very conservative person who is a lil odd .

its really hard to understand . but it explains alot of things i do . haha .

i just dun really like to disturb ppl and will always think that ppl wont like this and that .

haha . complexity .

anyway . was in the dance floor abit and then suddenly we saw the drunken guy awake again and now hes at the dance floor hugging his gf and dancing and smooching like nobody's business . ahah . and then halfway he got jelly legs again and i dunno what happened next . haah .

sometimes the crowd can get a lill hostile . ppl exchanging stares when you accidentally or deliberately pushed someone or you trying to dance with his gf or her bf and stuff .

haha . then you also got to protect your friends from those strangers out there . like when they suddenly get close to your friend and your friend starts to feel alill weird or uncomfortable and stuff . haha .

its really quite complicated inside a club . all kinds of ppl inside . haha .

protecting yourself and your friends esp ladies is really a important skill in a club . ahah .

left at 4am , reached home at 5 , showered and dropped on bed .

every time when i go clubbing with them its one big hole in my pocket .

so i need a budget plan now . haha .

need to flip my econ notes on how to increase SAVINGS . haha .

actually i think we should head for TIMBRE instead . i would like the LIVE band experience and then drinking a lill while enjoying the music seated and not having to squeeze like mad inside a club . ahah .

timbre anyone ?

a new entry .

2008-12-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

its been really a while since i last blogged . reason being i was rather lazy and these few weeks was really boring .

after coming back from Australia , i spent most of my off days heading out to update myself of the changes of some of the places . hahah .

and i took the opportunity to try on the t shirts and stuff i bought from australia . ahha .

i'm a ultimate tshirt fanatic . bought 6 tshirts ! and has tons of them in my closet . last time i was rather addicted to stripes polo tshirt but now its tshirt . haha .

okays . back to camp days .

was really boring . everyday was sleep , do some pt and then sleep again . haha . its really like we are going to ORD real soon .

sometimes i feel that signing on might in fact not be too bad . ahha . the organisation pays you for lazing around and provides free food , lodging . haha . when its the lull period its totally lull . do nothing for your pay . ahha . and somehow watever bad recession doesnt seem to affect this organisation at all .

ever heard of regulars beening fired due to recession ? NOT THAT I HEARD OF .

but i'm still really clear abt the fact that i'm never gonna sign on . haha .

weekends was beaching beaching and more beaching . haha . went every sat until the courts were torned down due to the zoukout and countdown party .

sad . i wanna become a tanned boy ! LOL .

and they had to do this just after i made my islander card . Z .

oh well .

STANCHART MARATHON .

went for the marathon on the 7 dec .

woked up at 3.30 just to walk this bloody long distance to YCK stadium to hope onto the shuttle bus at 4.30 .

the marathon i should say is really NO PAIN NO GAIN . omg .

first half was pretty good as i ran all the way till the 21km mark . quite a achievement here given that i only trained till 10km . ahah

after that we all took and rest and that was when my left knee started to throw tantrum . when i started to run again , my knee started to ache like mad and soon i found myself walking . it was really painful . and walking doesnt feels any better .

walked non stop all the way to end pt . ahah . took like ages to reach the 42.195 end pt .

took 6hrs and 15mins or so .

and the photos taken obviously shows the pain on my face . haha .

the finisher tee made it all worth it . hah .

i started to wonder why did they invented the term marathon just to torment your legs and knees .

and i'm never gonna consider sundown 84km . omg . and no more marathon for a few years i guess . haha its a good enough experience for a long time . haha .

recently i started compiling the things i wanna buy for the coming ORD celebration . haha . my own ORD celebration .

1) a new wallet
2) a new bag
3) a Laptop
4) a new Phone !

haha . it ends here for now but i think i will spend much more . haha .

saving up for these .

BUDGET .

(:

. oh well . i think thats all for now .

sorry to disappoint avid readers with this really lousy entry . haha .

AUSTRALIA . wallaby .

2008-11-16T09:12:00.003+08:00

firstly i will start with the quiz that syai tagged me into . =.=

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1. has a fetish for t-shirts . lol . got plenty of them .
2. plays the same song only for thousands of times when i like the song . haha
3. hates veges with sticky insides , lady's finger etc .
4. does chin ups using the door frame .
5. dreams of being a millionaire very often .
6. gets really lazy when in camp .
7. loves to lip-sing at home when listening to music.
8. camwhores quite often .
9. jumps at the sight of cockroaches and flying insects .
10. has these taglines - "anything lah" , "i dunno"

lol . okay . i hope these are okay . not really weird or special . ahha . but i wont be tagging anyone . lol . time for AUSTRALIA .

this post will only be purely words . the next one will be fully pictorial .

WALLABY . oct 19 - nov 14 . Rockhampton . Central Queensland .

exercise wallaby came and went by quite quickly . 3 major exercise , BME , ATEC and ex ORION .

touched down at abt 3am at rockhampton airport . the airport was really small bcos its purely for domestic travel only . ahah . all flights there goes to only brisbane . and our flight was special cos its chartered flight . its the biggest plane in the airport . haha . and we got a chance to walk down the plane using the stairs like those presidents walking down their private jet . LOL .

it was really cooling that night when we reached there that night .

had our AQIS inspection straight away . took like almost 5 hours just to clear everyone for the inspection . australia is really particular abt dirt and plant particles entering their country .

we had to clear everything from our kit bag and let those australians check every single thing . every uniform has to be opened up , boots must be unlaced , all pouches taken out of the LBV and all velcros must be sparkling clean .

the australians really love their country alot i guess cos they were really particular and not letting any single item goes unchecked .

they even prepared a toothbrush to brush away any spot of dirt or mud .

haha . eventually there were some who got alittle too sicked of checking our stuff that they just asked if this and that is new . and if we say it is new they would just say " OK ! no need to check that. " . lol .

imagine singapore imposing such a rule . and you are one of the people inspecting all the items . i would rather die .

took a bus ride to our camp ground .

our camp ground is probably the worst among all the camps there .

tentages pitched on GRASS PATCHES .
NO canteen .
NO internet room .
NO phone room .
NO proper toilet .
NO phone reception at all .

it felt like i really went back to ancient times .

peeing into a PVC tube

shitting into a deeply dug hole

walking almost 500m out just to get a faint 2 bar reception

worry abt ticks sticking themselves to your body and laying eggs

getting swarmed by adult and baby flies every morning all thanks to our toilet

shower in an open concept shower which becomes a mass orgy during peak hours (imagine almost 7 to 8 guys squeezing inside the small bathroom

fights for 2nd serving of food cos there nothing extra to buy or eat other than the leftovers from meals .

many more .

the sun sets at abt 6pm there and rises freaking early at abt 5am . LOL .

usually sleeps at abt 11 and wakes up at abt 6.30 .

BME was really tiring with the heavy and retard BTES .

ATEC was life threatening all thanks to the 20km first mission walk .

ex ORION was really retarded as it was more of a rounds expending mission rather than a brigade exercise . ate almost 5 yrs combined amount of maggie mees .

didnt want to expand on the missions cos it gets really army-ified .

source of entertainment was non-existence other than the upteens movies screening .

ppl got to bored that they used the cardboard to make chinese chess , dumb , snakes and ladders and english chess . LOL .

and we even flattened and cleared a piece of ground to transform it into a beach volleyball court . thankfully they brought a volleyball there .

and we occasionally get a welfare trip to nearby camp to use their canteen , internet and phone . lol .

had to take a one hour ride and get ourselves all covered with sand just to reach the canteen . Z .

the sand there is really scary esp when you take a tonner and its in a convoy . Z . the amount of sand uplifted by the wheels can easily cause a sand storm .

lol . nothing else much to say abt our stay in the camp .

RNR Rockhampton , BEEF capital of Australia .

went to cooberrie park . saw peacock , koalas , wombat , ducks , donkey , horse and of cos KANGAROOS . lol . see the pictures for more elaborations . (:

meals there are all buffet style . eat like i had never eaten b4 . no wonder obesity is really a severe problem there at rockhampton . Z . if i stayed there for abit longer i would have easily ballooned to twice my size now .

beef capital but i cant eat beef . so i didnt try much of the beef there other than the first meal which was purely beef, beef and more beef .

the town becomes a ghost town pass 5pm and the streets is totally empty .

nothing much to buy and shop there . cant even find nougats easily . and they drop a bomb by selling it as 34 AUD for 1kg , when you can buy the same amount for 22 AUD in sydney .

haha . bought 6 tshirts , 1 short sleeves shirt and 2 pairs of shorts for myself . bought quite some bit of chocolates , a rockhampton labelled car plate , a boomerang magnet (cause i cant get a real one all thanks to the stringent australia checks at the airport) .

the people there are really nice i got to say . and their lifestyle is totally different from ours . lol . pretty much carefree and no stress ? . lol .

oh well . i guess i'm end this entry here .

look out for the photo entry next (:

WALLABY

2008-10-19T09:22:00.004+08:00

"today is the day .

that i embark on my final trip as an NSF .

to the place down under .

to fight the ridiculous ATEC .

to join in the incredibly long brigade exercise .

and the finally return on the 14nov ."

haha . for the whole week it was off and leave for me . except for thurs and fri when i went for the stupid IPSC course .

monday and tuesday was stoning at home . doing nothing except eat slp and computer .

wednesday night . went to zouk again . splashed my money . drank alittle and did nothing much . they managed to book a table and ordered 3 bottles . drank quite a bit even b4 the whole thing started . Z .

after the thing started . everyone went onto the dance floor .

haha . the whole freaking place was seriously crowded . and i hate it when you are trying to manoeuvre in the crowd then ppl start staring at you when you had no choice but to bump into them . so for most of the time i was sitting near our table . lol .

and there was this not-skinny-at-all girl who was rather annoyed at us bumping to her quite often that she went over to her bf and insist that he chase us away . the bf told us to get away as if we were trying to steal her gf . =.= .

and i got to say nowadays some girls are really very open . omg .

thursday was IPSC course . went after zouk . was dead tired . falling asleep almost all the time .

went home at 6pm and was supposed to meet jen for BKT . but i fell asleep almost immediately after lying on the bed trying to watch tv . lol .

friday was another IPSC day . really damn boring course. listen to all the law lectures . lol . i was playing my NDS for most of the time ! ooops . hah .

went back earlier at 5.30 pm .

byy jen wanted to catch burn after reading at 11.15pm . so i went home and slept on the sofa and told my bro to wake me up at 8pm . lol . almost couldnt wake up but luckily still woke up .

met them at the cathay and watched burn after reading . ahah .

its a funny show but with really deep underlying meaning . didnt get it at first until jen told us . and brad pitt died so ridiculously .

the show tells us abt the side of every intelligence agency that we should never know . haha .

they dunno alot of things sometimes . LOL .

went to joo chiat road to have supper after the show . sat on byy's car . lol

ate at rabbit brand restaurant . had quite some food for a not bad price . abt 10 per person . haah . and we drank their really cheap bird nest drink .

its cheaper than the coke and sprite . lol .

oh well . reached home at 3am and slept .

sat was stay-in-at-home day . need to pack my stuff and get myself mentally prepared for wallaby .

still really undecided on wat bag to bring . the luggage , the sling bag , or the backpack .

the luggage . would have to drag 2 luggage if i bring it .

sling bag . has plenty of space if i bring it .

backpack . mum's recommendation . would be more comfortable if i bring that . carry a bag and drag my duffel .

Z .

at this current moment its backpack but i thinking of the sling bag cos of the SPACE . Z .

couldnt sleep the whole bloody night . slept awhile and then wake up . starts thinking abt wallaby . then tries to slp again . slp awhile then wake up again . Z .

woke up abt 5 to 6 times . Z

its that bad .

i think i'm really not prepared to leave home for that long . Z .

oh well . time to get myself prepared .

this blog will be dead until at least the 14 of november . haha .

(:

wish me luck .

2008-10-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

LOL . was fbing and then i came across this photo of kumar on guards nite ! he took out the wig he wore !

KUMARRR !

GUARDS NITE !

2008-10-12T21:16:00.014+08:00

the whole week was damn tiring . monday to thurs were packing days where we cleaned up all our equipment and stuff and pack them into our duffel pack to be sent to AUSTRALIA !

i still thought that going australia would be a good thing 6mths ago . but now i think it the 2nd worst after brunei . Z

firstly we are going to live in the field ! an open patch and then they pitch a tent there . and tats it . nothing else . no phone receptions and stuff . totally like living in the outfield for 1mth ! WTH . and our CO said that our OC can just bring us like 10m out of our tentages and then we can do fire movement and assault ! OMG . and the facilities there is going to be really horrifying . shower facilities would be like ancient , with us filling a water bag then using a pulley to lift up the water bag then open this small nozzle at the bottom and tada . SHOWER . Z

no proper canteen , cookhouse and etc .

how nice .

2ndly . the aussies are freaking particular abt the cleanliness of our equipment. muz be bloody free of mud and even a single grain of sand ! . wth . read the report abt the previous unit that went there . they found an ant in one of the box and then they freaking checked every other boxes !

from free of mud and sand , now its free from EVERYTHING . they seem to want us to bring everything new . WTH .

its like bring in a grain of sand into their country would have detrimental effects in their environment . Z

took 4 days just to pack and clean everything . inspection after inspection after inspection b4 we can send our bags . Z

WALLABY is really not the place to go .

friday night was guards nite !

we had a theme for the dinner which was famous people but nobody in my company dressed according to the theme . LOL .

other companies had like soccer players and other athletics .

other units had different themes such as kung fu (1ADF) , mafia (1GDS) , detectives (7SIB) and etc . lol .

i guess the funniest would have to be the 1ADF ppl .

THEY HAD 2 GUYS DRESSED UP AS CHUN LI !. lol . and one of them is called chun li and the other is called chun mei . -.-

wth . they wore cheong sam that had really high slits . LOL . and they like to mimic chun li jumping style and her famous voice . -.-

they totally win hands down for the best dressed table . LOL .

the nite was kinda fun all due to our really funny MC, Justin . not sure if hes the one from 987fm but i guess he is . lol . noted to be the best MC in singapore, he really delivers and no wonder ppl pay him 5k just for the few hours of talking ! .

the highlight of the show was KUMAR and his gang of cross dresser . lol .

you cannot believe it . they really look like woman ! . and kumar was like really hot with his long legs and short hair . LOL . from the back view i mean . LOL .

they lip sing to some songs and danced .

kumar was also really funny . telling us alot of jokes .

he really can rebut . its really damn funny listening to wat he got to say . haha .

every laughed until we had stomach cramps . lol .

the whole nite ended at abt 1am when we had our lucky draw . as usual i didnt win anything .

haha below are some of the photos taken on the night ! enjoy !

BRAVO commanders !

22MIKE and 21MOK ! mg commanders plt 4 and 5 !

me and mok again . haha

me and my doc evil . (i duno why he acted cute in this photo)

us again . with the hand shake effect . lol.

mok me and cray . (drinking beer !)

BRAVO commanders ! ( EER . fadly's not included)

tiong me jiahong !

the centre stage !

our table !

me tiong jiahong and our CSM ! (csm asking us wat we were dressed as) :x

our table ! ( i dunno why cray loves to kiss)

my and my BFF ! . lol . actually i'm bff with her sister ! oopx :x

ahah . thats all for this entry i guess ! (: ENJOY .

2008-10-05T19:32:00.002+08:00

my weekend was kinda normal .

went to play beach volleyball at bishan active ! . lol .

one of the rare beach court in the midst of the neighborhood, kindly introduced by mr jason soo xue you . it was kinda funny playing beach volleyball not at a beach . lol . you hear cars driving pass and ppl watching you from the HDB . lol .and its really awkward when you cant bathe after playing and get yourself all sandy and then going to j8 for dinner . lol .

played with jen and friends , sheng li and lianghock . jen and friends were as usual, damn funny, contributing to the jokes almost all the time . lol .

so it was rather fun . hahhs .

went for dinner at aijisen at j8 . ate and chat as usual . laughed , teased , and talk all kind of rubbish .

and jen's friend was rather evil by laughing at the waitress who cant pronounce spicy and end up pronouncing it as spaceship . haha . he keep going "spaceship ? who ordered space ship ?" right in front of her face ! can see that the waitress was feeling really awkward . >.< poor thing .

so that concluded my friday .

sat and sun was rot at home day . battle station all day long .

my ship now is practically un-catchable . lol . up the speed so much that those who tried to attack me often end up chasing after me . lol .

swimming on sunday was normal . crowded pool . so just had a quick swim and got out of there . love swimming cos it works out the entire body and you dun feel hot and sweaty at all ! lol . haha . need to allocate more time for exercise ! keep fit program.

saw barry running when i was on my way home ! . lol . hes running 15km preparing for stand chart !

oops . i'm going as well and haven started preparing myself for it ! . ahha

shall end the entry with the lyrics of miss independent by ne-yo

been in love with this song ! . lol . and its not like wat sheng li calls the singer, "neh yo"

haha . unique song abt woman in power . lol .

been repeating this song for the whole weekend !

miss independent

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

Ooh is something about
Just something about the way she move
I can't figure it out
It's something about her

Say, ooh is something about
Kinda woman that want you but don't need you
Hey, I can't figure it out
It's something about her

'Cause she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicure nails just set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly

And she move like a boss
Do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
That's the kinda girl I need (oh)

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Won't you come and spend a little time

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah (ohh)

Ooh there's something about
Kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
There's something about her

Something, ooh, so sexy about
Kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it, she got it (she said she got it, she got it)
No doubt, there's something about her (there's something about her)

'Cause she work like a boss
Play like a boss
Car and the crib she 'bout to pay 'em both off
And her bills are payed on time, yeah

She made for a boss
Only a boss
Anything less she telling them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Won't you come and spend a little time

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Her favorite thing to say, don't worry I got it
And everything she got best believe she bought it
She gon' steal my heart ain't no doubt about it, girl
You're everything I need, said you're everything I need

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

She's got her own thing (ooohooohhoh)
That's why I love her (that's why I love her, oh ohh)
Miss independent (independent)
Won't you come and spend a little time (ohh)
She's got her own thing (she got, she got)
That's why I love her (that's why I love that girl)
Miss independent (ohh ohh)
Ooh, the way you shine
Miss independent

Miss independent
That's why I love her

COS !

2008-10-02T18:47:00.012+08:00

ahah . i'm the COS again . tues and now thurs . Z

COS also known as the company orderly sergeant or more commonly known as the company only slave . haha .

do nothing but stone in the office to pick up calls and run errands .

the i-net comp is really slowww . cant finish watching my ugly betty ! . it just simply refuse to load . Z

anyway went to phuture yest night . reached there at abt 10pm . it was pretty empty as it was still early . sit down and rotted for an hour plus . they ordered vodka with red bull and long island .

vodka with red bull taste not bad cos the really sweet redbull totally masked the taste of the alcohol of the vodka . while the long island was really awful . the taste of the alcohol is so damn strong . it really tasted very bad .

things in a club is really very expensive . each jug of drinks cost like 50 to 70 bucks . and in total i spent abt almost 60 ! .

feeling really guilty . the money would be better spent on other stuff lah . haha . but oh well since the last time i went to a club was 2 yrs ago perhaps it okay bah . 2 yrs go once . haha . need to plan my fiance properly for this month ! . its exceeding 350 !

i really dun like the idea of getting really drunk and tipsy in the club . your head spinning and spinning , then your body starts to sway . it was really crowded in the club pass midnight . we went all over the place . from phuture to zouk and back to phuture . phuture was playing current songs while zouk was having mambo night . mambo night was quite fun cos the music is really nice , oldiess . haha . and watch those frequent goers dancing to the music was funny . haha .

i just listened to the songs and occasionally followed the dance moves . haha .

phuture was quite nice too . with more youngsters cos they were playing current songs . haha .

i'm a great music lover . so it was good for me as well . miss independent was really nice . haha . so i just listened and moved occasionally .

drank quite abit bah . had 2 tequila pop back to back in the early stages then i got a little tipsy . just cant think and walk steadily . keep trying to keep myself awake .

for me i guess drinks shouldnt be like one gulp and finish it all .

i think we should slowly enjoy the drink . finishing at one go really just makes you go high .

in the middle they ordered a bottle of chivas and we drank it with coke and green tea . we finished the bottle on the spot . Z . drank alot . even had this 2 sec thingy where you just simply pour the chivas into your mouth for 2 secs . i dun really like the taste of pure chivas in your mouth .

wonder why some love alcohol so much . haah .

watched ppl danced and i got to say its really funny to watch your friends get a little drunk and high . see them move . lol . you see the side of your friend your normally wont see in camp . haha .

we took some photos before and after drinking and you can really see that some of them is really abit drunk . lol . i still look normal fortunately .

oh well . went off at 4am , slept at ivan's house until 7.30 then went back to camp to take over as COS . haha . damn tired . but luckily i didnt suffer from hangovers .

overall i can say that i'm really not the kind for clubbing . haha .

i would love to visit a pub someday . slowly drinking and listening to the music . that would suit me much better i guess . lol .

so thats the end of the report abt my wed night . haha .

time for some photos ! photos from the beach (:

the best part of siloso beach . lols

i love the S and jen was pointing to my ASS . -.-

introducing the members of the ASSBC

from left : BYY JEN CYY TERRY ME (:

photos taken by my camwhore hands !

love this pic . my mouth is big , munching on CARL JRS burger .

SENTOSA !

2008-09-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

ahha . just came back from sentosa .

went with my A.S.S.B.C members . LOL . aka Anderson Sec Sch Beach Club .

held our annual general meeting at sentosa siloso beach today . ahha

played quite abit of beach volleyball again and bitched abt alot of stuff . lol . the usuals that we always do .

dunno why but we never fail to laugh and joke alot . abt all kinds of bullshit .

was really funny and enjoyable .

went home at abt 6pm ! and luckily the showers wasnt crowded . lol . my back was itching like mad from the heat rashes from seahawk . bloody hell . the worst i ever had . itching like mad the whole day and was trying my best not to scratch it but was often unbearable . ZZZ .

as usual my camwhore itch came out of me and we took some photos ! . ahah . with my magical hands we took a few photos . haha .

upload the photos as soon as they send me the photos ! lol.

really tired from sat and the beach outing. haha .

sat was really wasting my time .

live firing . bascially doing the same thing for 4 times !

and waited and get bitten badly by the irritating mozzies .

reached back camp at only like 11pm and booked out at 12am .

all thanks to my BFF-in-camp julius , i got a free ride home. haahah .

oh . i forgot to mention abt this really funny conversation that alvin chia had with a starbuck new trainee, who totally was blur and knew nuts .

alvin to us : i swear that the cakes here are from bakerzin

me : how do you know ?

alvin to us : let me ask .

alvin to the trainee : are you cakes from bakerzin ?

trainee : (looking really lost) hesitated for a moment . HUH ? our cakes are from the bakery .

ahah . i dunno if the trainee was trying to mock at alvin or he doesnt know wat the hell is bakerzin . LOL .

okays gonna slp now cos got to book in tmr morning !

BYY SEND THE PHOTOS THANKS !

2008-09-23T12:42:00.003+08:00

SEAHAWK .

seahawk was a bit of bullshit .

its started out on a wednesday sept the 17 . which coincidentally is my birthday . and i received this really big present way b4 my birthday .

my gunner was down due to some chest pain and couldnt go to seahawk . so i became unofficially the temporary gunner . ZZZ

carried the MG for the first mission ! .

carried it all the way . wanted to pass it to my assistant but oh well i decided to just carry on .

fought bua for the first mission . fought with FBO on . bloody hell .

after that was reorg when i finally had some time to relax a little and just sit around .

went on to a quick attack . but luckily its lbv this time round . so i gave the gun to my assistant . ahha . relax a little . the quick attack was really dumb .

went back to the bua and waited for trooplift to our defence site .

defence was really relaxed cos the other coys had cleared the enemies for us . so we didnt dig . slept the night through and went on for live firing .

live firing was really dumb . just walked under the hot sun . bashed into some thick vegetation and then live firing .ahah . my mg was not tasked to do the live firing . so we just walked and stayed behind during the live firing .

so thats seahawk for me .

tiring but not that very very bad .

came back at 11pm and clean weapon until almost 4am . washed my stuff and booked out at 6am without a wink of sleep . haha .

the man booked out OTOT . LOL . i was the duty serg and i allowed that . which i thought it would have gotten my head chopped if either CSM, OC or 2IC realised . lol .

SAT

it was slp at home day . ahah . went back use the comp for a while and dropped on bed . ahha . too tired to carry on . KO'ed .

SUN .

went out to sim lim with my uncle to look for computer motherboard. lol .

damn . really feel like changing my comp and get a new one ! (: . the dell at home has been around for 5 YRS ! its about time to do an upgrade . lol

waiting for the end of yr after i come back from wallaby ! woot .

later went out with ccy tee and loh . walked around pretty aimlessly and settled for dinner at waruku at heerens . haha

the food there is pretty nice and serving wise was not bad . lol . ate some cream based udon with bacon and vege . haah .

i ate it from a HUGE bowl . haha . its really huge . the cream was really rich and overpowering . haha . luckily i finished it without feeling overwhelmed . lol

took a taxi back as they wanted to catch the man utd match at ccy's house . haha . i went to amk hub instead . scouting for the camera that my father wanted .

he wanted the new cybershot W300 which is like freaking expensive . 699 with printer and the other stuff . ZZZ

MON .

went out with alvin chia and julius for dinner and movie . haha .

we watched around and chit chatted like mad around suntec area while i look for my running shoes .

the guy in adidas said that i have severe over-pronation . and suggest that i get support shoes . LOL . end up the shoes has this really thick cushion which julius said that it looked like its ready for chiong sua . ahah . freaking thick and ugly . lol . and he keep asking me if i had old injuries or watsoever . i think he find my running style really screwed up . lol . keep asking abt my knees , shin and etc .

but clearly i does not have any old injuries or been injured badly at my legs b4 . ahah .

so now i still dunno wat shoes to get for myself .

was thinking for the adizero MANA but the shopkeeper insist that i shouldnt get that cos i can only allow me to run 10km maxed . and its the last choice she would ask me to get .

Z .

buying a pair of running shoes is really so troublesome .

i just want a pair of light and thin running shoes .

and they introed my this really HUGE pair for my puny feet . i think i would really look damn stupid and ridiculous with that huge shoes .

small body with UBER HUGE SHOES .

imagine .

haha .

ate at auston's at the grand cathay . the food is cheap and seriously not that bad tasting . haha . highly recommended .

went on to starbuck for coffee and cake . LOL

the starbuck coffee cheesecake is really AWESAM . lol .

rich coffee aftertaste lingers in my mouth .

and the lady who served us was really friendly and talked to us quite abit while we were enjoying our coffee and cakes outside . lol .

at that moment i really felt that i had already ORDed being able to enjoy coffee and cake on a monday night . LOL . ahha .

went on to catch mamma mia .

the show was pretty crazy and funny . with 3 desperate and crazy grannies dancing singing around . and then later 3 granddads started to join in and sing along as well . LOL .

imagine pierce brosnan singing . lol . i can only imagine him with the 007 look . not the singing and dancing . haha .

a bimbotic show i guess . lol .

a daughter with 3 possible fathers reads her mum's love diary which describe how she flirted with these 3 man within a short period of time . lol .

oh well .

its tues now and i'm thinking of going for a swim but the sky looks threatening . lol

or maybe i'm pure lazy to move . lol .

see how the sky progress .

the short weekendss.

2008-09-14T14:55:00.002+08:00

this week was yet another week of sheer boredom . haha . was supposed to have a heli live task on monday but due to unforeseen circumstances like 41 SAR having atec , we had to postpone it to thursday . haha

and surprisely our boss talked to the wholeeee battalion and he gave us a halfday off . haha . which was rather dumb but we just take whatever is given and then complain . haha .

but fortunately due to the unforeseen circumstances , our friday off would not be possible thus it was brought forward to tuesday ! so for us we had a one and a half day off . haha .

now i still have 13 days of LEAVE left and 5 days of OFF . (:

when can i clear my OFFs . ahah .

tuesday was being-a-filial-son day . haha . went grocery shopping with my mum as usual at amk hub . haha .

wed and thurs was in camp day . haha .

went for my heli live task on thurs evening.

waited and waited and waited at the holding area which is a grass patch just into the live firing area .

haha in the end HELI problems. haahah . so no heli taking for us .

went on wat we always call the SAF super tonner .

dropped and went on to do our tactical march .

was tiring and sleepy . ahah . but oh well . luckily no real attack and stuff . went back to camp , slept and booked out .

SAT .

was another rot at home day . mum had to go for a dinner so the kids stayed at home and did watever we wanted .

haha . i cant believe how much food i munched on . i took down mooncake after mooncake , prawn noodles , fries and more . lol .

just couldnt control myself . the cravings are back . lol .

oh well . then watched tv and went to bed !

SUN .

was the COS of the day . woked up at 6 in the morning just to make sure i reach camp early . ahah . being the company orderly sergeant on a sunday is really boring . absolutely doing nothing in camp just manning the phone just in case someone calls . haha .

really like to burn ppl's precious weekends .

so i just surf on the internet whole day and watched ugly betty session 2 . haha . its a show that i really like bcos its really hilarious . haah . watched 8 espiodes as of now ! will watch more ! just that the net in camp is really snail like and it takes ages just to load the show . haha .

oh well . back to my show . update again later .

for ppl whos missing out on the show , you should try to find all the ways and means to watch it . haha . its really nice . lol .

the WEEKENDS .

2008-09-07T18:56:00.002+08:00

hahas . its the weekends again . weekends after weekends . when will it be time when i stop having to book in . haha oh well . almost 5mth left ! (:

SATURDAY !

ahha . oh well today is my 21th birthday according to the lunar calendar . ahha . born in the year 1988 , its really amazing how 1/4 of my life has just passed . ahah . assuming that i live up to the ripe age of 80 ! . haha

according to the english calendar i'm reaching 20 this yr . but lunar calendar i'm 21 . haah

my mum cooked mian sian and red hard-boiled egg for me . ahha . for the chinese , these are essentials for the birthday ! . ahah .

she then gave me a golden key pendant which is supposed to mean that i am now an adult with the FREEDOM to unlock watever . lol .

talking crap here .

stayed home the whole day and went to j8 at night . ate ice cream at swensen and walked around looking for mooncakeS ! . haah . theres a mooncake carnival at j8 selling mooncakes from all the different hotels and shops . haha .

EATING CRAZE ! . ahah . try this try that . in the end bought this 8 piece snowskin mooncake from HK's famous taipan mooncake . haah . their flavours is really unique ! . ahah .

wanted to get the goodwoodpark hotel's durian mooncake but everything from them was out of stock ! .

they boost to have the best durian products ! been wanting to try their durian cakes , puffs and etc . but always never have a chance to go to the hotel to get some . >.<

perhaps next yr ! . or maybe next week when i head down again to j8 to see if theres still durian mooncake from them . haha

also bought the FISH LEONG's concert DVD !

went home and immediately played the DVD . ahah .

her voice is one of my favourite in chinese pop other than stefanie sun's . ahah . her concert was filled with couples .

ppl looking for actions , dancing and exciting moments wouldnt want to go for the concert bcos theres not much dancing and stuff . but the selling point is her vocal and her touching love songs. ahha .

she can really sing LIVE damn well . unlike certain singers . ahah .

she just had to stand there and sing , no need actions , dancing and yet she never fails to touch everyone's heart . haha

haha . all her songs are great . worth all the dollars and cents i spent .

SUNDAY .

sunday was rot-at-home day . thinking of the following weeks to come . thinking of wallaby . thinking of ORD . ahah . i just hope that things really go on so fast that i lose track of time and before i know it , its time for me to ORD ! . ahah .

oh well . its almost time to book in once again .

heli live task tmr with route march after that .

the battalion never fails to shoot up with stunts and just trying to make us suffer and try to get recon 1 for atec 2 .

ahha . but we all know , getting recon 1 would mean MORE ICT and MORE RESERVE ! .

heard that from the 10th mono ppl who got recon 1 . ahha .

now everyone is hoping that we just scrape through and as long as we dun need to redo atec i'm fine with whatever results . ahah .

okayss . gonna go now . (:

back home at last !

2008-09-05T22:47:00.022+08:00

omg i'm finally back home .

was feeling really hungry then i realised that i didnt have dinner and lunch today in camp ! omg . all because i need to settle the power riser issues . ZZZ . ahah . i think i can be a workaholic next time . just keep working and working and dun even need to eat . haah . oh well .

but luckily there was food at home so i just munched down watever my mum cooked ! . ahah . nicer than cookhouse food.

today was a hectic day for me cause alot of work to be done here and there . started the day consolidating the spoilt stuff for my platoon , then went on to do the barrack damage report to report all the choked toilets . ZZZ if not eventually they wont have toilet to use . could barely find some time to take a breather then there was the AAR for the outfield that we went for . i just plainly sit in and listen . but in actual fact my body was there but my soul wasnt . listen in the left ear and came out out the right ear . went off early to settle the power riser distribution day 2 .

and i dunno wat happened to the AAR session . dramatic . cant be bothered to find out more .

got my platoon to help shift the power risers down but obviously they were really reluctant and i am really out of idea regarding how to make them do work . ZZZ .

luckily they brought down all the sets . if not nicholas and i would probably have died transferring them down .

and theres only the 2 of us doing this shit . ZZZ .

it was really hectic once the collection time started . people began strolling in and nick and i had to manually search through all the sets to find the specific no. . i didnt call for manpower cause i know they would obviously whine and complain and stuff .

i dunno why but NS makes people wanna slp all day . its a terrible disease .

slowly ppl started collecting one by one . saw alot of ppl like tammy and sis , line C , vanessa and gang . and lotsa other ppl lah .

ended at abt 5pm when we finally finished putting the last power riser set into the lorry brought by the touch community .

nick and i was really heaving a sigh of relief when the last set went up the lorry .

one of the worst shit job you can get your hands in . ZZZ .

after that, settled all the other work to be done before finally leaving for home ! the whole day was so busy that i didnt even step into bunk after i got out of the AAR .

oh well .

need to brush up my multi tasking skill . can get rather stress up but still it wont kill . also need to learn how to be a better commander . ZZZ . failed terribly as a commander . ahah .

nvm shouldnt talk more abt all these .

i need to sit down and reflect . haha . think through

lotsa lessons to learn .

this week wasnt really that tiring . outfield was rather short and nothing much done . but seahawk is gonna kill . need some mental preparation .

Nike+ human race .

went for the race last sunday ! it was a great race with nice weather and great significance . ahah .

there was really a huge no. of runners and of cos i saw alot of familiar faces here and there . the esplanade bridge was a sea of red when the race start . the no. of runners was so incredible that i couldnt really run at first. got to slow jog or even walk at some instances . haha . the crowd was really bigggg .

came in with a timing of 59 mins . not that great a timing but definitely would have been faster if there was less runners . haha .

drank 100+ , ate and waited around after the run . and took out the camera and took photos . haah . as usual . trademark move . camwhoreeeee . photos uploaded below .

there was this concert with UTT as the host . if i didnt have to book in that night i would have stayed to watch boys like girls . haha . and wth . UTT was like throwing away free IPOD NANOs from the stage ! he throw like 5 ! waaa . but hes really weak lah . refuses to throw harder cos i was further behind . there wasnt much crowd so it was relatively easier to get the ipod .

i heard they even threw shoes and stuff after we left ! omg . damn .

i wan a pair of free running shoes !

oh well booked in after that .

photos do the talking .

our hands . mine is the fairest one

again . this time showing more arms . ahah .

my powerful self camwhore skill

yet again . candid shot

our finisher souvenir ! (a bracelet)

the no. to watch out for ! (my number !)

me with my evil twin

again . but this time with his eyes closed

was trying to take a solo pic but he dashed in

tada . my solo pic

Utt on the stage ! throwing away free IPOD NANOs

finishers of the race !

too bored

my hand again doing the photo taking

the race armband with the finisher souvenir ! ( a bracelet)

me with my evil twin both wearing sexy running shorts

the day of the race !

ambassador for the next nike race ? hahs

the number

group photo

the stageee .

oh well . the end of the photos upload .

ahaha .

nothing is fair in this world .

selfishness lies within everyone .

the idea and the definition of a true friend ?

i think i shall end here .

hahhs . deep in thoughts .

NIKE PLUS HUMAN RACE !

2008-08-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

ahah . just finished my nike run .

it was really awesam . haha . will blog abt it next week cos i have to rush back to camp now ! its already 9.15pm !

haah . will upload photos as well . cos we camwhored once again . hahah .

gosh i have never taken so much photos b4 ! . ahah i mean throughout my ndp period till now .

okays got to rush !

a boring week .

2008-08-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

this week was really boring . basically doing nothing for most of the time . hah .

wasting time away . sometimes NS is really wasting my precious time away . haha .

performed guard duty wednesday . the DOS was damn nice to allow us to go and buy CHONG PANG nasi lemak . haha which was really damn good and damn cheap . haha . $2.50 for a packet of nasi lemak with chicken wings , fish , egg and peanuts ! ahah . tasted damn AWESAM . ahah .

oh well after that was basically rot rot rot rot rot in camp . ahah

cant believed that my entry for today is centred on the packet of nasi lemak . ahah .

this shows how bored this week was .

looking forward to the NIKE race !

and definitely without doubt i will go tour the COMEX !

dying to get my hands on the lastest gadget , and my desired laptop and everything nice !!

already looking at my UNI laptop and UNI phone although i still have 5 mths b4 i ORD ! omg cant wait to get out of army . ahah

how i want my life to be ?

wat do i wanna do ?

basically my life is still very blurred . not much goals and aims . ahha .

update again soon ! (:

NIKE HUMAN RACE !

2008-08-25T19:04:00.013+08:00

haha .

its time to blog again . oh well . went to collect my NIKE HUMAN RACE race pack yesterday ! . woot . ahah . i'm gonna run with 1 million ppl worldwide on the same day ! . haha . its a really nice race . 10km only so shouldnt be a problem for me. haha .

but the collection of the race pack was really annoying . ahhaa . the QUEUE is UBER LONG . ppl waited for 5 hours b4 getting their race pack ! . OMG . went there at abt 2pm and the queUe is freakingggggggg long . damn . didnt want to wait so we went to eat first at BILLY BOMBER ! . ahah .

their milkshake is SIMPLY THE BEST . LOVE IT LOTS . ahah . price is pretty reasonable given the big cup . ahah . spend spend spend .

then went back and decided to queue now since the queue is slightly shorter now ! . lol . but it still turn here and there and dun seem to be reaching the collection point anytime soon . lol . stood in the quene like an idiot for almost 2hrs . haha .

then we saw a familiar face in the queue ! . lol . we then threw all our collection receipt to him and demanded that he collect for us . LOL . oh well .

so in the end ppl queue for 4 hours but we did it in only 2hrs ! . lol .

the race pack is pretty nice ! . with a damn cool t shirt with my no. on it ! . the one and only T SHIRT with this no. haha . uniquely mine (: .

0795732 !

seven hundred and ninty five thousand seven hundred and thirty second runner ! .

and we were given this big water bottle , a wrist band , a outdated i-weekly, a can of 100+ , and a livestrong wristband . lol . all these for only $27.50 . its rather worth it . haah . and the sticker and badge with the human race logo looks damn cool also . shall take a photo of it the next time (: . ahah .

after that went to town to meet tee . he bought some 2nd hand ps3 game cost he insisted hes damn poor now . but pls lah . everyday buy games . poor !?!? . ahah .

went to eat at some bbq chicken place at cineleisure . ahah . the teri bbq drumlet is DAMN NICE . but the main course of hot hot chicken is only so so . ahah . made me think of cookhouse food ! OMG . ahah .

and then played pool . ahah .

win win lose lose win lose win lose lose win lose lose win . ahah .

basically we were quite on par that day . ahha .

after that we went home .

sunday was rot at home day . haha . downloaded some olympic games to watch ! . ahah . saw the volleyball finals ! . the girl's match was really AWESAM . ahha . the guy's i only watched halfway . ahah .

hock told me abt the power riser in the closing ceremony ! so i downloaded and watch . ahha .

haha . and he told me when you see it then you will how big a difference it is . ahah .

i saw and i was stunned .

THEY WERE DOING BACKFLIPS AND CRAZY JUMPS WITH THEIR SETS ! OMG . AND THEY REALLY PROVE THAT THE POWER RISER CAN JUMP UP TO ABT 2M OR 3M . HAAH .

AHAH . the way they did the backflip was really jawdropping . ppl you all should watch . ahha .

anyway as promised photos from my PS Baghowe's wedding . (a bag of wheat's wedding) . oops :x

the groom and the bride on the DIAS

our well wishes ! :)

their portrait BEFORE

their portrait AFTER .

AGAIN

AND AGAIN

AND YET AGAIN

too bored so we cam whored

and again . ahah .

oh well . i think my PS is gonna kill us if he saw these photos . LOL .

but oh well at least i dun think he visits . haha .

oops

a hell of a place . TEKONG

2008-08-25T01:58:00.004+08:00

ahah . was damn tired to blog yesterday so here i am finally blogging abt my holidays in TEKONG .

DAY ONE .

first day was navigation exercise . was supposed to be fun but turned out damn tired cos they make us walk from the top left to the bottom right of tekong then back to top right and then to bottom left ! . wth . bloody arses . made me look like an idiot walking all over tekong . furthermore we had to carry this really damn freaking heavy fieldpack full of rubbish which we dun use . my shoulder ached like mad just on the first day . haha . first day only almost died liao . how to suffer the next 5 days ?

had a campfire at night . the man took out all their civilian food and started cooking them . haha . things like campbell soup popped out . haah . was really nice eating such food out in the field . haha .

slping at night was really difficult bcos of somebody's brudder . ahah . wildboar roaming all around our campsite . ahah . it went as close as face to face with one of my man while he was slping . haah . oh well . as for me, was too tired to be bothered with it . just keep slping through . haha .

DAY TWO .

went to some old camp to stay in after the navigation exercise . haha . WAS THE LAST TEAM TO MAKE IT BACK ! . lol . sounds like amazing race but too bad we were not ELIMINATED . ahah . how i wish i was and could be sent back home . haha .

had this section battle course in the afternoon but i was ENEMY ! . lol . fake enemy just sitting at the slope of some knoll and start shooting at ppl walking towards me and make them fight me . LOL .

went back to the old camp and SHOWERED . haha . must shower while i still can . hah . then went to sleep ! . it was damn freaking cold at night but luckily i had a towel to cover myself . ahah .

DAY THREE .

its time for some platoon battle course . haha . my job as a GPMG commander is just basically to help cover fire for my platoon trying to towards the enemies . ahah . and just keep telling my gunner where to aim and stuff .

after that we fight at FIBUA as well . anyway FIBUA stands for fighting in build up areas , which basically just means fighting in buildings ! . lol . i love fibua cos we dun have to lie down on grass or tries to leopard cross on the grass . lol .

i think SAF should focus more on FIBUA since our country is like almost 70% built up . haha . and let me tell you , singapore really still has alot of land to spare . ahha . just convert all the military training area into land for commercial uses sure make alot of money . haaha .

its only when you enlist into army that you realised that singapore actually still has that many pieces of land around which they use for military training ! .

slept in the FIBUA village . ahah .

DAY FOUR .

more fibua attack . more and more , doing the same thing again and again . then went off to prepare for a dawn attack .

harboured in the forest . rested for quite a long while until 2359hrs before we moved out for the DAWN attack .

DAY FIVE .

walked from FREAKING midnight till abt 7am non stop ! oh my god . this is the worst walk ever . on the map it showed only abt 4km which would probably take only like 1 or 2 hours maxed to cover that distance . BUT we freaking walked for 6 - 7 hours ! . my shoulders almost couldnt take it . wanna just drop my UBER heavy fieldpack and just fall out . haha . and my gunner was so shagged that he went berserk . kicking trees , shouting , and keep complaining . ahah . WHY ARE WE GOING IN CIRCLES ?!?! WHY JUST NOW SAY LEFT 500M THEN NOW 30 MINS LATER LEFT 1KM !?!? and further more we walked acrossed some muddy river making my whole feet soaked in mud water for almost 1 whole day . Z . my feet almost drowned .

lol .

finally we reached . attacked the objective . and WTH . we got a CHARILE MIKE . which also means continue mission ! walked again to another nearby objective and fight again .

its the worst day ever . i almost died by the end of the day . shoulders totally numbed . lol

after that we went to some place to dig our shellscrape . Z . can you imagine how tired we are and still got to dig . its just like i'm trying to dig my own grave . dig already then just die inside bcos of physical exhaustion. hahaha .

DAY SIX .

waited for charlie company to attack us before we had YET another CHARILE MIKE . and this time its casevac . i was the rear scout , made to carry this uber heavy matador , 2 SAR rifle and my grossly heavy fieldpack . my back almost broke. ahah . i thought i couldnt make it to the ferry terminal anymore . ahah .

END OF THE FIELDCAMP .

this fieldcamp is really the worst one that i ever had . dead tired when i reached back camp .

ahha . couldnt make it for the appreciation party ! . damn sad can . haha .

oh well . too bad lo .

anyway to all the sky runners reading this entry

YOU ALL WILL BE GETTING YOUR OWN POWER RISERS !

haha . its for real ! but i dunno when the touch community services will be coming to collect all your power risers . lol. its still in the lecture room stinking up the whole room . LOL .

shall blog more again tmr . too tired today as well . ahah .

anyway i got photos i wanna post but theres some arses who simply dun wanna send me the photos . lol .

a bag of wheat's wedding ! (:

2008-08-17T15:03:00.003+08:00

sat was reeeally fun . ahah .

went to squash with pei qi in the morning . haha . we did some drills . haha . had not done any drills since my last training which was 2 yrs ago ! ): .

i really miss the training days , although i was really fearful of training during that time . ahah . cos i was really not good . and been trying hard to improve . ahah .

played for 2 hours ! oh my . ahah . sweat hell alot and definitely getting back my touch slightly . haah . but its still damnnnnn far to coming anywhere close to my fellow squashmates . ahah .

haah . and now my butt is aching . hah . squashers tend to have a really big butt . haha . cos we always have to run around and bent down quite often thus stretching our butt muscles . ahaha . and now its aching for me . lol . after tekong i'm definitely squashing again ! (:

came back , showered and took a little nap . haah

ALMOST over slept and late for my PS wedding . haha .

SERG BAGHOWE'S WEDDING ! . ahah .

a bag of wheat . :x

was all dressed up for the occasion ! . first time wearing a shirt with jeans . haha . really rare for me cos i really love t shirts . ahah .

we were there early cos he needed help ushering the ppl to their tables . haha . we helped out a little and went to sit at our table leaving all the job to his relatives . ahah .

and we did something which i thought was quite rude , but we still did it . we took turns posing beside his bride in the wedding photo and purposely covered him . ahah .

make it looks as if we are the one getting married . aaahah . wait till ivan send us the photos then i can upload . ahah . the food was really nice . esp the mutton curry . ahaha ! its reallly good .

and we managed to hear some really good music . haha . like

secondhand serenade's fall for you !

and PLS LA IVAN its not from YELLOWCARD . no wonder i find it so weird , i have the yellowcard cd and i have never hear this song on the CD ! ahah . dumb arse . ahah .

luckily hes not reading this .

we had this little singing session within our table . ahah . singing to the songs played . ahah and nobody can imagine how much we love to sing .ahah .

always kboxing or teo-henging . haha . WHEN IS OUR NEXT SESSION ! (: .

and we took photos with the bride and groom at the DIAS . which is like a mini stage . decorated really nicely ! . haah .

oh well . now mentally preparing myself for the "holiday" . ahah . 6D5N trip to pulau tekong ! feed lotsa mozzies , no comfy bed to slp in , no clean clothes to change into , no shower facilities . ahah . its hell week .

and i got to make sure i find PORK's brudder and let him talk to her for the last time before i skew it ! . ahah .

(:

and now i can feel this shadowy pork figure following me everytime i walk out of home ! . the stalker pork . who just happen to live in AMK as well . i almost died hearing that bad news .

oh well ppl . i dun think you will be able to hear from me for the next 6 days until next sat night when i get home again . ahah .

only way possible is probably through my phone . haah .

oh well . to end of its the lyrics of fall for you by secondhand serenade ! (:

its really nice

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

a tiring week !

2008-08-16T00:16:00.021+08:00

its the week after NDP !

went back to the platform on tuesday to bring back all the stores , power risers and spare costumes back to camp ! . lol . sweating in the morning really sucks . took almost 4 hrs just to clear the container of my stores for the NDP . ahah .

went around marina with cray and jiahong , ate at cafe cartel , bowled , and shopped for BOOKS ! . ahah . cray bought the last lecture which i'm definitely gonna kope over and read . aahaha .

reluctantly booked into camp .

i dunno why but the only computer in the company office seems to hate facebook and friendster . IT TAKE BLOODY ages just to load the page ! . WTH , and with almost 20 ppl fighting to use that single computer , its really irritating when i try to surf my friendster and facebook . ahah . but luckily it works perfectly fine for my blog . (:

had a really HORRIBLE 20km route march on the dawn of thursday morningggg . for the sake of the dumb girls who visits my blog *points to the RGS girls* i shall explain wat is called a route march .

route march is DEFINED as : following a designated route and march ! . ahah . of cos with the UBER heavy fieldpack carrying all the junks .

NS is really trying to make me shrink . never fails to make ppl like me carrying something which weighs more than 1/3 my weight and make me walk damn long distance for the sake of nothing . haha .

no wonder some of my friends said that i GREW shorter ! >.<

anyway back to the main topic . the 20km was really hell . never had i felt so much pain and suffering although i had walked longer distance like 32km ! . haha . and halfway through i had to carry this really long and heavy weapon called the matador which is used to fire at tanks and doors . =.= . its just a freaking long weapon that weighs almost 10kg , it kept hitting on my legs that i almost had a bad cramp . ahah .

you all should try walking in the middle of the night . hah . i was basically zombified the whole way . haha . my eye lids felt like they weigh a tonne . it keep falling and i almost lost my balance while walking . haha .

walked along ECP and saw alot of couples taking all the seats and getting all over another . lol . but luckily no X rated scene .

but the funny part is , i heard someone said "ISNT THAT THE BAZOOKA ?" lol . we dun carry bazooka .

walked from 1230am till abt 0630am . Z . it really torturous . haha . then we had breakfast and i went to sleep from then on till 11pm . ahah .

and friday was purely crap . we had nothing to do but they simply dun wanna let us book out early . Z .

got out of camp at abt 6.30pm .

anyway jalyn asked us out for a appreciation dinner . haha . just a normal dinner at simpang bedok .

we were late for the dinner bcos of the freaking bus no. 10 which simply did not bother to come at all . and when it came 2 buses came at one shot .

WE WAITED LIKE IDIOTS FOR ALMOST 30 MINS ! all the specialists went , my pc went , the 2 other assistant cheorographer and of cos some of my men . everything she ordered was SPICY ! . lol . it really make us sweat alot . and we finished all the food although we kept saying that all of us are small eater ! anyway went home after that . haah .

upon reaching home , i went to my blog and saw that my tagboard was yet again FLOODED . ppl just love SPAMMING on it .

nvm . its photos again .

DISCLAIMER : the photos below are not suitable for horny girls . LOL . bcos its mostly gay pics . ahah .

we love KISSING alot .

GET AWAY FROM MEEEEE !

We love each other too much

why that face !

the TONGUE

the act cute

the FURIOUS TONGUES

Combination of the TONGUES and the LIPS

something decent to end off . ahah . the photogenic me :x

P.S : anyway this is gonna be my last few post before i embark on PULAU TEKONG where you all wont hear from me for almost 6 day . Z . i hate it alot . trying slping in the wilderness and the wild boars , try no bathing for 6 days. ahah . and not having a bed to slp on ! OMG . and we will be unable to attend the appreciation party ! . lol . bcos we will only be back from tekong at abt noon that sat and we got to clean our weapons and do all the work . Z .

time for me to have my beauty slp . ahah .

replies :

yuannie aka PORK : you and your dear friend sakeenah should go and bang the wall lah . 3 heads cant even figure out one name ! haha . this shows how great your combined IQ is ! :x .

sakeenah : OMG now i confirm you love gay porn ! . ahah . even yuannie confirms that . LOL .

BBQ

2008-08-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

haah . went for a BBQ birthday party today . haha . met up with my old classmates from secondary school . bbqed alot and i got to say that we are really damn good at it liao . everything tasted wonderful and everyone ate alot . haha .

they tried to create a chocolate fondue but failed quite badly . so we just munched down the bananas that was there and roasted all the marshmallows . haha .

had abit of a catching up session b4 it was too late and we got to go back home !

anyway happy birthday to the birthday boy , joshua xiao . ahah .

ahah . damn sian now . got to wake up damn early tmr to go down to marina again to send those POWER RISERS back home ! .

SEE LAH . all the participants just perform and leave but we poor SAF guys got to transport it here and there . ): .

damn . my off kena burnt .

haha . okay now to include a few more ppl for my previous entry .

hock tea (since he die die wants me to mention him) : natalie's evil twin . always talking secrets behind my back . and PLS stop using DENG NEH , DENG NI and DENG NOR . its damn gross can . and FOR GOD'S SAKE dun push them to me . SUSAN and TRAVIS would love them . ahah .

tao lian aka tao li's sister or the AH HUEY : alone shes very innocent but with her evil brudder pearlyn , they can go really crazy . ahah . always get into a fight with sam (which i dunno why) . pour water , throw ice , smear make up , pull hairs . . . you name it they do it . haha. lol . i think they love each other too much . LOL . anyway your sis got 5th for the butterfly final ! damn sad .

and lastly to the idiotic PORKIE , PORK , PORKY . wats wrong with me shaking and waving the bananas ? you all really polluted sia always think of those horny stuff . and you ate only one ice cream cos i only GAVE YOU ONE ! . for heaven's sake ice creams damn fattening CAN ! eat so much later grow fat then blame the SAF . and HOW CAN YOU TORTURE MY CUTIE HIPPO . it will come and haunt you in your dreams for its tragic death. shout so loud for wat , girls are supposed to be gentle and soft , you this tommy-boy pork . LEARN HOW TO WHISPER CAN . and PLS LAH admit it lah , i'm cuter than the butcher . BEEF STEAKS are damn nice leh . got exams still dun study , pork thinks she damn smart dun need study right ? haha .

too tired to continue . gonna fall flat on my bed now .

(: .

if i'm 149.5 then PORK CAN REALLY FLY .

NDP 08 !

2008-08-11T09:47:00.007+08:00

FINALLY , i have time to blog . came back from sentosa and was dead tired yest to blog . and with ppl try to chat on facebook and msn , i simply cant multi task anymore . haha .

sentosa was alittle SIAN . cos it rained really heavily . spoilt all the mood . got to play abit but by the time it was already quite late . haha .

i'm an avid fan of volleyball . no matter indoor or beach . haah . dunoo why but i love it . no height to play it but still wanna play it . haha . love watching it love playing it . haha . but i have a phobia on the net . its like freaking tall . haha .

nvm other than that i'm fine . haha . if only i was much taller. ahhaa . would really enjoy volleyball . but oh well .

for me i'm the kind of guy who aint good at almost anything . aha . sports , music , and stuff . ahah . then now try to learn also abit too late .

nvm i shall just make up for it on my son . haah . gonna make him at least learn a sport or musical instrument or both ! ahahha . and gonna make sure he eats and sleeps well so that he grows UBER TALL . hahhs .

okays back to NDP 08 .

090808 was the most memorable day ever . one of the best NDP performance was displayed on that day and its when everyone gives in their 101% ! . ahah .

it drizzled on that day . making the stage wet . so my beloved skyrunners cant put on their power risers !

and i saw alot of tears under the CE that day ! . i was really stunned . but i know it cant be help . emotions just flowed through everyone , including me . ( just that i forced my tears back) . hhaahs . but despite the setback they still went out and delivered a AWESAM show for the nation . ahah . everyone felt really good after tat .

haha . the finale was also excellent . everyone getting high and stuff . dancing and singing to the music and thanks adrina for trying to make TC ONG dance ! hahah . they made him run for his life . ahah .

and thanks alisa , sakeenah , wenyuan , syai , sherry and gang for smearing make up on me YET AGAIN . making look like a FLOWERY cat (directly translated from the chinese phrases)

they tried to make me dance but obviously i dun dance . haha . lols .

then it was camwhore time again ! taking photos here and there . ahhaahh .

and PPL ! PLS DO NOT KEEP THOSE PHOTOS TO YOURSELF AND ADMIRE IT YOURSELF . ITS UNHEALTHY . SEND ME NOW ! (:

LOL . after that . they went back to the CE and waited for the last time to walk through the actor's bridge and head to the flyer the last time as a NDP performer ! .

they sent their power risers for the last time . some kissed it goodbye , some hugged it for a moment while others went to smell their "nice" guards for the last time ! HAHAH . they got changed and said their goodbyes to everyone else for the last time before making their way home . haha .

so thats how NDP 08 ended . the fireworks WAS damn good . ahah .

now let the photos do the talking . ahaha .

line C with their ice cream and patting my head . PLS lah i'm not the calf .

line C again doing their warmup

line C after the finale and smearing makeup on the poor KING

and since they love smearing my face with makeup , so now its time for revenge ON THEIR PHOTOS ! . woot . i LOVE EVERYONE :) . the same photo after some MAKEUP .

stupid donkey gave me a donkey hug !

the KING pats the nice lil donkey

OLI the bunny trying to make herself look tall .

the ah lian and i

the kinders HIPPO . each hippo represent a piece of my heart . so those evil ppl who took my hippo and ate it up .. ... ... and theres this even more evil ah lian who took 2 and ate both down her stomach ! ULTIMATE EVILDOER

ahah . now to ppl whom i get to know in NDP

natalie : hock tea's evil twin . always gossipping abt who like who and stuff . ahah . the mini paparazzi . ahah . heard alot of secrets from her . haha .

marlene : natalie's BFF . cant stop eyeing his eye candy . lol .

olivia : my fellow mixed blood bunny . she loves looking tall around me and wants to be a casino bunny girl . LOL . also the girl who sucks at facebook . ahah .

danae : shes always smiling to ppl ! . and i dunno why . the million dollar smile never fails to make ppl smile back at her . haha . my fellow camwhore buddy whos always asking us to take photos !

ian : the stupid dumb donkey who cant keep his mouth shut . like to disturb girls of all ages . GIRLS watch out . and i dunno why but he love our RSM . hahaha . and PLS GROW UP LAH . need some spanking then can grow up right ? . i'll ask OLIHUA to spank you .

syai : the wonderful loudspeaker who cant stop talking as well . ahha . the morale booster for the line and one gutsy and brave MAN . woot . i can never forgot how he screams for my name "CJ FOOOOOOOOO"

sakeeeeeenah : the bloody horny pervert who cant resist the banana . i dunno why but always talking abt adultfriendfinder . haha . also another damn loud girl who like to shout . haha . and i'm not a puppy okay . your pork friend calls me a BEEF . ahhaah . and i bet you fell face flat with that heels

alisa : the small and puny . always wanna stand beside me cos i'm one of the shortest around. >.< . cant stop shouting out for me and i'm her personal medic . ahah . also known as the plastergirl . and she likes the banana too . get a lil weird and perhap horny after holding onto the banana . ahah . i bet sakeeenah pollute your little mind . SAD

sherry : also belongs to the RGS clique . but really quiet . doesnt talk much but also cant wait to disturb me with her fellow line mates . how evil .

WENYUAN THE DUMB AND HORNY PORK : PLS LAH PORK . stop eating more ice creams can . and i bet you swallowed my hippo in one mouth . always trying to act innocent but obviously shes not innocent . talk like a loudspeaker as well . ( i dunno if i'm steorotyping but all RGS girls like share the same personalities , horny and loud ) . lol . haah . AND PLS LAH I'M FREAKING TALLER THAN 149 ! YOU THIS #@#@%^#&#&#*(^*^( PORK . and get it clear who says i wanna camwhore with you , its that you are freaking thick skin always come and get into the camera . i forgot pork has THICK SKIN ! and try interrogating me for the name and i shall see if i will tell you . BUTCHER PLS SLAUGHTER THIS PORK.

pearlyn the ah lian : tell you liao chop off the hair then no need worry abt bad hair day . and i cant believe you just swallowed the 2 damn cute hippo . i know they look yummy and cant you spare their lives ? . ahha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . only bcos i say that you are best mentor then now she thinks that she is very smart . ah lian cant be complimented . they will think that PORK can fly . ahah . *pointing to wenyuan* . together with her brudder the ah huey , they like to cause havoc for the SAF personnel and cant stop complaining how they are the poor ones being bully . sighs .

ahah . hmmm . my brain lost power after this REALLY long entry . AHAH . if i missed out anyone pls tag on my board and i will make sure your name appears . haha .

time to go ! (:

the KING .

2008-08-10T01:49:00.005+08:00

the imfamous LINE C , ahah , click on the image to enlarge .

SPOILER : pls do not click the pic if you are halal and innocent

oh well . its the nation's birthday today . haha . everyone had a great time . tears rolled for some but the atmosphere was really AWESAM . haha . anyway this is just a sneak preview of my next entry . cos the dumb pork cant stand being kept in the dark .

damn tired . gonna go and slp .

2008-08-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

its NDP tmr . ! the actual day that everyone has been working hard to and its finally here . and after tmr everyone will be going separate ways again . haah .

being part of the NDP 08 show support is really fun and interesting . you get the actual experience of how such massive performance which require exact coordination and cooperation btw cherographers and performers . ahah .

tmr will be a emotionally-filled day . when you see your hardwork for so many months getting roars and cheers from the crowd tmr , you are bound to have tears in your eyes . haha .

i will definitely miss my skyrunners . ahah .

oh well . to the next part .

"How can I just let you walk away, Just let you leave without a trace"

hahs . an extract from the song against all odds by mariah and westlife . haha . my current fave song . really nice lyrics and kinda describe wat i'm feeling recently . haha . this is one piece of information that you can probably only find on my blog . i'm someone who will keep things within myself and then ponder in my heart and then feel lost or troubled . ahah . then when i need a place to voice out it would not doubt be my blog . ahah .

through NDP i got to know alot of ppl , both younger and older than me . haha . obviously through that long period of time , ppl are bound to develop certain emotions for certain ppl . haha .

and tmr is the last day ! . "How can I just let you walk away, Just let you leave without a trace"

hahas . everyone is doing at least something little towards their own goals .

for these kind of things , i'm really like the coward . haha . i dont know where i got all the courage from in sec sch . haha .

oh well . and its rather rare that i have such heart pumping going on . hahhs .

so oh well shall see tmr . haha .

and yet another code to end off this entry

"There's nothing left here to remind me, Just the memory of your face"

haha . and good luck to Syai ! (:

ahha . and to all the sky runners and OF COS my beloved LINE C ! (:

best performance tmr !

blogging in camp

2008-08-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

haha . this is my first time blogging in camp .

not sure if we are allowed to but oh well .

pray tat MSD dun come knocking at my door later . lol .

this week was a really fast week .

booked in on monday .

tues we had a light morning with some sprints and interval training . my legs went soft after that . LOL . then it was the LAST NDP REHEARSAL ! can see that everyone was pretty reluctant to leave after the practise . nowadays practise ends early cos basically now everyone knows wat to do . haha .

and i can remember clearly sakeeeeenah saying " NO NO NO. can i no take off my power riser !" haha .

even for me i can feel the reluctance and when looking at their performance, tears rised up to my eyes . ahah . its just quite touching to see them started out as newbie to now a powerpacked performance . hahah . from me having to constantly look out at how they perform to now i just simply got to just use my eye power . haha . when i use to have to shout at them to make them go to the correct formation and spot till now when they can do it automatically . haha .

its just quite wonderful.

oh well . got some really suxy 10km tactical march tmr . need to slp earlyyyyyyy . will blog again tmr when i get home .

beachinggg

2008-08-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

went to the beach yest

was literally dragging my feet out of bed bcos the of tiring NDP preview . lol .

head spinning but still insisted on going to sentosa . haha . i love the beach and of cos beach volley . went with the other 3gds commanders and men .

the day was uber hot with the scorning sun always up and shining . had to desperately and continuously reapply my sunblock so that i dun turn into a roasted suckling piglet . lol . i'm someone who cannot get tanned but only get burnt, so sunblock has become my bestest friend . lol .

played some beach volley and is desperately trying to get the feel back . haha . use to play regularly but after enlistment , not much time left .

we drank like bottle after bottle of water cos the weather is really freaky . i suggest our battalion go to sentosa for a week of cohesion and i'm sure wallaby would be piece of cake for us . lol .

ahha took some photos again . random shots here and there .

left the place at abt 6pm or so .

lol despite the amount of sunblock i used , my back was still burnt. lol. now it hurt to even a touch . Z .

and its damn red . lol .

monday was yet another rot at home day . haha . sleep through the day . surf the net , listen to my fave songs and simply doing wat i like and wat i want . lol .

but now its the dreaded moment, time to head back to camp . Z .

waiting for the day that i book out of camp and never have to book in again . ahha . and that would probably be ORD . lol . abt 6mths more . Z .

cant wait to get back to school . miss schooling . ahahs

interesting conversation

2008-08-03T09:02:00.003+08:00

lol . i forgot abt this interesting conversation that i had with someone yest . lol

me : why you never add me on friendster and facebook ?

that idiot : cos i didnt know that you have friendster and facebook account.

me : dont i have friends and a face ?

that idiot : ??!?!

me : those who has friends will have friendster and those who has a face will have facebook . so i have both .

he took a few seconds to digest before telling me that its not funny !

lol .

NDP 08 PREVIEW (:

2008-08-03T00:45:00.004+08:00

today was the preview for the NDP 08 !

hahhs . had alot of fun today all thanks to the notorious LINE C . can hear them shouting and screaming CJ FOO from like miless away .

and thanks charger for the bear hug -.- . and his gang for the make up on my face ! . i will remember for life . alisa , wenyuan, sakeenah and etc ...

took quite some photos today . not much time under the CE to be cam whoring . lol . but still tried my best to take as many pictures as possible cos we are now down to the final performance and final rehearsal !

and after that its hell time for us . and exams for the some of the performers . hahhs .

dunno why but when the performers were at the CE today, alot of them looked really nervous but they told me they were tired . perhaps it the first time they are performing to a actual BIGGGG crowd .

and anyway today was super troublesome bcos of the security checks and stuff . jamming up the whole flyer carpark . you had got to get yourself checked everytime you get into the carpark . ppl like us who transport the food and stuff had a really hard time trying to move through the crowd .

but overall the performance i think was really good bah . its quite sad that even though i'm like in charge of the sky runners i never had a chance to watch them performance every sat . really want to but situation just simply dun allow me to . hahhs . see how it goes .

i guess everyone had LOTSA fun after the whole show. we were like the only one screaming, jumping and shouting on the stage after the finale unlike the others who was sitting down and watching us have fun . ahaha .

NDP is really a time to get together and simply perform and have fun :)

Celebrating the Singapore spirit !

performing together as one for the nation and having fun together as well . <--- the Singapore spirit !

just hope that everyone will continue to have fun as we march into the final week !

hahhs .

oh ya those who wants the photos taken on my camera can add me on msn at

foo_cj@hotmail.com

and DO NOT give it to any strangers . lols . hahhs

lastly i gave away that H2o of mine . lols .

(:

a day at home .

2008-08-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

hahhs . today was rot-at-home day . nothing to do but i feel good .

after beening in the army, i suddenly love having the feeling of having nothing to do . haha . just surfing the net randomly, playing some random games, surfing friendster and facebook for updates and without doubt listening to my fave music .

also went to dl lotsa 3 kingdom related stuff . ahah games etc .

been in a craze over it . haha . cant wait for part 2 of chi bi to be released . lol . although i think lin zhi ling should just quit the show . all she does in part 1 is to try and seduce his husband and probably the audience.

the scene where she helped to bandage her husband seemed more suitable in a R21 show . getting all touchy and all over his body .

no wonder reviews say that the whole show is good except the parts with her in it . lol .

took a really nice afternoon nap .

hahahs . quite surprising that ppl actually managed to get into my blog . been dead for a long while .

hahhs . NDP tmr again . preview b4 the actual day .

shall take more photos for memories cos everything gonna end . lol . all my sky runners . fun ppl to be with . hahh.

line A to F . hahhs

listening to mariah carey again (:

prep for tmr !

P.S : no plasterboy for tmr cos the medic is not around so i have nobody to steal the plasters from . lol .

Resurrection

2008-08-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i last blogged .

had the sudden urge to write again so i resurrected this blog and hopefully i can keep it alive for a while .

hahhs .

NDP 08 .

it started and now its coming to an end . Saddening yet nothing can be done . Miss the times , rehearsals in camp , marina etc , the participants and mentors .

end of NDP also signals the start of a brand new nightmare .

3mths of hardcore training and atec .

Helplessness .

dunno why but i keep having this feeling . feel really quite helpless at times, dunno wat to do, not gutsy enough to do certain things, and simply like in the lost world . lol .

lack of confidence . lack of courage .

does the big always eat up the small ?

nvm

onto another topic

its been a while since the feeling was there . ever since the 4 yrs in sec sch and the incident that happened during the 4 yrs, it never came until recently.

hahhs . its will just be another passing .

a rather vague entry . lotsa thinking but lack the linguistic ability to effectively pen down my thoughts . hahhs .

anyway CHI BI was really magnificent . been a 3 kingdom fan since a tender age of 10 or 11, influenced by my cousins . love the heroic characters and storyline .

my few rare interest . shall play the game again to rekindle the interest .

and been into mariah carey oldies recently .

against all odds ringing in my head every moment . lyrics running through my head .

haha .

LOVE 3 kingdom . LOVE mariah carey .

Guan Yu , Zhang Fei , Zhao Yun, Liu Bei, Zhuge Liang

i wish i could go back into time and relive the times of the 3 kingdoms . hahhs .

bedtime (:

2007-11-18T15:57:00.000+08:00

back from taiwan !

lol . yea after 3 weeks in taiwan i'm finally back . actually back for 1 week , just that i didnt find the time to blog .

quite lazy now to blog .

taiwan trip on the whole was still okay . not as bad as i expected it .

oh well . maybe its bcos my section really fulfill the trip to ROC . Relax one corner . ahah .

longstride was fun . navigation exercise for 3 days 3 nights . fun bcos you dun have sergeants around nagging and shouting at you and its really OTOT . slp when we want , wake up when we want . haha . and as a signallor i also had alot of fun listening to the comms . haha . with stupid ppl asking stupid question like can we harhour at abt 10pm ? and then they will get very stupid answer like "i'm sry you cant harbour until 2359 . continue to find your checkpoint. really very dumb cos you can just harbour and slp and dun report and nobody will know .

we also managed to try out the ninja motorcycle . ahah . they are really smart ppl . they managed to get our information through the camp and their love driving their scooter along the main roads and delivering food to us . so basically none ate combat ration and everyone had ji pa (chicken cutlet) , and bubble milktea while finding for the checkpoints . ahah .

next come warrior which was still okay for me , cos i was enemy for 2 attacks . ahah . basically warrior is not as bad as i expected , just that its 7 days exercise . ZZZ . the only tough part would be the long marches to our objectives with the uber heavy load we are carrying . ahah . other than that its only the loud and piercing screaming of our PC that really piss me off . Z . our PC is one irritating arse who cant stop screaming and shouting at us when attacking . his our worst nightmare .

oh well . R&R came and we went to see alot of theme parks . hhaha . nothing much really . played all the thrill rides . haha . bought alot of food and some clothes for myself .

things there are abt the same as singapore . prices are abt the same . not much cheaper . so shopping wise not really that good . haha . (although i did see ppl buying like a mountain load of clothes and jeans . -.- ) . the food there was quite nice though and i simply love the weather then . haha . cooling ! :D

singapore is forever so hot .

i miss all the different type of milk tea . WHY dun we have it in singapore ! . and their ji pa , mango ice , strawberry ice and ... .. . . .

woot . food .

haha now i wanna go hongkong ! . i think its a better shopping paradise . haah .

oh well . closer to my pop now . cant wait for my parade ! wearing my chevrons . haha .

but of cos the next fear is coming .

my posting !

praying really hard . cos this time its for the rest of my ns years .

2007-10-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

taiwan taiwan .

omg . 3 weeks in taiwan and away from home !

so far away from home

homesick

but after i'm back i'm all ready to pass out !

3 stripes on my left and right

feels good .

but have to endure the 7 day warrior exercise .

hope everything will be good .

praying for typhoon and earthquake . BUT plz . no casualties and victims

looking forward to the R&R .

shop and eat , shop and eat !

cant wait .

seeya all 3 weeks later . haha .

and bloody tee . challenge pool again after 3 weeks ! . haha

by then you should be trashing me like mad . haha .

ok gtg ! :D

2007-10-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

end of week 6 ! .

oh well . time really flew . and its been 3 weeks since i last blogged . finally the end of the 3 hell weeks .

time for a longgggggg weekends ! . my one and only longggggg weekends for aslc .

one week of rest b4 i go to taiwan .

oh well . these 3 weeks have been ridiculous . we are doing nothing at the wrong time and chionging at the wrong time .

oh well . throughout the 3 weeks , we had alot of SIB time (slack-in-bunk) . never did we had soooooo much b4 . although its good . but all these occurred on the weekdays . and for the weekends , we pia living firing until the sun sets . Z .

having like 9 hours of book outs . and then reporting back to camp and preparation for field camp . Z . grandslam II !

talking abt grandslam II , i can say that it was not as tough as i thought it would be . haha . oh well . i think its all due to our stupid and crude PC . bloody idiot .

first night was pretty tough . marching abt 10 km in FBO to our attacking site . with all the stoppings and napping in the bushes . getting ourselves all wet and dirty . its really quite tough . walked until my legs were screaming for help .

so after we reached our site , we started the dawn attack which became a morning attack . ahha . cos we arrived late . lol .

so as i was in the gpmg team , i basically sit and relax at one corner in the bush giving suppressive fire for my platoon . haha . so it was quite slack . redo quite a few times but oh well . all i do is just sit down and anyhow fire .

so after the attack, we began our defence where we started all the digging self scrape and fire trench . lol . halfway digging i was pulled out to build triple con wire . which was ridiculously tough and scarred my beautiful hands . lol . the wires were bult mainly for show . and the con wire party was too slack to do anything after that .

Z . but no choice continued digging my self scrape as my idiotic PC said that we can only slp after we had dug our self scrape . slept at 1am . Z . woke up at almost 7 . ahha

my PC is one big pig . he snores like nobody bussiness , lazy and simply cant do anything except for shouting at us .

he told us the night that we have to wake up at 6am but he woke up at only 7am . and gave excuses like he was already awake and trying to see if we are awake . BULLSHIT .

but on well . all becos of his laziness and he incapability to control and do thing fast , i didnt dig a single grain of soil and sand out of my fire trench. haha . and my platoon is the only platoon which had no complete fire trench and FOPK . LOL .

my fire trench was just a white tape surrounding the ground . LOL .

although our grandslam II was quite slack but seriously it was totally unpleasant for the whole platoon .

our PC is one bloody crude guy that NO one likes . a total pervert . and a married guy said to be having a external affair . disappears from company line always at like 6pm but never goes home . lol .

hes really a pain in the arse . always shoutinggggg during outfield and mood swing like faster than my sec 2 form teacher . lol . always shouting whenever we do anything stupid or wrong and dunno why when we do AAR hes always very nice sounding . wat an arse . always trying to act like hes the angel in front of the whole company .

and hes one big bloody colour wolf . who goes around tell us that "i know you all hate NS and would have wished that you are all borned female , but i like being a male , cos being a male i cant f*** girls " . i was like WTH when he said that . its obviously a wrong reasoning . and he totally degraded the female sex by saying that being males we dun have to open our legs and get f*** . i really felt very disgusted and totally annoyed when he said that . just shows how pervertic he is .

sorry to the girls reading my blog up till now . seriously i also feel that its damn disgusting and totally degrading . i'm sure he can be sued till his pants drop if we had girls in my platoon .

i bet he spends all his money in geylang .

weird that he didnt contact AIDS

Z .

all the instructors i ask around , in foxtrot , delta , none of the instructors like my PC . hes well known for back stabbing and being a ball , kicked around all the companies . LOL .

oh well . the more i say abt him the more fumed i am .

just cant wait to leave his platoon . Z .

taiwan trip . going to taiwan next monday . dunno whether to feel happy or sad or wat . but thats our last major activity and after that we would be preparing for graduation ! .

there are ppl who says that taiwan is fun and stuff . but oh well . nothing is fun for my in NS . nothing interest me except for ORD and pay day . Z .

and with my PC there as well . its gonna be totally disgusting and stupid .

enough of army

LONG WEEKENDS !

woot . my first long weekends since start of ASLC . not really that long anyway . just a normal friday bookout . never booked out on friday b4 since ASLC started .

need to spend them wisely . need to spend more time with my family b4 i embark on my taiwan trip .

a sudden urge to buy a psp slim ! .

shall buy one if i get posted to tekong ! .

praying very very very hard now for tekong .

other places i would like kill myself

oopx i dun mind admin spec or anything admin and dun need chiong sua .

haha . time to catch up on my lost slping hours in sispec . haha

blog soon :D

2007-09-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

week 3 of ASLC .

week 3 had been quite busy for us . lotsa programmes like the watermanship .

watermanship was really irritating . crossing the river once was fun but crossing it 3 times isnt .

getting ourselves all dirty and wet in the polluted and smelly water in the old and broken seletar camp .

their bunk is really omg . 16 man bunk is a room just abt the size of 2 small bedrooms combined ! . literally minimal walking space and the bed had to be even be place in front of the door . making it almost impossible for obese ppl to get through the door .

its really small and damn old .

i'm glad that i'm not in combat engineering . its really horrible .

pasir laba is like 5 star hotel while seletar camp is probably 1 star . but the toilet there are really big and very open-concept . no doors at all . girls can just see guys bathing inside from like outside the toilet . but who cares . lol . everyone in my coy just striped and bathed there despite having 2 girls living at the same lvl ? . lol .

demo live firing was another classic example of time wasting .

fired one small i chain and waited the wholeeeeee morning and afternoon to set up a circuit and just go back to bunk . Z . total waste of time .

i hate all live firings .

and i find it really tough talking to regulars .

they seemed to be so interested in everything . while i totally hate everything .

cant wait to get posted out .

and praying for tekong .

next 2 weeks is gonna be toughhh . less and less book out time .

and tougher and tougher trainings .

mind over body .

enough of army .

MAC PARTY . woot

its was really a fun party . haha . celebrating 4 birthdays at one go at a macdonald . haha . never had a birthday party there b4 .

oh well . mac party was supposed to be for kids . so we did whatever the kids usually do at the party . haha . and got alittle retarded . haha . but oh well . we had alot of fun .

and got to thanks jen for organising . haha . and all the ppl who came .

wonderful time spent and morale booster . haha .

got to cut it short cos i'm running outta time .

got to rush now . ! :D

blog soon

2007-09-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

week 2 ended ! woot !

wk2 was still pretty slack in delta .

except for maybe the boring ATP shoot and the worst ever navigation in mandai . Z

the rest of the days were mostly lessons .

prepared for the upcoming days . all the live firing on sat for the next 3 weeks ! Z . which mean book out on sat night or worst . sunday morning . Z

oh well . aslc is really boring and doing really repetitive stuff .

doing similar stuff like BSLC . and alot of other shyt stuff like river crossing .

weekends to come will be reallyyyyy precious . and my only long weekends will be the hari raya week ! >.<

hope that i dun suay suay get guard duty or COS .

i wanna maintain my my clean sheet since enlistment .

next week would be the start of the 3 weeks of hell .

all the field stuff is coming .

dig trenches and more more more

i hate field training . hate chiong sua .

and of cos taiwan to come .

3 days 3 nights navi in taiwan with FBO . i cant imagine . i will probably die with a broken spine in the midest of the forest . lol

oh well . time's running out ! . got to book in soonnn .

happy 19th birthday to johnny , byy ! and all the fellow apaches . ahah .

:)

2007-09-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

first week of ASLC .

oh well . i recently graduated from BSLC as a corporal .

but very sadly i got posted to ASLC and worse still . DELTA company. its the company that everyone fears . everyone who heard that i went to delta came and give me their blessings .

delta coy is seriously very screwed up . their poor organisation . inefficiency and their crazy or should i say stupid OC .

not forgetting the delta LAUGHCRY . it only makes ppl laugh more than it strike fear in the enemies .

its really a stupid warcry .

also delta likes to copy .

copies foxtrot's way of doing certain stuff thinking that they would glady achieve the much desired results that foxtrot 44th BSLC managed to achieve .

stretching once everyweek isnt gonna get delta more gold in their ippt if they do stupid things like making ppl run and do soc b4 breakfast . and trying to make ppl run 5km for 5bx .

further you got to provide the best training environment to ensure that training is quality over quantity .

foxtrot always conduct AAR (after action review) and gather all the feedbacks from the trainees including food , logistics and even complains abt certain sergeants . and our beloved foxtrot OC would really read through and change as much as he could to ensure that our lives are well taken care of .

foxtrot in fact is actually quite fierce in terms of their training , like making our night ambush realistic and the tough physical trainings . BUT we also get our welfare which i think we really need to boost our morale and i guess that made our coy did so well for BSLC . ahah .

delta on the other hand only conduct a AAR at the end of the course which is quite useless .

oh well .

another thing to note . i think any single foxtrot sergeant we pick could easily be much better than any of the sergeants in delta .

and i also heard from my ex beloved sect comd that no regulars would ever want to go to delta to become an instructor there .

the delta oc is really ignorant and dumb . always insulting his own instructors and doing ridiculous stuff .

its no wonder my wonderful ex sect comd told me that delta is full of backstabbings and disputes btw the OC and the instructors .

but i got to say that the 2 IC is really quite nice . the only consolation .

oh well . delta simply needs alot of reforms to eradicate the i-dont-want-to-get-into-delta mindset .

i think the best option might just be to change the OC . lol

oh well .

time to book in again .

11 weeks of hell to come .

BAO YOU WO

2007-08-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

oh well . end of the 8th week ! lol .

this week was yet another field camp for us .

this field camp was hell for me .

the combination of mozzies sandflies and giant ants hit me during my night ambush . feel like dying . its horrid . my back . scars and bites all over . over 20 bites on my each hand . never felt worse before . i dun mind field camp but insect ambush is terrible .

our night ambush was uber long . waited for almost 10 hours b4 the enemy came . while echo waited for only 30mins ! . wth . we slept on the grass patch without groundsheet and protection from all the insect we laid on . every moment i try to catch a wink of slp , i would feel a bite and get awaken . i knew that my body is screwed . and its really very terrible . one of the worst hit victims . oh well . but luck was on our side . we field camp ended early and we headed back to camp early ! . god bless .

9th week approaching . GRANDSLAM . 4 day field camp in tekong . Z . 2 night ambush and 1 day navi exercise . Z . gonna die in tekong . Z . hope that the insect there are more kind hearted . dun bite us whos so tired of the training and just simply trying to catch a little bit of slp b4 the next day chiong sua again .

i simply hate field camp and chiong sua . how i wish i'm yun sheng . lol . he got posted to navy ! which means no more LBV , SOC , field camp and etc . all the horrible stuff that infantry does . Z holy !

just praying for a slack posting . if i get ASLC then i would almost drop dead . no rest time . immediately chiong sua again . and taiwan . HOLY .

bless me with a slack posting ! . i dun mind tough physical training but PLS minimal outfield and chiong sua. lol .

oh well . i'm a very anti-army person . just cant be bothered with anything related to national service . watever i learn i forget . Z

but there are quite scary ppl whos always working real hard for all the lessons and are all dying to volunteer to do stuff .

then in the end i dun have anything to do and my serg keep saying that i like to eye-power . haah . but oh well since everyone took all the work . theres no work for me . then ? i can only eye-power . Z . lol

oh well .

time to face doom week .

cant wait to get posted out .

2007-08-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

haha . my blog has been stagnant for close to 3 weeks . kinda lazy to update it when you have so lil time out of camp .

and sooooo . its the end of the 7th WEEK ! 3 more and i'll have a double chevrons and an umbrella on top . haha . CPL FOO . :D

suddenly i think of the umbrella song .

went to get a new no.4 to sew on the rank . :D finally something on my sleeves . hahah . quite some time away from my 3 chevrons .

these 3 weeks had been quite tiring . with field camp, soc test and many other rubbish . but survived all these . still 2 more field camp and my 28km march to go before i pass out . haha .

cant wait .

haha . just realised that ns has made books sale volume shoot up . or at least the book lending rate in libraries . lol .

almost everyone in my section brought a book into camp. and everyone reading like a bookworm whenever there's free time . and exchanging books among themselves after they have finished their's .

tried my best to find a book in the store to read . but i really could not lay my hands on any of the books around .

i have book-phobia . ahha . esp storybooks . haha . wordy and thick books are never found to be in my possession . unless its textbook for academic subject in school . haha .

never read a single fiction book since dunno when . still remembered that i love roald dahl's book when i was young . haha .

oh well . so i'm still trying to find that special book which would make me wanna read it . haha . shall search all major bookstore for that holy book . haha . something regarding romance of the 3 kingdom would be nice . hah . but i wont mind going for fiction books . haha .

hope that book appear soon . haha .

oh well .

need to find more source of keeping me busy during those admin time that i have . hah .

kinda outta ideas and thinkings to blog abt now . drought in my mind . haha .

blog again another day .

NS40 . how much do i love NS ?

anyway the way NS is protrayed in tv actually made me laughed quite abit . haha . oh well .

2007-07-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

4th week !

ahha its already the 4th week .

6 more weeks to POP !

long way to go since our field camps have not started .

this week passed quite fast bcos we booked in only on monday night . haha . how i wish every week was book in monday night .

monday blues is really quite serious . i dun mind booking out on sat afternoon for monday night book in .

pretty much a lecture week except for gipsy and soc . lol . learnt first aid skills and more abt weapons

soc was okay . managed to pass it again . not sure if theres any improvement in the timing but i hope i did . ahah .

gipsy is the main event for this week

navigation exercise .

after the navigation exercise, really hated the forest . gonna forgo any thought of hiking and watsoever . and its the first time you realise singapore actually has such a big piece of forest . lol . navigating through the forest was hell . its soooo big and the checkpoints are sooooo invisible . its just a small board hung on a tree . and everyone would all of a sudden love deforestation . lol . furthermore the rain worsened the whole situation . mudpools all over the place . knee deep . one step into it and your boots is a goner . boots full with mud water . my legs swam in it for almost 5 to 6 hours . came back with a wrinkled legs with bloated blisters . Z . calves aching and shoulder screaming for help . sleeping at only 2am and waking up at 5.30am . severely lacking in slp .

i cant imagine navigation exercise 2 whereby we gonna topo by ourselves . getting lost would be as easy as abc . just bash through the forest and you bound to get lost . haha .

book out days are always short .

went to watch harry potter . which was totally boring and quite draggy . quite a waste of my valuable 9.50 . haha . almost felt asleep halfway . but managed to hold on to open my dear eyes .

went to play pool as well . haah . sometime lack of sleep gives you ultra sharpness . lol . amazingly luck with quite accurate shots . ahha . won quite some games and teee was quite shocked as well . feels as if we switched our skills . ahah . he was quite off and i was quite on . ahah .

told him . wait 10 yrs later then come back to challenge . hahahahaah .

:)

oh well . its time once again to prepare to book in . the dreadful moment . Z .

ORD, where are you !

2007-07-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm blessed and fortunate .

haha . i feel really fortunate and blessed to be in foxtrot now . haha . despite all the strenuous physical training . ahha .

i got enlightened after hearing from delta peeps abt how screwed up their coy is .

pity those delta peeps .

heard from them abt how they always "zhuo bo lan" , translated "sit down and rot" . heard abt how their live firing can be 2 hrs late due to poor administration of their company . worse still , they even had incident of COS and CDI still sleeping when the whole coy has already fallen in in the morning . sit there and wait for them to wake up . lol . how interesting . and they even have to beg for night's out while we were already given 2 .

the current score . echo : foxtrot : delta , 2:2:1 . 2 night's out each for echo and foxtrot . while poor delta only got 1 . and they have to like begged for it . and its on a friday night when they were supposed to book out but was cancelled last min as they had to attend some parade . they booked out on sat 12 noon and book in tonight while we book out 5 hrs later , 5pm but book in monday night . 5 more hours and we get one extra day . and my friend told me that delta is fierce not bcos of their fierce training but bcos of their sergeants and all the poor administration of their coy . their 2IC shouted soooo loudly at one of their sergeant for dropping his rifle due to the lousy rifle sling hook . WTH . its so loud that it sent tremor down my body . you seriously dun wanna be shouted at like that . and worse still , its the fault of the rifle sling and not the sergeant .

they are really a coy with absolutely no welfare for their trainees and severely lacks organisation and efficiency .

foxtrot on the other hand is pretty high up on the band when it comes to efficiency and welfare for the trainees . they listen to almost every of our complains like complain abt the smoking point , complain abt some of the sergeants scolding trainees unnecessarily and they will seriously take action on them . our PC is really someone i admire . we have AAR with him every week before book out and we can complain abt anything to him and he will definitely try his utmost best to help us . and for his age hes seriously very fit . hes the only instructor who will do the pt with his trainees and hes one of the person we always look up to . ahha . although many would hate him temporary for his "short" run after our 5bx every morning . haha . at least a 2.4km and more physical training in the day .

but oh well . all these training is making most of us fitter . 2.4 reaching an unprecedented timing of 1007 and passing my soc . all the training really helps .

ahah . seriously our coy is very seriously when it comes to training but outside training we really joke and laugh alot . haha . and they seriously try their best to push us for early RO and thus more admin time for us . ahah . apache ppl would definitely find themselves in a much better position . ahah .

oh well . back to my civilian life . ahah . 3 week down 7 more before i become a corporal . haah .

back at home i have been eating all the chocolates , biscuits and chips that i didnt get a chance to eat at camp . ahah . the feeling is good. ahha . its always book out and then mass eating . haha . thats why i cant never lose weight in army . lol .

this bookout was purely staying at home and resting . tee stucked in camp and many others booking in tonight , stayed at home and listened to musiccc . haha

nickelback is really awesome . rockstar's my current fave

and avril's when you're gone .

both really sounds good. hahah .

now totally into english and minimal chinese .

music brings vibrancy in my life .

my 3rd mth as a NSF .

surviving well .

one of the smallest soldier you can find in singapore . like mini me in NS . haha .

2007-07-08T08:48:00.000+08:00

Life in foxtrot . wk 2 .

this wk was like hell week for us . its really PT everyday . and our PT is quite beyond the world .

did a full run down of the SOC this week . failed at the low rope and clocked a timing of 11mins plus . totally flopped it .

i didnt know that full run down of the SOC can be so energy consuming . i almost vomitted at the end point . the last 600 metres was practically running at walking spd . lol . its like hell .

SOC is really biased against short ppl . Z . things like low wall , parallel bar , low rope . they are all built for average height ppl .

so for the shorties , we got to push harder pull harder just to clear all these obstacles . after that where else can we find the extra energy to run . Z . seriously i had to really push harder and pull harder just trying to clear those obstacles . Z . making many more loops at the low rope and stuff .

body aching all over due to the hell friday .

5km endurance run in the morning followed by 2 sets of strength training exercises , then strength training in the afternoon with more sets of the exercises . Z . did like 100 push ups of different styles , almost 40 to 50 chin ups bcos of the stupid exercise where the PTI asked each platoon to clock 1000 chin ups .

arms shaking and body aching after everything . and the worst thing was that those who failed soc and didnt get ippt gold could not book out on fri night to rest at home . Z . and seriously sat morning was a waste of time . just sitting there practising with the claymore and tripflare . chit chat , stoned .

one night at home is really precious . the amount of slp and the OTOT reveille timing . Z

oh well foxtrot company in the end is quite shiong as well . in terms of the pt and stuff . whereas for welfare i think we are better than delta and perhaps echo ? .

and i hate the delta cheers which goes like GO DELTA , GO DELTA in the western india escent . lol . its really funny and the actions is retarded .

oh well . as for the sergeants , some of them is quite weird . PMS quite alot . and they have a strange way of doing things . hate some , like some ,

oh well but luckily we got a nice PWO .

ahah .

ok ok back to civilian . bought a pair of long pants and a leather belt . ahah . which i think they look really nice . ahah . took a really longgggggggggg time to decide on wat to buy . and i hope that my choice was good . ahah . never really make good choices when it comes to clothes .

haha . and bloody tee . stop saying that i ps okay .

still realllyyyyyy tired from the past week .

next week's gonna be longggggggg . booking out only on sat evening BUT booking in only on monday night . ahah . so 2 nights at home ! :D

okay blog again soon .

- from austin powers or chicken little in the foxtrot company .

(i dunno what the sergeants are thinking)

2007-07-01T09:25:00.001+08:00

2nd entry for the weekends !

went to marina square to watch transformer with ling kah , eugene , yu xuan and charles .

once i got out of the city hall station i was shocked . i see a sea of green ! . i almost wanted to just hop back on the train and leave . Z

sea of green No. 4 uniforms and ppl of different ranks . Z

i wanted to faint on the spot bcos i'm really sick and tired of the green no.4 . i see that more that 5 days a week and finally its civilian time and i still saw soooooooooooooooo many . feels as if i'm in camp . the feeling really sux .

all of them going for the national day parade . pity them for having to perform such extra duties or even worse , performing in the parade . i have never like parade . its really bad . standing there and not moving for a freaking long period of time is hell . salute to those performing on national day .

transformer is a really nice show . 2 and a half hour of action and its very entertaining . not a lullababy unlike previous shows like pirates and spiderman and more . lol .

after that was shopping for jeans and i still cannot find the jeans i wanna buy . lol

GSS is almost over and GST hike just started . lol . i guess wait till end of the yr sales . ahha .

went to pool with tee and eugene . nothing much . just played for like almost 3 hrs . haha . didnt win alot . total sian-ness all over me . the thought of booking in kills all mood .

back abt NS .

my mum is very worried that i might sign on . LOL . i not sure why would she think that i would sign on . lol . i'm one of the least possible to sign on . lol . wont sign on even for really high pay . z . i rather earn less and enjoy more freedom as a civilian . seriously i'm starting to really dread my life now . lol . but bo bian . no choice . got to survive . i cant wait for my BSLC course to be over and my spec course to be over . then i would have more freedom i guess . Z . and i hope . ahah . but i'm not sure how am i gonna command a group of 7 man in the future . haha . i'm sure all of them would be like much taller than me . and i would look like a recruit . LOL .

oh well . quite enough of the NS talk here . just got to survive it .

cant wait to go to uni .

cant wait to get back my freedom

cant wait to be freed of the regimentation

as for now i just got to smile and believe that i will make it through and dun chao geng . ahah

smiling is really good for making things look and feel good not matter how bad it is . ahah ,

2007-06-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

first book out of SISPEC .

lol . so now i'm in FOXTROT coy . ahah . and my jan batch friend told me its a legendary coy . LOL . oh well . it didnt have a jan BSLC batch . so nobody knows whether its fierce or welfare . lol .

stuck between 2 welfare coy . ECHO and GOLF . z . but oh well . foxtrot got to book out on friday night while echo sat mornining . haha . not sure abt golf

my coy is quite fierce in terms of PT . our PC already told us to be prepare for tough trainings . haha . oh well . PT is really quite fierce .

one day of strength training then SOC . lol .

and the SOC ground we use the is tougher one . everything is higher . low wall , horizontal beam . lol .

at first i was quite worried that i couldnt clear the low wall . but oh well . i managed to clear everything . ahah . now just got to be concern abt the running part . lol .

next to my sergeants . one of them called me AUSTIN POWER . z . mus be thinking that i look like mini me . or simply so small in size . and my section commander is worried abt me having to carry extra load for section stores . and there was this sergeant who keep laughing secretly when he sees me . as if i i look like a clown .

i'm always one of the clown lookalike somehow . dun need to do anything . just go to army , report to the sergeants and they would find it weird and then laugh . this also happened for my PS in BMT days .

i find it weird sometime .

somebody of my size going into army . nobody will believe . and when i ORD i'm sure nobody will believe as well . of cos not my friends and ppl i know . except my relatives . ahah . not so close ones of cos .

precious weekends . before another week of rough and tough trainings . and book out only on sat . ruins all the mood .

oh well . blog another time .

2007-06-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

back from malaysia !

snorkelling trip .

went to pulau rendang on thurs with my family members . haha . went there for a snorkelling trip .

the sea there is really nice . crystal clear and as blue as it can be . so snorkelling there was really an eye opener for me . got to see lotsa fishes . and i saw a baby shark, stingry and other weird fishes . haha .

oh well for the resort that i went to , theres nothing much except for snorkelling trips . haha . anyway the resort condition was quite bad . we apparently got fooled by the photos on the internet . haha . the resort turn out much worse than expected . dirty rooms , very very limited variety and supply of food . and money minded management . haha .

the management of the resort is pretty screwed up . apparently they prepare the same amount of food for 30 ppl . and when another 30 ppl check into the resort , they still prepare the same amount of food . lol . and mind you , the amount is probably just barely enough for like 20 plus ppl . and theres only rice and 3 other dishes . so it becomes like cookhouse style . so everytime before meals , everyone would gather before meal hour and once the dishes are out , everyone would rush out and fight for food . haha . literally fight for food . haha . especially watermelon . less than one min on the table and whoosh . none left. haha .

and to make things worse , the food there simply was not up to standard . haha . even tekong's cookhouse food were nicer than theirs . lol . can see how bad it is . ahah .

the rooms there were in pretty bad condition as well . towels with unknown brown stains all over , dirty toilets , sandy floors were just some of those things that welcomed us when we first stepped into the rooms . and worse still , they dun come and clean your rooms at all during your stay there . its that bad .

its not only us who were complaining about the conditions of the resort. there were other examples . there was an aussie with his family who booked in on sunday . lol . and his children did not eat a single things as the food served made them wanna throw up . lol . so everything was so bad that his children fell ill and not even after 24 hours on the resort , he wanted out . lol .

there were more . haah . many ppl ended up eating cup noodles , etc . while others went over to other resorts that was nearby for their meals . lol .

oh well . so we ended up on the lousiest resort on rendang .

ahah . thats my malaysia trip . shall update again soon .

2007-06-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

call me private :D

lol . just had my passing out parade today . haha . the road towards my parade was really hell .

for the past few days , its always rehearsal after rehearsal and totally no admin time . Z . seriously, after soooo many weeks in apache coy. i think we had one of the least admin time . Z . all bcos we have to move btween rocky hill camp and ladang camp . Z . its hell . always waking up really early in the morning waiting for the stupid tonners to come and fetch us from rocky to ladang . and those tonner drivers have really no sense of timing . always late and we can just sit down , stone and wait for atmost 1hr for the tonners to come . all these snowball and result in minimal admin time . our lightout timing had always been way after 2230 . Z . and always less than 1 hr admin time . Z

but oh well . i passed out from apache coy . now a private . haha . the parade went on quite smoothly . haha . i didnt screw up any drills or any marching movements . haha . and my parents were there to put on my cap and took a few photos . haha . and i saw yuan ru as well . her bf is in the same coy as me . haha . took a few photos as well .

so now i really dunno wat to expect for my posting . haha .

shall talk abt the night b4 our pop . haha . everyone in the coy didnt slp early . haha . all busy with our own missions to bastard ppl whom the whole platoon dun like . haha . apparently our platoon had 4 missons but 1 failed quite badly . haha . first was just a normal tao pok mission . haha . just secretly crept up to the person's bed and then all jumped on him . haha .

2nd mission was more interesting . haha . its was basically a strip-someone mission . haha . in the end situation made us change the whole mission into a prickly-heat-on-pubic-area then use the fire hose to spray on that person . haha . and the best thing was that the sergeants were also cheering alongside the fellow recruits . haha . totally wet and full of prickly heat powder . haha .

3rd mission was quite sick . haha . apparently someone in the platoon had made an observation abt another platoonmate's private part . saying that its damn huge . lol . so the whole platoon engaged that person and forced him to show the whole platoon wat we call the dragon . =.= . UNLEASH the DRAGON . ahah . its quite sick . in the end, the hypothesis was proved to be untrue. haha . lol .

last mission was the most dangerous . lol . its on someone whom the wholeeeeeeee platoon dun like and he's no. 50 on the peer apprasial ranking . haha . (note : we have 50 ppl in our platoon) .
he's someone whos dying to get into OCS and obviously he cant make it in there . firstly hes afraid of the jacob's ladder , and he insist that his face is too sensitive to put on camo , and he's always asking abt whether if you fail this or that then can he still go to OCS . lol . and hes someone who loves to disrupt ppl's conversation and always insisting on his ideas and reasoning . someone whos loves to correct other's mistake and thinks hes a officer , a damn loud snorer at night and a bloody stinko when wearing no. 4 . haha . it kinda make sense why hes the no.1 "fave" in our platoon . haha .

so the last mission was to put camo cream on his face after he goes to slp. haha . apparently way b4 the mission , the whole platoon had already did alot of things to shoot him . haha . like singing songs while marching all targeted at him while he was the IC . haha .

"they say that in the army ,
the IC very nice,
you ask him climb jacob's ladder,
he cry like "smelly charlie brown"."

"they say that in the army ,
the IC very nice,
you ask him to go to slp,
he snores like "smelly charlie brown"."

haha . we sing it soooooooo damn loudly when we march . haha . so its quite obvious to him that we all dun like him . and the worse thing was tat the person who composed all these songs is none other than his own buddy . LOL . after 9 weeks of pure torture . explosion .

so the whole platoon pretended to go to bed . but apparently everyone was so tired that almost everyone fell aslp and never woke up for the mission . haha . but there were some who woke up for the mission . haha . they crept up near his bed at 4am and took out the camo cream and was ready to strike . haha . we thought we were smart . haha . but we were wrong .ahhah . apparently he didnt sleep at all throughout the night and slept with a metal hanger in hand . lol . so my poor platoonmate got whacked at the head even b4 he went to put camo cream on his face .lol . really poor thing . mission failed . lol

hes someone quite big size and he got this look as if he's gonna kill everyone . lol. so nobody dare to initiate more missions on him . lol . haha .

so that was how APACHE platoon 4 spent their last night at rocky . haha . and my section was really gay . 2 of my sectionmates came and slept on my bed . lol . so it was 3 person on a bed . lol .

oh well . i guess everyone's going separate ways now . haha . section 1 is really a funny and gay section . with ppl thrusting their parts onto fellow sectionmates lol . esp nigel pang . >.< .

but section one is really fun to be in . haha . alot of different characters . haha .

oh well . going malaysia tmr . ahah . to yet another island . haha . pulau rendang ,ahahah . heard that its a damn nice beach . haha . so i shall enjoy myself there . haha .

2007-06-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

away from armyyyy

ahha . third day of my bookout and last 18 hrs or so ? . haha . before i book back into the rocky hill camp . i cant imagine how i'm gonna slp there . haha .

oh well . i have been receiving alot of comments from ppl i meet when i book out . haha . some of the common ones would be like "your son ? NS ?" . alot of ppl cannot believe that i'm a NSF now . and of cos all due to my height and size . an uncle even told me not to say that i'm a NSF now and say that i'm still in secondary sch . Z . oh well . for my size and height , i really dun look like a typical NSF . haah .

haha . anyway been looking at guys in town . haha . not because of turning gay but i would look at them and wonder "dun they have to serve NS ? " . haah . alot of guys out there looks like the NSF age but they all got longggggggg hair . haha . served their NS or yet to serve ? . haha . and here i am serving NS when they are all civilian . haha .

being civilian is really so good . haha .

these long weekends often make me feel like going AWOL . haha . after staying out of camp for quite some time , you would feel really good being a civilian again . freedom to do anything you want , deciding for yourself wat you wanna do for the day and stuff . haah . and you just wanna continue staying civilian and dun wanna go back and serve . haah . NS life is really boringgg .

went to town today as usual and did all the same things . haha . its a routine now . every sat , going to town , and then doing the same few things and then squeezing all our brain juice thinking of wat to eat for dinner and stuff . ahah .

a slight detour . the "anything" and "everything" drinks are really interesting . haha . very suitable for ppl like me who simply cant decide . haha . so i shall just get them when i dun feel like thinking and choosing . haha .

i feel quite guilty for having this "anything" attitude . this attitude is so bad that i'm sure many of my friends would feel like killing me whenever that attitude appears . haha . ask tee . i'm sure he wanted to punch me many times over . haha .

for almost everything asked my reply would be anything . haha . like wat time to go out ? where to go ? where to eat ? wat to drink ? wat to do ? haha . but there are occasions where i would force myself to decide . haha . it usually occurs when i'm with strangers or ppl i'm less close with . haha .

the anything attitude occurs probably because i dun feel good getting others to fit into my schedule . haha . i would always wanna fit into others schedule . hahah .

pardon me if readers are confused by the above paragraph . haha . not good at words in addition to my lousy english . just unsure of how to word down whatever i feel like saying . haah .

my characteristics is clearly "unique" . haah .

i think i'm the really free and easy kind . anything will do for me . good or bad , give it to me and i will live with it . haha .

okays away from all these .

my bmt is coming to an end soon . haah . dunno where i would be posted to . haha . but i hope for something slack . haha . but like wat i said . i will take watever that comes bah . haha . even if its guards like wat tee damn bloody hoped that i get posted for . haha . i will make sure i strive well and come out happy as a guardsman . hahah . that is if i get posted into guards . hhaah .

anyway today's town visit was really an eye opener for me . haha . the night scene of the arcade . haha . a influx of gayish guy in cine's acarde doing para para . ahah . ah beng doing robotic dance on the para para machine . and how jumbo bounce on the dance dance revolution . haha . gets a little scary . haha . esp the DDR jumbo . ahah . tight fitting sweater , few big and thick tyres around the tummy and doing DDR . imagine . the amount of bouncing . and the influx of gayish guys with fans , skin tight jeans (so tight that they looks like they are wearing tights instead of a pair of jeans) , and their voice and actions . haha .

nightmares . haha .

oh well . tired . shall go and get my beauty slp . haha . slp well and slp more . haha . (:

2007-05-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

end of my bmt week 7 !

just finished almost every single thing we had to do for BMT .

had my ippt evaluation test today . haha . got a silver . running and SBJ couldnt make it to gold . haha . ran like a mad dog . and i think its abt 10.14 only . Z . 30 sec more to cut b4 i can reach the gold timing .haha . but my SBJ sux as well. only 230 . so contented with a silver and my 1 day off ! lol . haha .

nowaday life in BMT is getting slacker and slacker . more admin time awaits the A COY who has been seriously deprived of admin time for the past 7 weeks . Z . our shortest admin time was only 10mins . haha . and its occurred way past the lightout time .

shifted to rocky hill camp today . it should be called dusty hill instead . we had a hell of a area cleaning today . windows from opaque to transparent . and floor from brown to normal colour . and we had no electricity . no lights no fans . lol . wonderful . the whole place is damn dusty . but the bunk is much bigger . more area to move around . haha . but apparently we only gonna live there for abt 8 days b4 we POP . haha . arms aching from IPPT and the thorough area cleaning today . feels much worse than spring cleaning my own home . haha .

my platoon now is left with only like one sergeant at rocky hill . haah . PS gonna ORD damn soon and has already packed his things and left tekong . haha . he damn funny . ORD is clearly written all over his face . always asking us to countdown for him . sing the ORD song . marched with us for the 16 km route march .

he really a nice PS . haha . no vulgarities , encouraging but loves to tease ppl . i dunno why . lol . perhaps that the typical ORD guy . hahah . trying his best to kill time and then ORD . haha .

i cant wait to ORD . lol .

cant wait to become a civilian again . haha .

oh well . i also discovered something while in NS . haha . poly students and jc students really is heaven and hell . a damn big difference . ahaha . poly students seems to have a really exciting and eventful life. haha . jc student's life is usually more dull and less interesting . one of my sergeant told us abt his poly life . and how he dated girls and etc . haha . and he even told us abt his sex life . =.= .

great difference btw poly student and jc student .

oh well . as you all know . i'm the CSM of APACHE . haha . being the CSM i have gathered much attention . the OC knows my NAME ! and he would ask me if i'm ok when he sees me . -.- . like during my route march and my SOC . -.- . now platoon 2's PC 2nd LT yong kang comes along and calls me xiao hai zi . small kid . he keep saying that i look like a kid . and whenever he pass by me , he wont fail to come and talk crap and kp me . apparently he says that i owe him 260 pushups . LOL . he NEVER fails to come and disturb me whenever he sees me . Z . avoiding him at all cost .

oh well . dun look down on the CSM ok . no matter how short i am i still crossed the low wall low rope and completed my SOC in a really short time of 3 mins 17 secs . not trying to show off . but just trying to show that the CSM can do it . alot of other taller guys cant pass the low wall and couldnt complete the SOC .

oh well . thats my NS life . haha .

a long weekends awaits . haha . gonna enjoy myself well enough and prepare for the 24km route march next tuesday . haha .

2007-05-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna lead an army life ...

oh well its a fast bookout weekend once again .

bookout time really flies . i can clearly remember that i just bookout like awhile ago and boooooom . now its almost time to book back in . its really sian . going to SDC , Singapore Discovery Centre tmr . so got to meet there early in the morning on monday .

NS life up till now is really sian .

our company cleared almost everything . except live range , soc , 24km road march and ippt .

been playing arcade shooting for the past week . haha . preparation for live range . and its been eating and eating as well . pt in the morning then lunch then arcade then dinner then night snack .

haha . i always ask for little rice cos i seriously cant finish . i wonder how ppl can eat so much . haah . growing fat in army .

alot of stupid things happened .

i'm not sure if anyone has ever imagined cleaning the toilet with helmet rifle and LBV . haha .

i tried it once in army . lol . all thanks to our IC .

was assigned to clean the perm staff toilet used by all the sergeants . and our IC was also included . then he was lazy to climb up and down to prepare for our SOC . so he decided that all the toilet cleaners bring along all their equipment down to clean the toilet . lol .

i can still remember me scrubbing the urinal with helmet rifle and LBV . its really retarded and stupid . almost fainted sia . the helmet really makes me feel giddy and makes ppl wanna faint . ahah . and together with the smelly toilet . it was hell . carrying all these heavy stuff and cleaning the toilet . haha .

and end up we still had to climb back up to 5th storey for stand by area . how smart an IC . ahha . the others were all reluctant to clean toilet with all those shit , but we all gave the IC face . haha . end up still had to climb back up .

did a run down of the SOC the other day . SOC stands for standard obstacle course which consists of 11 stations . haha .

the run down of the SOC is really tiring . doing each station individually was fun . but going through all of them at one go is really tiring .

alot of ppl at first were asking me if i can clear the low wall . the low wall apparently issit that low . its much taller than me . and i have to clear it with LBV , helmet and rifle . carrying all the heavy stuff and having to jump really high and get myself up the low wall . lol .

but eventually i did it larh . ahha . quite happy . cos there were others who are taller who couldnt clear the low wall .

oh well . in the end i couldnt clear the low rope . haha . my technique just isnt there . so got to work harder . haha .

oh well . our company did a company sizing recently for our POP parade . haha . that is to arrange the shortest to the tallest in the way until the shortest stays in the middle of the whole company surrounded by all the taller ones . ahha . and guess wat . i'm no.1 ahha . or maybe you can call me CSM . company shortest man . lol . tee muz be really happy cos his prediction came true . haha .

so our dear OC was particularly interested in me . he knows my name . lol . and hes was watching me clear the SOC the other day . and my platoonmates heard him cheering me on when i was clearing the SOC . lol .

okays . anyway i saw something really funny today . haha . saw some 3rd sergeant carrying his FBO and walking around at the hawker centre near my house today . LOL . FBO sia . field pack with LBV . lol . only short of a helmet . haha . looks really out of place . ahha . urban warfare ? or just came out from field camp at the nearby grass patch with some trees near the hawker centre ? . lol . look rather retarded .

lol . oh well . abit out of topic to blog abt . NS life is really boring . and time flies for those who enlisted in jan . its almost half a yr for them already ! . but its only a pathetic one mth plus for me . Z . lol. still a long stretch to go !

ahha . OH YA . i cannot forget to introduce my new wife . haha . its isnt the one i intended to buy but something better and newer and more functions ! . lol . bought the new sony NW-A805 . haha . its really nice and bought it cos there were promotions and were given quite some accessories . haah like leather pouch and stuff . but i dunno why they sell the rubber casing for bloody 39 bucks . and i dun see why they have to sell 2 together . one black and one white . Z . wanted to buy one thinking that it would be relatively cheap and ended up seeing 39 bucks for 2 casing . lol . dumb . so for now just gonna slot it in the leather pouch for now . haha . its really cool . :D

but burned a big hole in my pocket . haha . ouch .

oh well . time to go to bed and prepare for book in tmr ! .

2007-05-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

its really boring and tiring .

just booked out today and supposed to book in the next day . Z . wth . all becos of the bloody sit test which they set it on a sunday ! . booked out for less than 24 hrs this time round .

came back from field camp on wednesday . after the field camp i really got to announce that i really hate outfield . Z . its freaking dirty , tiring and simply boring . imagine without bathing for 4 to 5 days , wearing the same old dirty muddy and disgusting unifrom for days . and getting yourself all sweaty and dirty every second and wearing the LBV , helmet and weapon for almost 99% of the time . outfield totally suck man .

and spending like almost 3 to 4 hours digging a stupid shell scrape just for stand two or watever that is called . and then you slp in that hole for 2 days and then made to cover the hole completely .

then do all the stupid drills and rubbish like leopard crawl . i wonder why is it called leopard crawl when i think leopard dun need to crawl . and if they crawl i dun think they crawl the same way as we do .

but i think i'm quite lucky to have skip the battle course . haha . all thanks to cat 1 which in military terms mean lightning ! . and cat 1 is recruit's best friend . NO outdoor activities during cat 1 . haha .

going outfield again on sunday for sit test . i seriously hate outfield . all the dirty uniform is driving everyone crazy . haha . esp my poor mum . who has to wash them . its crazy.

furthermore i dunno wat we always dun have much admin time . admin time refers to time where we slack at our bunk and rot away . for the pass few days we have only like half and hour every night . Z . and definitely not enough slp for next day's fully packed activities . sian .

and growing quite fat bcos there no pt recently . all the outfield and rubbish . sian .

and my body's now full of rashes and bites . Z . all thanks to outfield . i dunno wat to expect for the next outfield which happens on sunday ! . wth .

anyway threw a live hand grenade today . i dunno why ppl find it really cool and exciting . i found it really boring and wasted quite alot of time . the hand grenade event lasted the whole day . took damn long . i dun see wats so cool and exciting . basically you go to the bay , throw the hand grenade after a really long and tedious procedure and then take cover , hear a booooom sound then walk off . Z . cool, exciting ? . lol . perhaps its only me larh . i'm someone who really hate handling or going near such stuff designed to kill ppl . like grenade and rifle .

pray for more spare time after the supposedly 7 wks . dunno wat to expect . ahah . just hope that time flies . haha . but not bad for those jan batch, they are reaching half a yr liao . haha .

and tmr is my first month . lol . 1 yr and 9 more months to go . :)

cant wait to ORD (: .

time for my longgggggg slp to recover my energy for my outfield on sunday. Z .

2007-05-01T10:51:00.001+08:00

today is book in day once again . time for another 2 weeks of hell . ahah . field camp .

dunno wat to expect . not bathing for 6 days . hahah .

time really flies when you are outside . it feels just like a blink of an eye and its tuesday . i'm sure everyone hoped that today never comes . haha .

met up with jen and byy on sunday night . haha . ate at mac while they discussed abt the perfect plan of skipping NS . which i dunno whether if it will work . haha. but the best way is definitely just going overseas and never come back . haha . give up singapore citizenship . haah . then no more NS . its really damn funny hearing talk how their marvellous plan of skipping NS . haha . i miss such gathering where we just simply sit down and talk trash . haha .

squeezed out all my brain juice trying to write the essay that they gave us . WTH . essays in the army ? ridiculous . ahah . like what they say , after all the PT and activities, your brain wouldnt be thinking anymore . haha . mine isnt thinking properly now . ahah . so i just wrote a page of crap . my perception of NS . total waste of time , total waste of human resources , waste of taxpayer's money and many more . haha .

sian . last few hours b4 i go back in again . and its even more sian when my next book out is only for like less than 24 hrs . might as well dun book out and let us slp in our bunks . haha . crazy .

ahah . and my mum is very kiasu . keep asking me to bring this and that in . my field pack is already bursting with all the clothes and food that i'm bring in . Z . squeezed until the zippers cant take it any more . ahah .

suddenly i miss the times just plain rotting at home . staring at the comp , blasting music and then going for a afternoon nap . haha . its damn nice . i did all that yesterday . haha . so i didnt really spent my time really well . haah . wanted to play sports yest but apparently everyones busy . haha .

gonna go pray for my own well being . haha . pray for a cool but no-rain field camp , pray for my safety, ahah . of cos pray for everyone whos in NS also . haha .

i'm someone who believes in having a religion . haha . at least with a religion , theres something which you can rely on , depend on . ahha . that was wat my primary sch teacher told me . haha .

NO RAIN DURING FIELD CAMP THANKS ! :)

oh well . i guess this is the end of my entry . going back into the island of despair . TEKONG .

coming out only on the 11 or 12 i guess ? . lol . that will mark my first month of NS . and 1 yr and 9 months more to go . haha . woot .

rest time . haha .

"do something more productive and good for your future . stop thinking abt redundant threats . and i'm one of the kindest around . :) . " quote of the day for bloody teee.

2007-04-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

ahah . blogging everyday now if i can . ahah . cos i dun really get much time to blog now . ahah .

today was a long day for me . haha . woke up at 7.30 in the morning . haha . quited used to the 7 hrs of slp now . haha . so slept at 12 and waking at 7.30 . hhaha .

went to ICA in the morning to collect my passport . haha . the photo on the passport looks really terrible . firstly with no hair , then my mouth look damn weird bcos of my big ulcers . its really terrible . ahah . and i think my ic will look horrendous . hah .

ahah . quite nice to be seeing civilians once again . and its really a huge crowd of them . ahah .

collecting passport was quite fast and easy. haha . singapore's efficiency is really unbeaten .

read newspaper today . been trying my best to recharge myself with all the current happenings . NS is really something that makes you feel quite retarded and makes you unable to think . Z .

i feel really mentally retarded and dumb now . haha .

then went to beach road to eat and buy my stuff . haha . spent quite abit . just buy several stuff and it cost so much . Z .

and we get only like 350 for everything . Z . and then always using those one time pay offs and benefits as carrot to lure more ppl to sign on . haah . Z . sian . i'm risking my live now blogging abt ns . haha .

but apparently nothing with regards to NS or sign on interest me now . i just wanna serve and get off and away asap .

oh well shouldnt talk abt ns already . the more i talk abt it the more i wanna AWOL . ahah . LOL .

met terry and anthony and talked abt our ns lives . ahah . terry's in one of the fiercest company . mohawk . anthony's in the one with the most girls . scorpion and i'm in apache . ahah . i'm really not sure if my company is considered quite slack , but i heard from my classmate that they find my company fierce and their very slack . ahha . companies like falcon and cougar . etc etc . ahha . but compared to mohawk . ours is definitely more welfare . haah .

OK OK . no more ns . haha .

after tat was meeting teee at orchard . we just strolled aimlessly around orchard for quite a long time . haah . doing nothing but talking rubbish . haha . time flies when you really enjoy yourself . although we didnt do anything but its quite nice just talking rubbish larh . i'm someone who needs to talk quite abit . ahah . so my poor friends have to bear with my constant talking when i lose control . (which occurs quite frequently) . haha .

met lau and ccy later . everyones looking fine . and i'm fine too . just abit sick and tired of ns . Z . and its only the first 2 weeks . ahah sian

listening to my musics now . haha . i really really really miss music . i'm a music freak now . ahah .

to the left to the left . ahha .

listening to alot of english songs now . and of cos yan zi . really gonna blast my ears with as much music as possible b4 i book in again . and head on for another long 2 weeks .

i'm really in a dire need of a new mp3 but my mum keep saying dun buy first dun buy first . wait for watever shyt sales . Z . if its really like that then i might as well dun buy . but oh well . my wife . postponed .

music is now everywhere in my life . ahha . its in the blood . lol .

okay . had quite a nice day . meet up with my friends and simply talking and chatting . hah . its really nice . just got to make sure that i spent the rest of my days nicely and fully . ahah . theres no time to waste .

oh well . time to slp . ahah . final song . :)

i'm glad to have my friends around . hah .

2007-04-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

NS confinement week .

i survived the confinement week . haha . and almost more than half of it without my handphone . my deepest regret . Z . its really saddening . when i had no phone for the first week plus , its hell . everyone using their handphone smsing and chatting while i sit around and slp . haha . and when i wanna call my parents , i would need to rush all the way down from 5th floor to ground floor in appropriate attire . and make use of the stupid phone card which allows for only like 3 calls home . LOL . 3 bucks worth and only allowed me to make 3 calls home . haha .

i'm really lucky to have taken the card that tee gave me . if not i wouldnt have been able to make more calls . Z . ahah . thanks alot . haha .

without phone is really like hell . you feel that you lost all your friends outside tekong . haha . but anyway we always dun get enough admin time to call and do our personal stuff . Z . only listened to radio once . lol. out of the 2 weeks there . Z .

in APACHE company . up till now its still quite ok . not as fierce as wat others in other company has described . our PS and PC are all quite nice . and nicest among all platoon . haha . luckily i'm not in the other platoon. haah . their sergeants are all quite fierce . haah .

so training now is quite okay . i'm still able to cope . haah . despite being the shortest man in the platoon , i'm coping really quite well . able to do my SOC well , IPPT well , road marches well . theres quite a few ppl whos call me little boy . and even my PS asked me to compare height with my closest competitor in the title for platoon shortest man . yet i won . haha .

food there in tekong is still alright for me bah . i'm not a picky guy . so i just eat watever is given . ahah . always less rice and forcing myself to eat all the veges . haha . and i love it when theres nata de coco and jelly for dessert . haha .

everyday is really tiring . and sweating like mad . dunno how many litres of sweat everyday . i guess taht the main reason why ppl lose weight . ahah . as for food , i think we eat alot . esp dinner . cos an hour after dinner and its night snack .

oh well . alot of things happened in the short span of 15 days . too much in the tight no. of days that i have no time to recall everything that happened .

haha . my buddy in ns is quite entu . hes one whos aiming for OCS . so hes those really entu and enjoys all the army stuff . haha .

whereas for me . i'm someone who hate army life . i hate handling rifles , grenades and stuff . haha . i rather be stuck in office for long hours working my life out for companies than heading an army life . so all the recruitment talks were rubbish for me . haha . i'm someone who just wanna serve my NS liability and head off for further studies . ahah . so its a total contrast btw me and my buddy . ahah .

he was feeling quite sick at the last few days . always asking me for panadol and stuff . but he just dun wanna report sick . ahha . not like the others . haha .

the report sick rate is really quite high for my platoon . haha . the peak was one third of the platoon were in status . haha . quite fierce . hah . and i heard of ppl going to MO just bcos of small blisters on their legs after road march . and for that , they get excuse from boots . ahha . LOL . for me i'm also feeling quite sick now . all the fried food and lack of slp . my awful sore throat and dizziness when i wear my helmet . haha . sweared to keep myself healthy and strong . haha .

oh well . returning home after booking was quite bad . got scolded by an uncle in the taxi quene for nothing . Z . bloody hell . i just remain quiet and let him have the cab . Z . dun wanna talk abt that incident again . just kills my mood and really add fire to the oil already boiling while waiting damn long for cabs . Z

oh well . time for my well deserved slps . haha . damn long since i slp for long hours . haha . woot .

2007-04-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

haha . been blogging everyday since last saturday . haha . quite surprised that i still have such stamina to blog everyday . haha .

oh well . its finally my last entry . haha . and this blog goes on a longgggg snooze until when i book out bah . haha . after 28 ? . lol .

oh well . stoned at home today once again . trying my best to keep myself updated and informed . listening to more new songs . haha .

nickelback's if everyone cared is nice . hah . found quite some nice songs . haha . and corinne bailey rae's put the record on . hhaha . that song is one that is really slowww and smooth . haha . damn good for the lazy mood . haha . niceeeee .

bought quite alot of things again . a portable radio , panadol , batteries , cloth pegs and etc etc . haha . just packed all my stuff . haha . been wanting to bring my adidas backpack . but after i tried to stuff everything in . i realised its impossible . haaha . so now its the adidas duffel pack which is damn bloody huge . and after i put everything in . i realised that my bag is damn bloody huge . OMG . bloated and the size of the bag itself is gigantic . haha . i think i'm like a big sua gu . haha . didnt think i brought alot of things . but end up still such a HUGEEEEE bag . Z .

so just gonna chiong in lo . haha .

oh well . i'm still feeling quite ok . alittle worried but mostly feeling really sian . ahah .

my worries for ns . haha .

of cos i'm worried most abt the ppl i meet bah . haha . i'm those kind who will be really silent when i'm with a group of strangers . haha . so got a hard time trying to know ppl bah . haha . i'm the kind who finds it really hard to know new ppl . hahah . and of cos i pray for familiar faces , nice ppl . haha .

and pray for a smooth and easy journey in tekong . haha . gonna pray really hard lo . haha .

would be best if i meet fu song and bing hong . haha .

and of cos anyone who i know . haha .

i guess i will be one of the shortest again bah . haha . and got to pray that they treat this shortie well . haha . lol

haha . gonna stay in tekong until 28 ? lol . should be booking out on that day bah . haha .

pray that i stay perfectly healthy and fit . haha . dun wanna fall sick or watever .

oh well . i guess the happiest person to see me go into ns has got to be my sis . she took my new phone . haha . and soon she will take my bag . Z . she just better make sure the phone dun get screwed up like her old one that she used only for less than half a yr .

gonna stay strong :) . and come out a tougher and stronger man . ahaha .

ok shall make this entry short bah . haha .

all the best to those who already went in and those who's gonna go in soon . haha .

i guess msn would be a much quieter place now . haha . not much ppl online . haha .

starting to countdown to 28 of apr .

:)

anyway i decided to leave sharkie to guard my bed . haha . and not bring it in with me . haha .

2007-04-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

haha . 2nd last post ! .

realised that i still have not bought everything that i needed . Z . having trouble finding the right shower foam . haha . dun wanna bring in a big bottle . Z . bought this tiny little bottle of shampoo . haha . but thinking abt it , i might not even need shampoo at all . haha . so i think that tiny bottle is enough to last bah . haha . bought toothpaste and face wash . lol .

still short of a radio . hais . my only source of music . haha . i die die have to get one . batteries . and of cos slippers . haha .

and i still need to find a reliable battery for my 8310 . my sis gave me a scare today by telling me that the battery can jump from full to 1 bar . haha . my mum said that nvm . ahah . at most dun call lo . haha .

wa . without phone i think i will die flat there sia . only way of contact with ppl . haha .

listening to as much songs as possible b4 i enlist . haha . will lose touch with music and news after i book in . haha . read newspaper ! . oh well . will get myself enrich abt the chinese history with the romance of the 3 kingdom book i bring in . haha . still looking for things to bring in for entertainment . but cant anything . haha . perhaps i shall just slp lo . haha .

its nearer and nearer . just abt 30 plus hours . ahah .

i'm not really feeling very anxious . haha . not really feeling afraid . haha . perhaps its until the point when you take the ferry to tekong when all these feelings sink in . haha .

ahah . will talk more abt my worries abt ns tmr bah . haha .

tmr is the warp up b4 this blog goes for a longgg holiday . haha .

oh well . tee's gonna perform his jump tmr. haha . wish him all the best . enjoy the moment in mid air . hah . i think it will be cool . and make sure you book out and do watever you wanna do sia . haha . dun use me as an messenger . haha . if you got something to do or say you got to do it yourself . haha . i'm sure all your friends are giving you their blessings . haha . including me dun worry . see you after the 28 . haha . and remember to tell me your experience . haha .

everyone should really treasure our lives and dun risk too often . ahha . take good care of yourself sia jasmen . haha . life is really precious . haha .

lol . okay now i sound like dunno wat . haha .

oh well its 1.30 am in the morning here . haha . i think its time for me to enjoy my bed for the 2nd last time . ahah .

now i would automatically wake up at around 8 plus 9 .

goshhh. my sis is really irritating . shes trying her best to get hold onto my phone . shes really going all the way out sia . after i get enlisted , she wanna take my phone , my bag . and most probably most of my valuables . haha . luckily i still have not gotten my wife . i'm sure she will use it as well . ZZZ . its not like i dun wanna lend her those . but shes the kind who cant take good care of her things . and her bloody phone is less than 6 mths old . and she wanna take my k800 . Z .

oh well . should go to bed now bah . haha . 1 more song . :)

2007-04-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

ahha . its down to my last 3 entries .

oh well . today was a day of lying around at home . haha . i love such lazy days . hahah . just doing nothing at home , listening to music and playing around with the computer . haha .

ahha . trying to get hold onto the billboard top 100 hits . pretty wide range of songs and musics inside. haha . then can select and find the nice ones that i like . still new to english songs . only started enjoying listening to english songs recently . so my collection is still a small library . haha . realised that english songs suddenly makes me more addicted than chinese songs . used to have a whole list of chinese songs in my playlist but now its english songs thats all in my playlist . ahah . of cos theres yan zi songs and a handful from different other artistes . haha .

bu yuan - elva , tian shi - mayday . nice songs . haha . bu yuan is really nice but really sad .

just listened to beyonce's irreplaceable . its quite nice . and suddenly wanting to listen to songs by blue . haha . songs like one love , you make me wanna , guilty , sorry seem to be the hardest word . haha . really nice .

music addict . blasting musics using my average speakers at home every now and then . haha .

ok . away from music.

i just found yet another source of entertainment for tekong . haha . found this romance of the 3 kingdoms book which i bought when i was in sec sch . didnt finish reading it the other time . haha . so perhaps i shall bring it in there and see if i have the chance to finish reading it . lol . haha . but i think reading a chinese book inside will make you feel like a big loser . haha . but the story is nice . ahha . its really hard to find something that makes me so interested . haha . i'm one great fan of the romance of the 3 kingdoms . the chars and the storyline really attracted me alot . and i really enjoy reading books on it . haha . and i remembered playing the game since the 3rd version . and now i'm playing the 11th version . haha . many many wonderful years have passed . lol . guan yu , zhang fei , liu bei , zhao yun , zhuge liang are the many chars that i really admire . their bravery , brotherhood and intellect truly makes me wow . haha .

and i forgot to buy the last edition of U magazine . the one with yan zi on it . hai . wanted to buy it but end up . its gone . lol .

anyway my mum complained but her ugly hairdo when she saw her autograph session showned on the news . ahah . and she keep saying why do so many ppl like her . haha . i'm sure ppl like her not for her looks , its her voice , her songs . haha . 10 albums ! . 100 over songs . and plenty of heartwarming tunes and melodies . hah .

bought alot of things today for ns . haha . things like a simple watch , panadols , insect repellant and etc . ahah . suddenly the things are piling up . and i think quite alot of them i wouldnt touch them at all during confinement ? lol . still dunno wat will life be like . haha . but its really soon when i begins my new journey . haha .

time flies . 19 yrs of my life have passed . almost 1/4 of my life gone if i live till abt 80 . haha . not much achievements and accomplishments . haha . and i can still remember that ns wasnt a concern at all . and now suddenly its here . haha .

19 yrs just went passed like that . haha . its really stunning . haha . for me . not much transformation on the physical but definitely alot in the non-physical aspect . haah . read really old entries and was really amazed by wat i blogged abt . pretty childish . haha . i mean now i'm still quite childish . lol .

i cant imagine another 19 yr later . ahah . 38 yrs old . haha . wonder wat would my life be like then . haha . and hows everyone at that time . haha . trying to paint a really nice picture inside me . haha . but its too perfect to be true . haha . i'm not that good . haha .

a decent job , a decent life , and living with your loved ones . haha .

haha . quite tired from the day .

ran errands for my mum , stoned at home , and watched the tv . haha . amazing race , desperate housewife . haha

after watching desperate housewife , i realised how tough women can be . lol . they can get as rough as the men . lol .

lol . gonna go to bed now and enjoy my bed for the last few times . haha .

anyway just found the lyrics of irreplaceable really cool . haha .

"So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' . You're irreplaceable"

2007-04-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

haha . its back again for another blogging session . haha . anyway . got to introduce my new buddy . haha . sharkie . haah . its the one nearest the bottom of the picture at the right hand side . haha . it got separated from all his fellow buddies . haha . but anyway i still have sharkie and fishy . hah . fishy isnt in the photo ! ): . fishy looks alittle like nemo with those stripes on her body . haha . recently i have fallen in love with stripes . haha . stripes polo are really catching my eyes . haha . dying to get my hands on the 2 polo tees which i saw at esprit and gap . ahah . each cost 60 bucks . haha .

guess for now i will keep them away from my line of sight . haha . focus totally on my wife . hah.

oh well . if i get into a coy which allows me to bring my mp3 player then i would buy my wife immediately after my first book out bah . i'm a soundaholic . haha . feel every sound . working towards it . but i'm still a newbie . and the songs i listen to are really "only for me" . haha . alot of songs that i like are wat others dun like . haha . ya my ears are weird . lol .

sharkie . hhaa . sharkie is a less than palm size shark which i saw in ikea and decided to adopt it . haha . its really small but its really nice . haha . gonna be my bmt playmate . lol . will bring it in there . and god bless it dun get confiscated . haha . cant find any other entertainment . haha . will get a mini radio tmr . can only do with a radio since i cant bring mp3 in yet . haha . so every night shall just listen closely and hoping that they play the songs i like .

wo huai nian de is going around around and around my head . haha .

i also got to say that i miss alot of things .

miss ppl in ubs . miss schooling times . miss chatting on msn . ahah. and definitely much more just that i'm now quite tired to think about it .

so ppl are starting to gather in tekong since tmr . haha .

anthony and terry going in tmr . haha . yup . hope everyones good . stay healthy and happy . get into a good coy and meet great ppl . haha .

can see that they are quite worried and nervous . i think its something everyone will feel b4 they enlist . dunno wat to expect . even someone whos quite numb like me is feeling alitte here and there . ahah .

still short of several things to buy . unsure of wat to get . wat is necessary and wat is not . haha . entertainment is the next big concern . i dunno wat to get . perhaps radio , sharkie , and some little books ? comic books i guess . ahah . dunno .

and just transferred and watched all the videos and photos taken using my phone in my computer . haha . not alot of photos . and plenty of crappy videos . ZZ . nvm they make great evidence . haha . nvm .

so starting to use the 8310 since tmr . i can remember that it was a really hot phone when colour phones was still unheard of . its one of the best and was really expensive . haha . and i think i would like using it bah . a nice phone . hope that its batt life will last bah . but anyway i dun have any other commitments . so its just probably a phone call to my parents every night . and some short sms session with whoever who sms me lo . haha . anyway dun have a biggg social circle so the smses i sent would most probably to only a handful of ppl bah . ahah .

so thurs is the day i'm going in . haha . heard alot by worried parents and grandparents . ahah . i'm sure mine is equally worried bah . but i just hope that they dun get too overly worried . if i have a choice , i would have kept the enlistment letter , then fake an overseas trip for a few weeks and then come back after my confinement period . haha . i'm someone who dun wan ppl to be worried abt me . and i guess i inherited that from my dad . ahah . hes someone who swallows watever and never complain abt his problems . i'm sure he has alot of problems in his mind , like finding the money to get me into university , but he never utter a single word abt his problems to anyone . haha . that one thing my mum hates abt him . and i think i inherited part of his genes . but i'm not that strong yet to carry everything on my shoulder . haha . i would definitely overload and crash . haha .

guess it is definitely tough being the breadwinner of the family . i wonder how would i be in the future . haha . projection into the future . haha . tough to imagine .

hahah . anyway . eugene told me to take a photo of myself b4 enlistment and compares it with when i first book out . haha .

still have not taken a photo of myself. haha . my photos mostly turn out horribly ugly . haha . its only once in a blue moon that my pics turn out nice . haha . someones who photogenic just need one shot for a good shot while those whos aint can only get a nice one in perhaps a couple hundreds of shots . haha .

the difference i think would probably and obviously be the hair . haha . perhaps the facial expression ? bitter look . haha . and the worst case senario . shorter and skinner . haha .

ya quite highly likely shorter all due to the full pack and stuff . ahah . my 3 cm hope is as slim as a hairlike crack in the wall . haah . hardly any light gets through . haha . just pray that i dun shrink . haha .

nowadays primary sch kids are growing really tall . haah . now i think i stand really below the average pri 6 boys . haha . they are growing really tall for pri 6 kids . haha . i dunno wat they ate and i didnt . haha . i guess my height is more or less fixed bah . haha . quite impossible to grow any taller .

being short is really quite troublesome . been thinking of try out alot of things but decided not to . haha . buying clothes is toublesome , especially pants and shirt . which will turn out exceptionally long . shorts for others become 3 quarter pants for me . and jeans have to be generously altered to suit my height .

its really tough buying things for myself . i cant wear alot of things . so i often have lotsa wastage at home . like pants i wore at most once . Z . shirts are still okay but pants are really a hell of a trouble . haha .

always staring at the Manniquins and fascinated at how perfect they looked . haha .

anyway things are going better now . i just got to make sure that i dun think too much . most of the time for alot of things , i would usually think out of scale . ahah . turning mole hill into mount everest . haha . learning how to restrain myself and let go of things . haha .

got to remain in high spirit and slp whenever i can . haha .

3 more days b4 i enlist . haha .

3 more entries to come b4 this blog takes a few weeks break .

this entry is much lighter than my previous . and i hope it just get better . haah .

okays . time for bed . haha . sleeping is good for me . a remedy for almost all problems . haha .

2007-04-08T03:12:00.000+08:00

haha . blogging at 3.13 am . i feel damn awake . haha .

oh well . just realised a big business which is really suitable for me . haha . welcome to fcj private services pte ltd . haha .

i realised that i can transform into all kinds of characters . haha . errand boy , listener , part-time companion , maid , joker (for ppl to laugh at) , the perfect sidekick and many more . haha .

i'm quite successful being all these . haha .

nowadays with more and more lazy ppl , more and more sad ppl , the services that my company provides just come in handy . haha . lazy ppl who dun wanna move their muscle can ask for a maid , bored ones can request for a joker , lonely ones who need a sidekick or a companion and etc . haha . its a really big business i'm looking at with a possible huge money inflow . haha .

now opening up for more stockholders to join in . haha . gonna make my company go on the NASDAQ . haha and set up regional branches . haha . lol .

stockholders of cos get more benefits . ahah . free services exclusively for them . hah . sign up now b4 the deadline . hahah .

oh well . i'm really weird .

haha . more reasons of me being weird and abnormal . haha . it begins a long time ago . i was born in the yr 1988 and my mum had quite some difficulty delivering me . haha . i was vacuumed extracted (thats wat exactly written in my health booklet) . head was abnormally big . haha .

came out i grew up with many big bangs . not anywhere else but my head . haha . gone for dunno how many stitches when i was young . haha . fell head first in kindergarten while trying to balance myself on a triangular stuff . bled like mad . haha . played dry spinner with my cousin and was let go and fell once again right on the head . another few more stitches . haha . and i even heard that when i was really young , my dad carried me and dropped my in the kitchen . i dunno wat happened then . but i guess my head really suffered alot while i was young . haah . pretty lucky that i'm still able to think properly and not go crazy or even died from all the "headbutts". i always fall head first and my hands tugged at the sides .

so as i continued to grow . i was always one of the shortest in class . haha . never b4 out of the top 3 for shortest in class . primary sch was okay as everyone thought that my puberty has yet to come . haha . but in sec sch . i continued the same trend . and it continued . i miss the 10cm growth velocity in sec 1 . haha . that never happened again since then . haha .

so now standing at 157 . abnormally short . haha . there are ppl who asked me why didnt i consult a doctor ? like take drugs or something . haha . i guess its pretty pointless . my mum tried every single chinese medicine and still no result . haha . i'm fated this way . now approaching the end of my puberty . its do or die . but i dun wanna have high hopes . haha . heard alot of ppl are talking abt their ideal height of abt 175++ and above and they really felt terrible for not making to their ideal height . my ideal height is much less demanding for yet tough to achieve . haha . 160 ? 165 ? haha . and i almost wowed when some said that its possible to grow 10 cm during ns . AHHAHA . 10 cm ? big joke ? lol . i pray not for 10 . 3 will be marvellous and 1 would be great . haha . hope that i have gathered enough good deeds for that 3 cm . haha . but anyway i'm used to being short .

ahah . too used to my big head and shortness . haha . and i realised that i find it more weird when ppl call me by chuan jian . haha

similarly i have very different characteristic from a normal 19 yr old . haha .

i dun like soccer , not cars , not basketball and many more . haha . oh well a normal 19 yr olds would most probably like at least one of those bah . ahha . but there are exceptions .

but 1 thing that definitely different from a normal 19 yr old . i have lost interest in girls . haha . thats really different from a 19 yr olds . ahah . it started quite sometime ago . haha . after all the foolishness in sec sch . hah . although there may still be eye candies but i feel nothing . haha . numb . went to art friends today with tee trying to find candle wax for his sister . haha . that place brings back quite some funny memories . haha . remembering the last time i did art and handicraft . haha . it was really foolish . haha . i can still remember clearly the months on planning and execution . all the drawing and cutting and preparation . haha . the not so perfect calendar that i made . LOL . haha . it looked quite horrible . and that idea wasnt originally mine anyway . hhhaa . saw my cousin's birthday gift which was roughly the same idea . haha . i copied . haha . it didnt turn out even a quarter as nice as my cousin's . lol . oh well . thats a long time ago . but such memories really make a big laugh when you revisit those times . hah . anyway art friend was pretty cool . a good place for purchasing material for art and handicraft . haha . but i guess i wont go there anytime soon . i wont be touching art and handicraft for a longgg longgg time . ahah . and the calendar would have most probably be thrown away by now i guess . haha .

so now my current status remains as single but unavailable . haha . its complicated . lol . haha . there are certain things that i did which was ultimately foolish and i dunno why i did such suicidial stuff . haha . so now got to find that bit of self confidence b4 i talk abt finding my wife again . haha .

anyway i saw my potential "wife" today . haha . shes damn pretty and really nice . haha . i would get her real soon . i will . she definitely one who would be able to take all my shortcomings and provide much desired consolations . haha . oh well . will have to find an asuspicious time to get her . haha . after my 2 weeks of confinement i guess ? . ahha . i guess most would have realised wat my wife here refers to . haha . more than willing to spend quite abit for my wife . (: . a long term investment . hah

yawning now as i continue to type . haha .

next abnormality . haha . i sound perfectly different online and real life . haha . i'm more open when talking online and definitely much more reserved when in real life . haah . i dunno why . but i would just keep those comments to myself in real life . haah . ya kinda weird .

furthermore i having lotsa weird feelings recently . ahah . resurfaced after it sunk deep in quite a few yrs ago . haha . these feelings like to resurface whenever things happen . haha . just need some time to untangle the mess and goes back to normal . haha . even i myself dun really understand wats happening . haha . or maybe i do . lol . just using it as an excuse . haha .

oh ya . and i'm quite a big piece of wet blanket . haha . always out there spoiling everyone's mood . a really good example would be this blog bah . haha . it wasnt too bad quite some time ago but now its quite bad . there are certain times that i should really stick my butt at home and stay alone just to make sure that nobody else's mood get spoilt . haha . got quite a biggg mood swing here going on .haha . worst than a female's . haah . although i dun go around scolding and getting frustrated but if i do i will remain really silent . haha . i'm one who really enjoys a silent environment with music playing in the background . haha . not for studying of cos . i believe that theres alot of things that need not be said and can be understood mutually . like care and concern . haha . but i think i'm quite wrong . perhaps it would be much better to really say it out like a simple thank you or i appreciate that . compliments work wonders i guess ? . haha .

ahah . anyway today was the last outings with some of my sec sch classmates . ahah . it should be quite a long time b4 they see me again in my shaven head . haha . my head would definitely look bigger . just dun laugh too loudly if you see me . i appreciate that . haha . ya tee would definitely enjoy that few weeks of peace . haah . and can have time to focus on other more impt stuff . ahah . you still owe me a meal if your plans work . haha . i will remember for life . even just b4 i step into my coffin . haha .

so right now , my main objective is to keep smiling , stay positive and optimistic , things aint as bad as i thought . haha .

its quite a challenging objective .

my smiles feel fake and optimistic is just an illusion .

oh well . its sunday 4am now . haha . wonderful time to end this awfully long and dreadful entry .
congrats to those who finished reading this entry and really thankful for those who left halfway . haha . its not meant for ppl to read . too bloody long and its all abt me . haha .

not sure who will be reading until here . but thanks for listening to my ranches . haha . dial the hotline and i can provide a free thank you lunch . HAH. lol .

ok . my eyes are blurry now . time for bed :)

2007-04-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

swim swim swim . hah

went for a swim today at serangoon swimming complex with terry and anthony .

oh well . i really enjoy swimming . cos i just enjoy swimming lengths after lengths . haha . its fun . peaceful and nice . exercise your whole body . swam abt 30 lengths today ? . haha . just impressed that i still can manage to last quite a while . swimming is something which i can last quite long . and i really enjoy swimming . swimming for the last time as a civilian . haha .

after that long swim . my arms ache a little and my calves was also slightly aching . haha . but its cool . its when your muscles are aching that you have truly exercised those lazy muscles. haha .

went home on 22 . haha .

i took a really long walk home from the bus stop . forgotten that almost all links are sealed up bcos of the upgrading work . haha . but its cool . i had my current wife to accompany me . lol . i truly enjoy music . i know i said that many times . but i would like to reiterate . haha .

those long walks become really short . really enjoying myself .

its another of those small things that make me go WOW . haha .

wo huai nian de is really damn damn nice . at first it sounded normal . but when you listen to it more and more . it becomes really nice . and for me i'm one who pays extra attention to the lyrics of songs i listen to . haha . found alot of nice songs with nice lyrics . wo huai nian de is especially nice and really quite sad . good to smoothen my mood . i use such songs to calm myself down and enjoy the songs . haha.

the song is abt a girl who got 2 timed by his bf . then she broke up with him although she still has feelings for him . and talks abt how she miss the times when they were together . haha . and the guy tried to get her back . but oh well .

haha .

many other nice songs . this album is really good . haha . yan zi is good . (:

this album clearly strengthens my liking for her singing .

ahah . tried to slp in the afternoon . but i just couldnt fall aslp . i think its bcos of the hot weather or perhaps my body felt really hot . its like burning inside . dunno wats happening . haha . i dun think i got sunburnt but i feel really hot . sweating alot . lied on bed for almost an hour with eyes shut and listening to songs again . ahah . as you can see for almost every free time that i have i would listen to songs . haha . and i listen to the same list of songs. but i really like listening to them over and over again . haha . abit freaky .

then went down to meet eugene who needed to get some sand from the nearby bishan park . haha . walked all the way to bishan park while we chat on all rubbish . haha . its fun . sat on a swing and fortunate to be still able to swing myself high enough using momentum . haha .

and we saw joakim and some channel U artiste filming some dunno wat at bishan park . haha . joakim from singapore idol . haha .

continued walking to amk hub and wandered around in the amk hub . haha . drank sweettalk . and the old chang kee had an abnormally long quene . and i knew theres bound to be discount . haha . curry puff going at only half price . haha . no wonder the quene is damn long . i really enjoy their curry puff . but they had only black pepper and tuna puff left . Z . so i settled for the fried squid which i dun need to quene up for . haha . its nice .

then we walked home . haha . a nice walk and nice trash talk . haha .

i guess ns also changed quite a few ppl . haha . of cos its the change for the better . perhaps only the vulgarities part . haha . oh well . i hope i can still control myself . haha . but it should be okay . i got high tolerance . perhaps bcos i really dun wanna stir trouble bah . i'm someone so small . if i get into a fight or watever . i bound to lose out . so for most of the time i just tolerate . haha . call me coward or humji . haha . but thats me .

haha . ate curry chicken cooked by my mum . really tasted nice and really enjoyed it . haha.

as everyone know i'm enlisting on next thurs . my mum was like asking me to tell my grandparents that i'm going in and ask if they wanna come along . haha . i was like wth . i'm really sorry but i really dun wan ppl to make a big fuss out of my enlistment bah . dun need to cry or get worried abt me . i will be ok . its not that i dun wan my grandparents to come for my enlistment or watever . but i'm very happy that my parents can make it bah . the more ppl that comes the more stress i feel . haha . actually i would be fine going myself as well . haha . as i told anthony . i'm a SOLOIST . haha . going solo . its actually nothing big abt enlistment . and i will be back alive and kicking after 2 weeks dun worry . i'm strong enough i hope . haha .

haha . oh well . finally an entry away from all the rubbish . haha . and anthony dun worry abt your blogging like a female . i think i blog like a female as well . if strangers who pop in and dun look at my name would probably guess that i'm a female blogger whos crazy enough to get herself enlisted in army . ahaha .

haha . its yet another long entry . haah .

blogging everyday now till my day of enlistment . haha .

tired. but enjoying it . (:

2007-04-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

haha . its the last 7 days before i sacrifice for the country . lol .

7 days before i enlist . and i can still clearly remember the times when anthony told me that we had abt 90+ days more

and now its down to the final 7 ! .

not sure wat i'm feeling down in my heart . haha . but i'm having this numb feeling . haha .

this numb feeling has always been there . not feeling anything . empty . haha .

perhaps a little low lately . with the plentiful amount of time for myself now since i stopped working . haha .

lying on my bed , listening to music and my mind will start going everywhere . haha . thinking of everything . haha .

i'm the kind who thinks alot . so got to find things to occupy my time so that i keep my mind busy . hah .

quite sian . haha . once i enlist i should be better . too tired to be thinking of anything . haha.

haha . we all should feel happy instead of feeling sad at our age . haha . we still have not gone out to see the real world . haha. and life's quite short to be sad for even a while . haha . perhaps its easier said than done .

been trying my best to enjoy myself . going out with my friends , playing sports and listening to music.

haha . yan zi's new songs are really nice . ahah . this album has more slow and love songs. i really like such songs with a really slow starting and then reaching a peak and then finally comes back down to a low . haha . i truly enjoy such songs esp those sung by yan zi . haha .

wo huai nian de . piao zhe . ni guang . xuan wo .

4 of my top hits . they are really nice .

and they say that tears will roll when you listen to wo huai nian de . haha . its really a touching song .

okay back to where i stopped . hah .

haha .

so right now i'm adapting myself to looking forward to weekends . haha . only time you would have to hang out with your friends once you enlist . haha . and i truly enjoy almost every outing even if its just plain walking on the street or sitting down for a chat . i dun need BIG or WOW events to be happy . hahha .

move forward and dun look back . haha . i'm too used to looking back in my comfort zone and fearing new environment . haha .

and i realised that i'm really quite gutless now . hah . dun dare to do this dun dare to do that . haha . its quite a flop . and i'm always looking forward to ppl coming to me instead of me going to ppl . haha . really very humji . haha.

this entire entry once again is one for myself to read , full of blurry images that only i myself knows wat's happening . hah . i do read my whole blog . ahah . kinda weird but i like to read wat i wrote . haha abit bizarre . hah . self reflection (:

so going to swim again tmr morning with terry and anthony . trying my best to enjoy myself in the water . haha . and swim until my arms and shoulders break down . then when you truly enjoy swimming and exercising . haha .

blogging now to kill time . haha . got more to write but i dun wanna bore anyone reading this . haha . its messy

haha . now i'm thinking whether to get a new mp3 . mine died quite some time ago and i solely depending on my phone now . haha . my wife . haha . gonna have to divorce that wife and buy a new one . haha . cant bring that phone to ns . still considering whether to buy one . but i think i would end up buying one . reached a point in time that i rely alot of music . haha . music works wonders ! . haha . considering which brand to get . ipod mini ? sony ? . wont try creative again . and sony is so damn expensive . ZZZ . perhaps i should spend more and settle for one to last me quite a while .

been eyeing a sony one which cost a bomb . like 250 for a 1 gb one . while a ipod mini 2gb cost only 248 . lol . haha . i'm quite stingy when it comes to buying stuff . while i'm generous when it comes to food . haha . and my atm has been used quite a no. of time that i dun dare to go and update my bank book now . haha . but its not in the reds so its okay . haha .

perhaps ppl can suggest any good mp3 players for me bah . haha . my new wife . haaha .

staring into space now . haha . abit lost and unsure of wat to type . but anyway below is the phrase of my day .

little things that bring joy to other's lives .

haha . all of us should try to do little things for others . haha .

and i hope i'm doing it . haha .

ok . time to surf around to find my new wife . haha . (:

2007-04-01T01:42:00.000+08:00

i'm someone whos gets very emotional . so this post is gonna get really emotional . haha . so beware to those who dun like being emotional .

i'm someone who likes to type or write emotional stuff . hah . maybe bcos i'm really terrible at words and often wat comes out of my mouth always get misinterpreted . haha .

last day at UBS .

bought cupcakes for everyone in office . i'm really happy to see that everyone enjoyed and really found those cupcake really nice . haha . at least that make me feel that i didnt waste my time and effort going all the way to woodland and then getting lost in the neighbourhood just trying to collect those cupcakes . haha .

also gave the ASC ppl and doreen a piggy bank each . haha. i'm not sure if they are nice to them but i hope that they liked it . haha . time flies . i didnt do alot and it soon was time for me to go home . haha . really gonna miss everyone . ahah . i can still vividly remember that tears was in my eyes when june left on thurs . shes a contractor in payroll and shes really nice to me . shes a mother and always asking me abt how should his child be and watever .ahah . really nice . and she bought me breakfast on the last day . haah . really sad that i couldnt give her one cupcake. haha . also will miss my boss as well . shes really nice to me . i think i'm well treated by everyone in office bah . haha . once again tears almost rolled down my face when i left office on friday . haha . i didnt know that i'm someone whos really that emotional sia . haha . i guess my body is made up of more water . haha .

thanks li mei , rachel , amy , dora for the adidas cap . i will definitely wear it when i book out . haha .

thanks doreen for the chocolates .

thanks boss for the chicken rice and jack's place . haah . shes damn funny . she added an egg on my chicken rice . haha .

will miss everyone . the funny payroll mothers , salina and lilian leong . ASC team , fanni , amy , rachel , li mei and boss . Com and ben team , doreen , dora . WM team , daphne , karen , benjamin , Recruitment team , Jaslynn , wai fong . and many more bah . haha . oh ya ! how can i forget IAM manager irene sim . haha . the funny and humorous mother .haha .

as i typed this entry i almost wanted to cry agian sia. haha . sry for being so girlish . haha . i'm really that emotional . haha .

i'm really blessed to be able to work in UBS AG HR . its a wonderful experience and thanks everyone for taking care of the small temp .

oh well . now to my friends. haha

i think i'm really really lucky to be surrounded by quite a no. of really good friends . haah . i truly and really enjoy their company and i really hope that such friendships is forever. haah .

i'm those kind whos difficult to make friends and difficult to make enemies .

but i'm really really fortunate to meet so many good ppl and good friends .

primary sch , sec sch and jc . haha .

i think i dun have to name everyone out and they should know bah . haha .

i think i'm someone whos very appreciative .

i think i have gone mad today . haha . suddenly becoming so emotional . but thats me bah . i'm someone who likes to put things in my heart and keep it only to myself . so sometimes such breakout are common bah . need some form of release . haha . and i think blogging is my best way to release .

or perhaps its all the sad song that i'm hearing . haha . the sadder the better . haha .

dun worry abt me . i'm very fine . just that i needed some venue to release myself . haha .

i feel so much better now .

i pray for all my friends . haha .

stay happy and healthy .

i'm going crazy sia . haha . shall go to bed

2007-03-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

counting down to enlistment ! .

time flies . ahah . i could still remember my first day of work and now its coming to my last few days ! .

end of my work = awaiting NS !

ahah . its only abt 2 more weeks b4 my enlistment ! . quite nervous and worried . haha . but i guess everyone else went through it so its only time that i go through it as well . ahah . go in a boy , come out a man . hahah . i think i will go in a boy , come out a kid . ahha . all the heavy weight and exercise making me lose weight and lose HEIGHT ! omg . haha .

i hope to gain muscles and gain HEIGHT ! . ahah . my very very very last part of my puberty cycle ! . haha

if not i'm just gonna admit to fate and stay short . haha .

my much desired 170 cm ! may i see the light at the end of the tunnel ! .

hahaa .

shall start planning my 1 week plus of rest days to fully enjoy myself. haha . shall change into a sport week . haah .exercise , sports , exercise and more sports . haha . badminton squash swimming running volleyball . haah . transformation into a sporty person ! . haha .

my aunt saw me the other day and stuffed me 100 bucks , telling me to enjoy myself . lol . end up i spent quite a huge proportion of it buying things for my last day . hah . giving my colleagues stuff . and ordered really nice cupcakes :D . really not sure where should i spent the 100 bucks on . haha . and i still have money on me . so dun worry abt my own entertainment fees . haha . although i have been spending real lotsa money but its still not in the reds . so its okay .

last week of work . endless task to complete. haha . filing here and filing there . now always hiding myself in the file room and climbing up and down , right and left to file this and that . haha . quite tiring . and my muscles are starting to protest and ache on me !

haha . discovered something interesting . haha . the 3 temp girls ! . if you look at their desk, you will think that they are permanent staff there sia . haha . they really act like they are permanently there . haha . they bring their own pillows , their own jacket and coat and then hanging it on the chair . and they even bring in their own tissue boxes and moisturiser for their hands . lol . most of the permanent there have their own moisturisers for their hands . lol . and i was shocked when one of them took out one from their drawers and started applying . they also bring their own mug and flask . -.- . fully geared up to be converted to a permanent there sia . ahah . and guess wat they are also 18 ! and they act so much like a permanent . omg . i feel really lousy . cos with one look you will know that i cant be a perm there . haha .

i'm really upset over how lousy a temp i am . haha . i bring nothing but my access pass, phone , wallet , a packet of tissue and a small water bottle to work everyday . haha . i bring them there and bring them home everyday . not leaving anything in office . haha . slightly better now . i left one packet of snacks i bought on my table with a label of my BIG name on it . haha . i dun have my own jacket or coat , my mug and flask and of cos no hand moisturisers . haha perhaps guys are like that . benjamin also dun bring anything in or out of office . haha .

ahah . lucky benjamin should be working there permanently real soon . ahah . its always good to start working in a big bank . haha . found a job even b4 graduating . haha . but i guess it will be stressful . looking at wat he does now and in comparison to wat i do now . haha . its a "brain killer" vs a "no brainer" task . hah .

being a kid now is really stressful . haha . overheard 2 mothers in my office talking abt their kids . haha . one started asking if she should enroll her kids for courses . ahah . and the other immediately said that of cos you should . haha . i enroll my son in chinese lessons , english lessons , sports camp, science camp and my daughter in ballet , art and craft and etc etc . the list was endless . ahah . she ended off by saying i enroll my kids in everything possible . haha .

if i were her child, i would die sia. no time to even go out and play or touch the computer . haha . being a kid nowadays is really stressful . parents expect you to be good in everything single thing . haha .

haha . but for my kids , i hope to keep their life simple and stress-free . haha . but i would definitely want them to learn a music instrument . hah . something that i had wanted as a kid but got no chance for . ahah . its good to learn how to play a musical instrument . haha . but for the other courses , if my child wanna enroll then i'll enroll him bah . haha . free and easy .

abit weird now to start thinking abt my kids . hah . like wat i told tee . i think i will still be single 50 years down the road . LOL . omg . i would be 69 then ! . all the white hairs and wrinkles . lol . and tee will also join me in the lonely bachelor journey . HAHA . not cursing him okay .

i remembered my classmate asking everyone a question abt their future wives . haha .

do you mind your wife being more superior than you ? . lol . in terms of earnings and rank . haha .

haha . for me i seriously dun mind sia. haha . alot of ppl gave me a weird stare when i said that to my classmates . ahah . some of them cannot take the fact that their wives are more superior than they are . haah . but now in this equal society . haah . i guess the situation will be more and more common .

call me new age man . ahah . :D

lol . suddenly this entry turns into a discussion into the future . haah .

its still quite a long time b4 i think i will get married . haah .

haha . really tired from the days of working . seriously need that extra minute of slp . haah .

shall stop here b4 i start yawning endlessly . haha .

update again soon :D

2007-03-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

haha 2nd entry for the day .

my body is like an inferno . it burns on the touch . no amount of air con can stop the heat . the aftermath of a sunburnt . its painful to the touch and vulnerable to hot water . i can only bathe in cold water now . endurance .

i started recently to like dull colours . haha . dull is cool . haha . bought a shirt that looks really dull and i really like the dull colour. haha . it looks like wat my dad would buy too. haha . genetic ! . haha . perhaps dull suit me .

also i started listening to justin timberlake's song . his songs are interesting . the lyrics are surprising and its really nice . haha . current fave is my love and what goes around .

music is my next best friend after my phone . after my mp3 died sometime ago , my phone has become my next wife . haha . she accompanies me all the way , playing my fave songs . haha . becoming kinda a weirdo . haha . but its true . i enjoy walking with my wife alone . haha .

went for a run again today . haha . pushed my determination a little bit higher . lasting for 8 laps around the park . not sure how long that is but my guess is abt 4 km ? . haha . was dying at the end of the run and all the exercises . haha . and my sunburnt just make everything worst .

went home to bathe in cold water and headed off for a birthday celebration to eat .

not sure wats with my appetite recently . for the whole day i ate nothing except a small portion of chips and just a tiny plate of noodles at the birthday celebration. haha . i just dun feel like eating . not that i'm dieting or having some illness . haha . perfectly healthy . just that i really dun enjoy eating now . haha .

then went off to orchard to watch mr bean with tee . mr bean is quite a disappointment . it isnt exactly that funny . they showed all the funny parts on the tv ! so no surprises . its really not as funny as the mr bean serial ! ahah . not really worth the money .

money flowinggg out like tap leaking water . haha . needa work again to earn my money . haha .

its a really tiring weekends with many activities . haha . perhaps that the way i should go and enjoy myself b4 i enlist . haha . shall go around walking more often . ahah . kinda weird but i enjoy walking and looking around . haah . i guess i would really die for an overseas trip to sightsee . haha .

shall find some time and some place to go . haha . but guess it impossible until after my ns bah . haha .

tiring and working tmr . shall go to bed . i need an ice bed .

haha .

2007-03-25T13:55:00.000+08:00

tiring week ! .

lol . this week was a really tiring week . with me almost falling asleep in office so many times within a week . haha . its hella tiring .

work is still piling up . haha . not sure if i can finish all my work b4 my last day on the 30th march . if not my boss would extend me for another few days . haha . tiringggggggg .

its almost the end of my work . pros and cons . can finally rest at home and stone at home for the few days b4 i get enlisted . haha . cons . i actually will miss working there . its a nice place to work in .

went for a dinner buffet at the holiday inn hotel with my 20/05 classmates . lol . stupid yuxuan suggesting such "great" hotel with such "great" buffet . haha . the food there was just normal . and theres seriously little variety of food there although its a international buffet . haha . most of my classmates all didnt eat alot yet were full . haha . the food makes you dun feel like eating alot . haha . ended up all the guys rushing and fighting for the marshmallow and the chocolate fondue . ahah . marshmallow ran outta stock frequently and we were all fighting with little kids for the marshmallow . haha . all of us laughed and talked like barbarians . haha . i think we chased quite some customers away . we basically ate abit and chatted for a longg while . haha . its fun . haha . laughing and talking abt our lives , abt ns life , abt working life and abt university choices . haha .

quite alot is aimming for biz i guess ? and engineering's quite hot too . haha . quite interested to see what course i would be given. hahah . i'm seriously not sure if i would wan chem engineering . haha . i'm afraid i had a terribly wrong perception of that course . hah . then i would die in there .

the next day at work was hell . i almost couldnt wake up and was struggling to get to office . haha . i think my boss was even more busy than i am . haha . she mentioned abt slping at only 3am . ahah . i dunno wat shes doing . shes like busy for every single moment yet she likes to chat and gossip . shes a no.1 busybody in office . haha .

oh well . went for a ex 4/1 outing on thurs . haha . was quite shocked at the awesome attendance .ahah . alot of rare guests like the 3 c 1 a and cason kenny clique . haha . almost 20 of us there . quite a big and successful class outing . haah .

not bad i realised that i still have pri sch outings , sec sch outings and jc outings . hah . not bad . my mum keeps saying that i got such a big social circle . always going out with different group of ppl . ahah . but i beg to differ . haha . i think i have quite a no. of friends . but i'm always the kind who waits for ppl to inititate . haha . seldom do i initiate activites or outings . haha . those ppl who know me well will definitely notice my characteristics . hah .

okays . back to the week .

went to sentosa on sat with jen and clique . haha .sentosa is always fun . i love to play beach volleyball . haha . we set up our own ASS Beach Club . haha . and its currently recruiting beach goers . ahha . and our next investment would be a mikasa beach volleyball . haha . the ball that i had is really an ancient ball and its dying out . haha . was burnt once again . haha . red like a roasted piglet . haha . had our own beach volley session , picnic and sunbathing sessions . haha .

growing fatter and fatter . in a dire need to exercise and gain more muscles so that i can wear singlet someday . haha . i look like i'm drowning in my singlet . haha . damn skinny . haha .

exercise exercise and more exercise . haha . promised anthony for a swimming session after the end of my work . haha .

and i have outlined an ambitious plan . haha . running and then swimming . lol . double cardio exercise to shred all the fats . haha . sounds like a paramount task . and i hope i can accomplish it . hah .

ouch . sunburnt all over . hah .

oh well . shall now continue stonning at home . haha .

ZZZZ

tired .

2007-03-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

350th post !

ahha . i didnt know i took so long to reach 350 . i remembered it was really long time ago since i touched the 200 mark . haha .

work in UBS has been piling . haha . recently workload increased . haha . and lotsa manual work now . haha . has been training my biceps and arms really often in the office . carrying heavy ringfiles in and out . transporting them here and there . haha . gained more muscles !

my final 2 weeks in UBS HR . when you eventually stop work , you will usually get a mixed feelings . good that you can finally take a rest , bad when you will miss some of the ppl there , the environment and stuff . haha . ppl there are really quite nice to me . haha . my boss is also really funny and generates alot of entertainment and often noise in the office . haha . but shes nice also bah .

final 2 weeks in the UBS with an overwhelming workload to complete . ahah . have to create over 100 files and more . to do archiving for really old files like almost 12 yrs ago . haha . and then eventually rearrange all the files in alpha order . haha . quite a tremendous amount of work to complete .

have to think of wat to buy for all the stuff there . hah . theres like almost 20++ ppl there . haha . although i dun have contact with quite some of them but its always more polite to give to everyone and not leave anyone out .

i find it weird but i heard from employees there that the office politics in the UBS HR is quite fierce . haha . apparently i dun see any of them . haha . oh well . perhaps i still dun work there for long enough and not with contact with everyone there bah . haha . wat i see is always the nicer side of the office . haha .

even benjamin told me quite some office politics and abt his bosses . ahah . had lunch with him on thursaday . then he mentioned abt his bosses and stuff . ahah . something i dun see at all . haah . quite funny . hes really well mannered abt very gentlemanly sia. hah . but i'm very well mannered and gentlemanly as well . just that i'm not to his standard yet . haha . at least i dun swear like wat some said abt the other 3 temp girls . haha . was quite shocked when they say that they swear alot . haha . but they like to print alot of rubbish and dun collect them ! waste all the papers ! .

ahha . anyway ben probably gonna get employed permanently in the UBS HR . haha . but not with his current wealth management team . he wants to stay in the team but short of headcount . then my boss was really fast at headhunting him down . ahah . talked to his boss abt asking him to join the ASC team . haha . not bad sia . found a job even b4 he graduates . haha . i think if i dun have NS i might also become quite a long time contractor or something like that . haha .

its quite hard to find a hardworking and dun complain staff like me okay . haha . RARE breed . i will be treasured by any employer who employs me . ahah . and i dun play office politics . haha .

oh well . although everyone seems pretty nice . but i got to say that eventually when you work at someplace permanently, you bound to find nice ppl and really hateful ppl . haha .

anyway there was this really rude secretary who was really very rough and aggressive, demanding alot from my boss . anything my boss says she just say i dun want that , i dun wanna hear it , i dun care . ahah . shes really quite irritating . acting big shot although shes just a secretary for some bigshot in the bank . haha .

my boss asked if i would like to continue working for one week . but i decided to stay home and rest. hah . she even asked me how long i'm gonna be in ns . and if i come out and shes still working there then can find her again . haha .

of cos i wont mind working there again . its a nice place bah . for a temp perhaps its good . haha .

okays enough of my workplace .

went out till quite late these 2 days . haha . enjoying myself walking around with my friends . haha . its been quite a long while since i last had a long chat and simply talking alot . haha . in office i'm always the silent one . doing my work quieting . and then go home , slp , go work , go home , slp , go work . haha . its really nice to be with your friends even if its just walking around aimlessly (thats wat made up the bulk of our outing) . ahah . the pool fever is recently on the rise . haha . played pool like yest and today . haha . thats basically a compulsory part of every outing . i'm still a newbie . haha . play quite average . not that bad yet not that good . haha .

poor commandoes have to get back into camp on sunday night . and police dun even get a block leave . haha .

played squash today with chinhwee , teehong and terry . hah . been quite long since i last played squash . its really nice to retouch my racket again . although i'm still really lousy in it but i truly enjoy the game . haha . its really nice that i have chosen it as my cca in jc . at least i learnt a new sports . ahah . although it felt really stressful and saddening during trainings last time . but now i really miss trainings . haha .

played pool at the cafe above the squash court and drank loads of water and swallowed many crinkle cut fries . haah .

walked all the way to amk and strolled aimlessly around amk with tee for quite sometime before settling down at mac to eat and catch the man u match . haha . been really long since i last watched a live match . ahah . world cup finals ? . haha . quite an interesting match with decent amount of goals. haha .

tee is really a bloody magazine freak sia . bought dunno how much worth of magazines . haha . he should just go for those bite side book and i think one will be enough to keep him really occupy . haha . save your money to treat me to a meal for making me look so awkward when i helped you take that magazine for you . ! all the aunties were giving me weird glances . haha .

ahah . really tired out from the day-long outing . haha . to complete the day would be a nice and long slp through and then waking up tmr morning to play my fave romance of the 3 kingdom . haha .

little and simple things that keep me going . haha .

time for my wonderful slp . :D

2007-03-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

teehong's birthday . ahah

his birthday was 2 days ago as of now . haha . but anyway its never too late for a belated birthday wish . haha . i shall list down some wishes i think he would really like to have . haha .

ACE the commando training .

becoming one of the best commandoes in history .

BIGGER BIGGER and BIGGER MUSCLES .

find a gf and occupy his free time . haha .

get drawn in a lucky dip and win himself a car .

and probably WIN the IRON MAN title . haha .

oh well . i guess i'm quite accurate with all his wishes . haha . he should thank me . haha .

anyway happy birthday. our asian rocky . haha .

openhouses .

went to nus and ntu openhouses today . haha . i had always told myself that by going for the openhouse i will be more confident of making my courses choice . haha .but apparently its not true . haha . i'm still stuck at the same old point . haha .

engineering seems the way i should go . but seriously i had never look at or experience the work of an engineer . haha . anyway one of the deciding citeria that got me to wanna take up chemical engineering is the word chemical . hah . been quite interested in chemistry with regards to the lab aspect and learning abt chemicals . ahah . but when i browsed their 4 yrs of modules , its seemed alot of physics . hah . like thermodynamics and stuff . as for specialisation , i think pharmaeutical is cool . and petrolchemical is quite interesting as well . but if i graduate i may have to work in jurong island ! . DAMN FAR . Z. hais . that why i'm still unsure if i should really get into chemical engineering . haha . anyway i got to consider the fact that i might not even get in in the first place . ahah . tough competition for this course . haha .

business is another course which i seemed interested in . haha . NTU biz is quite cool . with cooler specialisation than NUS's . but nus campus life feels more interesting . haha . as for biz . i think working in UBS is quite cool . and working in hotel and resorts is quite cool as well . tourism and hospitality sounds fun . banking earns decently . haha . oh well . but my uncle strongly discourage me from going to business . haah . not sure why . perhaps its my english ? . haha . not sure .

haha . in the end i'm still stuck at wat to choose for myself . haah . i dunno if i would like this or prefer that or would enjoy another . haha .

dilemma . haha .

oh well . spent almost 15 hours outside home today . haha .

watched rocky with tee , played pool with tee and jasmen , walked around ntu and nus with anthony yuan ru and terry . haha .

rocky is not bad a show . not for ppl who wanna watch the fighting . but for ppl going for the story bah . haha . tee was damn excited watching his idol fight sia. hahah . hes aiming to be the next rocky . haha . then can film his own show . perhaps i can act as some useless char inside as well . ahha . lol . oh well . too bored . haha .

recently i just introduced my BFF list . haha . best friend forever. haha . and dumb anthony just perceived that hes in my list. haha . so BHB . getting in my list is more stringent that getting the PSC scholarships . ahah .

the main citeria includes , MUZ be BELOW 157cm . haha . see . tough citeria right . haha . and many more citerias which i haven thought of yet . haha .

oh well . currently the no. of ppl in my list is 0 ! . ahah .

okays i'm crapping . haha .

shall go to bed .

anyway happy belated birthday to tee again .

shall see wat i can get bah . haha . see anything interesting gift to buy . haha

2007-03-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

another new post .

ahah . firstly i got to apologise for my poor english to all readers . hah .

i hope it isnt that bad . haha .

RESULT DAY .

oh well . it was a tense and uneasy day. been having dreams for the few days , dreaming of alot of worst case senarios and feeling uneasy because i sensed that something will surely go wrong . haha . just like my O lvls when i got a C5 for HCL . when i was hoping for a A2 or B3 . ahha . so decided not to set too high an expectation just so that i wont feel sooooooo disappointed when things didnt turn out as well as i thought . haha .

had lunch with my ex classmates and were chatting happily , no one mentioned a single word abt the result or the exams . hah . i guess everyone is really worried yet trying hard not to show their nervousness . haha .

reached sch at abt 1.30pm and starting strolling around the sch to look out for new facilities and new environment. haha .

everyone did well this time around for A lvls . haha . Science subj did really well . with bio reaching a unprecedented 70% A for the whole sch ! . ahah . alot of ppl suddenly wanted to take BIO . haha . a 70% chance to get A . arts subj didnt do as well . and so was gp . 60++ ppl failed gp . only a mere 92% passing rate . haha . i was holding my heart , praying that i didnt fail my gp .

one by one , my classmates got their results . my class did really well i guess . with 14 ppl getting at least 3 A . its splendid results but all our GP sux quite badly . no A , a couple of B and the rest C .

2 person in my class failed gp . the first one cried when she got the results . cried very hard . yet trying to feel happy . its really tough .

it was my turn . i went up and sat down . my result slip was out . i scrolling from top to bottom . seeing BAAA , B for econs A for maths chem and phy . i was quite satisfied although i had always hope for straight A . haha . i was dumbfound when i scroll further down to see the grade for GP . i got a D7 . a suddenly and immediately swing of mood . i didnt know wat to do or wat to say . maggie quek tried to cool me down by saying that dun worry , you still can get into uni .

i failed my gp . hah . its really quite saddening . now i wished that i failed my econs and pass my GP . haha . its much better that way . haha . oh well . isnt my luck i guess to be the "lucky" one .

everyone did well . haha . happy for everyone . for almost everyone , the final decision btw a good uni score and average uni score all went down to the GP grades . haha .

i got 60 pts . hah . shall see which course would i be able to get in .

haha . still unsure of wat course to take or which uni to go to . haha .

i dunno how i managed to contain myself regarding my gp grades . upset yet i'm feeling quite okay . haha .

it was my family members that made quite a big commotion when they heard that i failed my gp .

my aunt said that i should go to poly , while some asked me to retake my gp , ahha

going to poly would be my last choice . i dun wanna waste my time, effort, blood and sweat of my 3 A .

retaking is quite impossible since there's no guarantee that i will get back my 3 A .

everyone in the family was trying hard to console me although i didnt say or make ppl feel that i'm upset . they were all more worried than i am . i know everyone is concerned but i think they are too overly worried that starts to make me feel uncomfortable .ahah .

oh well . will try to apply for uni courses . shall try for chemical engineering although i know the chances is really slim . haha .

business ? . ahah . sounds like a decent course .ahah . after working in UBS for sooo long . i see bachelor of business everywhere and earning quite a decent wage . ahah . shall see . hah .

not very sure of the other courses . hah . and not sure abt which sch to go to .

switching to a next topic .

EARTHQUAKE .

an earthquake broke out in north Sumatra . hah . was in my office when the earthquake happened . the build shoke for seconds . although i didnt feel anything at all . was on the way to toilet when someone from IT saw me and exclaimed that the floor is shaking ! . haha . i thought it was a joke . haha . and continued to answer the nature's call . ahha . went back into office and most of my colleagues felt the shaking . and decided its time to go for LUNCH ! . haha . so everyone headed down and went for lunch . ate at some place low rise and farrrrrrrrr away from suntec city as some went afraid of collapse of the suntec TOWER 5 . ahha . for me , i thought that that was abit too over . haha . singapore is still pretty safe i guess . no need to worry that much . ahah . had a really longggggggg lunch just to ensure that everything is really over before we head back to office . haha . a benefit for me ! .

the only negative was that i felt quite drowsy and giddy throughout the rest of the day . haha . the earthquake ? .

haha . poor benjamin had to sit beside the 3 other temp girls in the main office . haha . the whole row is squeesy like mad . sitting side by side with like less than 5 cm between each of them . haha . all of them got their own phone , email and computer i guess . i'm the only one without all of them . except computer . haha . but of cos its good without all of them . haha . with email , you got to reply to your mail , answer your call and stuff . haha . they are all from the WM team . not sure if their work is tougher than mine but i think mine is really slack . ahha . i help out for most of the non important stuff and miscellous chores . haha . own time own target .

i have the luxury of choosing btw 3 desk to sit at everyday . haha . 2 at the corner of the office while one in the middle . haha . enjoying myself with the 2 desk at the corner of the office . had my chance of stoning in office . haha . get to choose to sit at the far corner without computer and 2 giant monitors blocking anyone my line of sight of everyone else in the office or the desk in front of it , with computer which i can use . and do light surfing of web . haha . i'm the guard of the outprocesses 2007 and the comp statements for last yr . hah . also the expert in making and searching for P files . i'm now assigned the role of HR EXPERT ASSISTANT . ahah . (gave my own title) . haha . talented and with a bright future ahead ! :D

600k per annum and 1.5m bonus !

and my boss is back today . the whole office got noiser . shes quite a noise pollution . always exclaiming abt not enough time to do her work and stuff , and she threw me quite a big project today . haha . A PROJECT aka Archiving project . haha . doing all the archiving of files dated almost 10 yrs ago . haha . its my next BIG THING , hah . will last for quite long i guess .

haah . the previous temp girl came to office today to get her testimonial written by my boss . haha . shes really quite sociable . hah . almost everyone in my team missed her . haha .

i guess i'm like the direct opposite . i seldom talk , although i really would like to have a nice chat . haha . i listens alot , enjoy listening and then reflecting within myself . haha .

i'm actually quite a weirdo . haha . with alot of clashes of interest within myself . hah . i sometimes find it quite funny . haha . there are ppl who says that i talk alot and there are ppl who says that i dun talk at all . ahah . the direct contrast . haha . but i got to say i'm really a keen listener . haha . i enjoy listening to others although most of the time i dun voice out my views . haha .

oh well . enlistment is drawing nearer and nearer . haha . been trying my best to enjoy my last mth before i lose my civilian status for 2 yrs . haha .

been playing romance of the 3 kingdom 11 . haha . its really a nice game . i truly enjoy the stories of the romance of the 3 kingdom . i love the chars and their stories . hah . addicted to that game .

also listening to alot of music now . hah . music is now a major part of my life . cant really live without music. ahha . listening to mostly english songs now . haha . music is one of the greatest invention for me i guess . haha .

oh well its a longggg entry . hah shall head back and play my game and enjoy .

working again tmr . haha . guess i'm pretty used to working life now . perhaps my workplace is pretty decent and i'm slightly enjoying myself . ahah . ppl are nice there :D .

2007-02-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

doom's day coming . result day this friday . haha . anxious anxious anxious . lol . if anyone says that he or she is feeling nothing abt it , its definitely a lie . lol .

no matter how hard i tell myself not to think . i still keep speculating . Z . lol . i always thought that i feel nothing abt the result day . haha . but when they announced it that its official . it just cant get out of my head . lol .

pray for good results . but i have a bad sense that something bad might happen . lol .

wanna hope for good results but with high hopes its greater disappointment when the hope didnt realise . haha .

of cos i hoped for 4 A's and GP B3 . lol . but i think its highly unlikely . a really slim chance . haha .

after working in UBS for so long and looking at sooooooooooooo many A lvl results cert . its really VERY difficult to get A's . >< .

soooooooo many result cert but i dun see many A's lol .

but anyway i also learnt that earning big bucks in the future doesnt necessary means you muz get straight A's . lol . just got to get a degree and everyone's quite on par . it depends on your own talents and skills . lol .

haha . been inspired and spurred on . ahah . i wanna earn 600k per annum . and get 1.5m bonus . haha . :D .

600k per annum equates to abt 2k per day if there are abt 20 working days . LOL .

imagine ! . lol . thats not including the bonus . haha .

oh well . my work has been further extended to end march . lol .

ate lunch at kenny rogers today . today lunch lasted 1 hr 45 mins . lol . cos my colleagues wanted to rest a while and chit chat . lol . heard alot of pretty scary old incident with regards to previous temp employed by my boss . hah . heard abt a past temp who had a mountain high of work to do everyday . heard that my boss was quite demanding and wanted to save money . and thus only hired one temp to do alot of work . eventually the temp broke down . crying one night at the office toilet . and then left . then somehow my boss learnt her lessons and things got better i guess . lol . then after many temps i was hired . lol .

things look pretty well for me . lol . my impression is a big contrast with their's . for me , work has been quite moderate . if not pretty little for me . lol . and my boss is pretty nice to me . never pile work for me . haha . the worst she gave me was to sort out 6 thick ring files . but at least i finished it and she was happy . she even gave me a hong bao . haha . although i heard of like 300 bucks hong bao received by the others by their boss . haha . but oh well . at least i was given a hong bao . haah .

my boss is still on block leave and not back yet . haha . she sorta asked me to look after her dying plant before she left on her leave . haha .

her plant had 4 leaves b4 she left . lol .

and only 1 leaf now ! . lol . the whole plant is like rotting . =.= . the stem and etc . basically the whole plant . Z . its quite horrible . haha . she got poor gardening skills . all the leaves started rotting as well and starting dropping . i helped her changed water last friday . haha . so now its left with only 1 leaf . lol . wonder wats the reaction .

haha .

oh well . heard alot more funny stories again .

stories of flying lizards and giant cockroaches . haha .

so there were some transfer-in IAs on international assignment . so they were given a temporay place to stay at for their short term assignment in singapore . haha .

oh well . theres alot of complains abt all the places they were placed in . haha . among the funniest i have heard is flying lizards and giant cockroaches . lol .

apparently i heard that one of those assignee found wat he / she believed to be a flying lizard . haha . and she complained to HR abt the room . haha . he / she even drew out a sketch of the flying lizard . haha .

heard of lizard that flies ? . lol . evolution ? lizard has wings ? drank red bull ?

and the worst was when he / she even tried to sketch our a drawing of the creature which she believed to be a flying lizard . haha .

haha . then another assignee complained bcos she sighted GIANT cockroaches . haha .

i believed he / she thought that that was the guiness world record for the biggest cockroaches . haha .

haha . there are more . haha . like bed bugs on the bed . beaten the lady all over that she was given 3 days medical leave . ahah .

when i heard those i almost burst out laughing . haha . but kept trying to control . haha . cos its really damn funny . haha .

another HR dept exclusive lo hei lunch at Conrad this thursday . haah . just had a company one last wednesday and the HR dept decided to have their very own at conrad . lol . another lunch buffet and i'm officially invited . haha . basically everyone in the HR dept is invited . another free lunch buffet at conrad :D .

i realised that actually alot of my colleagues in office are actually not permanent staff . most of them are contractors ! . lol . just that they have their own comp , their own email , own extension . ahha . while i had none of those . haha . but its good . i'm sure with all those i would have much more things to do . ahah .

everyones complaining that working in UBS is really stressful . but obviously i dun find mine stressing . haha . oh well . i dunno .

oh well . i'm going back to fix my the other comp now .

apparently my bro went to download some hack for games and then got my harddisk infected with spywares and watever rubbish . Z .

BLAST those who invented and started the whole spyware and virus thing . Z . too much time up their sleeves and not spending them on effective work done . Z .

how its pretty beyond repair and i may need to get new parts . Z .

but of cos let bless that it will miraculously work for some unknown reason . haha .

2007-02-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

finally a new post after soooo long . haha . today marks the end of the workathon . lol. working everyday since last monday . haha . weekdays for UBS and weekends for peddlered . lol

the shoes sale is horrendous . ahah . it truly shows the ugly side of singaporeans . the venue turn out to be a warfield with ladies snatching shoes and dumping shoes all over . haha . the whole sale venue felt worst than an elephant rampage .

after the end its really shoes here and there . and the poor thing is most of the shoes around lost its brother or sister or lover . haha . its a right side here and a left side there and a size 36 here and a size 37 there . lol . its really chaotic . ladies bring like 5 shoes in hand asking you for sizes for all 5 . and the very next moment another lady beside her shove you with another 3 shoes for sizes . and they get pissed when they feel that you neglect them and keep insisting that you serve them although its really quite impossible to all of them . Z . and the worst thing is , after they tried the shoes , if they dun wanna get them they would dump it all around . and thats when the sides of shoes get missing . haha .

so towards the end of day one of the sales, almost everything brought to us we simply say last piece . haha . its too chaotic to look for sizes and simply impossible to find the other side of the shoes they bring to us . haha .

end up we had to repack and rematch those shoes again . and we worked like 15 hrs on the day 1 of the sales . ZZ . how incredible .

luckily i'm only working for 2 days for the shoes sale . haha . if not i will die . i will dream of getting crushed by shoes . ZZZ .

oh . i served denise keller during the sale :D . shes quite friendly and nice . :D

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back to UBS ,

oh well . i'm been enjoying myself working in UBS . hah . the ppl there are really nice . haha .and my boss is really funny . although shes like 12 yrs older but shes still acts quite immaturally . haha . they like to disturb each other and joke and tease around . haha . its really funny . i sit beside her now . so i get to eavedrop . haha . its really funny . haha . time flies and its been 1 mth since i worked in UBS . although i'm the only temp there , the place is quite nice to work in . food available anytime , ppl are really funny . and they dun treat you as a temp but as a actual employee . hah . got to eat alot of different stuff . and i feel quite paiseh cos i have been treated to quite alot of meals already .

and my boss just gave me a mini zhao cai mao for CNY . shes going for block leave from next week onwards and only coming back on 7th march . hah . will be short of laughters in office . haha . oh well . i guess i will be further extended to end march . haha . just before i get enlist . i guess its okay for me bah . i doubt i will do anything else to enjoy myself if i dun work .

i'm beginning to feel that i seriously will have no life once i start working !.

lol . i goes to work and goes home everyday . ahah . no other activities . i guess i'm a boring person . but i do enjoy walking around alone . and look at things and stuff . i dunno why but i really enjoy walking around alone . haha . shopping alone allows me to buy stuff . i cant buy stuff with ppl accompanying me . i'm a indecisive fellow . hah and a boring one . haha . so i should remain single and not torture my gf . hah . if i had one i mean . haha .

just bought a slingbag and new headphones for myself . i have tried all my best to just see , and like and then just buy , i really hate "the looking for better alternative" mindset that i have . hais. ahaha makes me shop so long and never buy anything . haha . ya i got really poor fashion sense . so the thing i buy mostly turn out to be really ugly on me . haha .

oh well .

ns is coming nearer and nearer . and the more i hear from tee and friends who went in , the more i feel worried. ZZ . haha . now i'm just a "go in and come out" person . haha . just hope to go in and come out as a whole . ahhaha . not much ambition .ahah . except for maybe growing taller . ahah which is quite impossible . and i hope to get in shape . hah .and have a good body . hahahah . lol .

now i finally realise why ppl says that ns transforms boys into mans . lol . oh well . when you go into ns , you simply go and tire yourself soooo completely and bore yourself to death that when you are out , you just suddenly is too tired to speak or talk much , making yourself rather silent and possibly speaking in a deeper tone now after all the boredom and sufferings . hah . so that makes you look more matured . haha .

haha . i dunno why some ppl would be quite excited abt going into ns . Z . after all the experiences i had heard . i have decided to try my best to enjoy my remaining times to overwhelm the 2 yrs of boredom just at the corner of the eye . haha .

haha . my attempts included watching hua yang shao nian shao nu . haha . its really a nice and funny show . haha . shall find more things to do and occupy my time more meaningfully . haha .

can see that my life is really grey and boring . haha . oh well . thats me :D

teleporting to malaysia tmr . haha shall slp now :D .

gd nites ppl and happy chinese new year . hah

2007-02-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

my week at the UBS bank :D

hello . its me again , reporting to you live from my house. haha .

this week at UBS bank was quite happening . haha . lotsa events and incredible eye opener . really first time in my entire 18 yrs of life .

i keep this piece of blank A4 paper in office . haha . to write down all the happenings . lol . and now within one week. its totally filled with words . lol . can see how happening it is . hah .

haha shall start with NS .

one of the colleague there is really damn funny . shes quite a matured lady . ahah . alittle old . haha . but theres no stopping her hilarious talks . haah . she came to office on monday telling everyone that she sacrificed her boy for nation building . haha . lol . one of her son is also 18 and got into ns on the 26 of jan . which coincides with jasmen and charles . lol . haha . sacrificing his son for nation building . lol . hes son is most prob a PES C , flat foot . ahah . and most prob doing clerical job . =.= . sacrifice for nation building ?!? . lol .

shes really hilarious . she calls me "little one" cos she cant remember my name . ahah . i really love her hilarious talks . never fails to make me giggle . haha . shes also very nice . haha . always asking me why i go home so late . haha . and keep telling my boss that shes gonna call the police for child labour . haha . and she even asked if i wanna go for their HR dinner at ritz carlton and act as her son . haha . that dinner is quite prestigous . only those big shots in the HR dept went for it . haha .

she also mentioned abt high tech loan sharks . haha . using the internet to send pig heads . lol . she said that in china now , those loan sharks dun just go to your house and hang the pig heads . lol . expensive . haha . they scan the pig head and send to your email . and hangs the pig head on your computer screen . haha .

fridge fright !

lol one day i went to office and one of the perm staff starting complaining that the mini fridge that they have in the office is spoilt . haha . their precious yoghurts and ultra slim and low fat milk is spoilt . haha . they are always talking abt losing weigh . haha . but the fact is its quite tough to remain slim in the UBS HR office . lol .

they have bak gwa now . which eveyone eats . and the staff there have like crystal jade once a week, and many other food everyday . lol . they eat alot . haha .

oh well back to the fridge . lol . irene came to fix the fidge , shes the hilarious lady i talked abt . haha . she sits beside the fridge . lol . and after just abt 1 sec . the fridge is fixed . lol. someone went to off the switch . haha .

SANDY the guy . lol .

there was this person called sandy . lol . and the report says that he / she is reporting for ns . lol . and those staff asked if it is a he / she . lol . sandy sounds totally like a female to me . haah . and female can opt for NS ? . lol . but in the end it turn out sandy's a guy . haha . i wonder who would want to be named sandy ? i mean a guy . haha .

STATIONERY WAR . lol

although theres alot of stationery at the office . haha , (its free for all) . i took like a few black pens . :x . but the staff there are really fussy abt stationeries . they only want to use their own pens . lol . and whenever they lose their pens , they would scream WHO STOLE MY PEN . haha . and they will go around saying you owe me a folder ! (i took 2 folders home :x) haha . its really hilarious . haha . and my boss always owe ppl stationeries . and always loses her pen .

the people there are also really fussy . they want all sorta colours for their pens and highlighter
. pink skyblue orange yellow . ahah

MY BOSS'S BIRTHDAY :D

lol . its my boss's birthday today . haha . oh well . went to eat at sizzler for lunch yest . haha . and the staff there refuse to take my money . i feel really paiseh . and they accepted the money from benjamin . that make me even more paiseh . hais . ahah . ate really alot at sizzler . they had a salad bar which is eat all you can . haha . and theres the main course and ice cream and fruits. ! . Z .

and then after going to the office , at abt 4 pm , they had a monthly party . haha . which had beehoon and food , cake and fruits ! . Z . eat and eat . ahah . that why they keep saying its impossible to stay slim in the office . haha .

and i realised this close relationship between eat and fat . lol. they are just 1 ALPHABET difference . Z. they tag along all the time and they are BFF *best friend forever* . lol . and when you eat and eat and eat you will grow fat and fat and fat . Z . haha . its a chain reaction which is a NIGHTMARE . ahha .

talking abt benjamin , i find it quite incredible abt how he manage his time . hah . hes a national water polo player , ex commando , staying business now and working 2.5 days in UBS HR . haha . and if he has a gf , which i think so then its like practically booked up . haha . hes always very early for work . and i dunno why . Z . it makes me feel that i'm really late for work . haha . but who cares as long as i arrive earlier than my boss . hah . a nice person to meet although we sometimes get abit lost for words . haha . dunno wat to say to each other . haha .

haha . anyway i got my assignment extended till end of feb . haha . ben's assignment ends in feb as well . lol . so shall see more of my walking around in the office . haha . and my frequent toilet and pantry visits . haha .

working in an office really makes you outta life . all the perm staff there adviced me to enjoy while i can . haha . and they keep asking me to go home earlier , not bcos they dun wanna pay me but they want me to spend more time on other things . haha , but oh well i dun have muz commitments like some do so its okay bah . haha . but although theres this sadness flowing through when you see couples and friends going out on a friday night while i head home to rest . haha .

alot more things to blog abt but i think i needa slp now . ahah .i'm tired with all the travelling today to buy coach tickets to KL for the new year . and i got to say that its freaking expensive . almost 70% more expensive . ! . Z.

and i think i better find a day to exercise . ahah . getting unfit and fat .

anyone interested in night swimming ? or night squash or watever. haha . call me :D

its pretty lifeless now for me during the weekdays . ahah . i dunno wat to do online that i went to friendster and start clicking through all my friends and looking at their profiles and photos . haha . how bored can i be .

shall blog abt the really nice exposure and scenary that i saw at UBS tmr . haha . its really very WOW . haha .

2007-01-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

your local correspondant reporting live from suntec city tower 5 10th floor . UBS HR .

its the end of the week again . haha . and theres more gossips and rumours . lol .

oh well . discovered nice chicken wings ! haha . swiss culture . really damn tasty chicken wings . lol . but i feel bad for that lunch that day . Z . lol . meal there cost abt 17 . and it comes with appetizer , CHICKEN WINGS ! , main course , dessert and drink . lol . not bad . quite nice . haha .

the CHICKEN WINGS really tasted heavenly . haha . MARVELLOUS . haha . ppl should go and try their chicken wings . ahha .

okay . enough of the commerical breaks . lol . ahah .

so this week was like a promotion week . lol . promotions being announced at each department . lol . MY BOSS wasnt promoted . lol . sad . if not free lunch . haha . 4 ppl from the HR team got promoted . lol . all to associate director and above . haha .

theres really alot of directors , associate directors , executive directors . Z . i come to realised that around me there are already like almost 10 all kinds of directors . haha . their salary , dun have to make much guess . its some heavenly digit . haha .

this week was also bonus week . haha . and i heard something abt some really magical figure for some of the really bigshot in the company . ahha . its referred to as a number which they think if you work for 2 entire generations and you still cant earn as much . haha . can see how HEAVENLY is that . lol . they told me to go wealth management next time . haha . but apparently i got no interest in banking >< . haha . lol . and all those who got promoted is gonna receive an expensive gift . lol . i managed to catch a glimpse of it even b4 the promotees get to receive them . haha . i think its a commerical secret till now . haha . but its really damn nice and looks really high class . haha . oh well . branded . lol . haha . back to gossips of the day.

the lady who thought she got harrassed .

lol . took the train today and as usual it was packed like a can of sardine . haah . and i was trying to read my chinese newspaper in that really cramped space . lol . oh well , flipping the papers is a tough job and its pretty inevitable that you brush your papers again those around . lol .

and there was this particular lady who was too paranoid . lol . she keep giving me side glances and turning behind and look over her shoulder , as if someone had touched her and shes finding whos the pervert . lol . she kept doing it as if she was touched all over . and the person behind her was me. so she kept turning over and looking at me as if i harrassed her . ZZZ . i decided to stop reading my papers and just stand really still . lol . but you know . the train moves and stops . inevitable that you shake or lose your balance . lol . but somehow , i dunno who , i think someone touched that lady in front of me . and once again she keep turning side to side , and giving my glances . ZZZ . PARANOID . lol .

first of all she aint pretty , and a little too heavy on the weighing scale . =.= . perhaps the cure for this disease is too buy her a mirror and ask her to look into it . hah . okay i sound quite mean here . but its all for a touch of humour . haha .

back at office jokes . lol .

i just heard another joke in the office recently . haha . one of the older staff , whos really very funny , said that shes gonna go to carrefour to buy a hammer and use it to flatten her phone when her boss calls her but of cos that doesnt solve the problem . haha . it just get directed to the voice mail . lol . and she bought this golf set saying that it was going at half price . haah . and thats why she bought it . lol . everyone was quite shocked that she says she play golf . haha . when asked how does she manage to use the tall golf sticks , she just said calmy , you all should watch how i play . haha .

shes really very funny , i cant mimick her humour . haha .

ahah . the second joke was when i was too bored . and flipped some files and saw the tenacy agreement of some employee who recently rented a house . haha . the terms in the contract really sounds funny . haha .

its goes like the tenant is supposed to be in charge of the water bills , electricity bills and all the bills . lol . and the tenant is supposed to change the lightbulb . the owner is not responsible for changing of light bulbs . LOL . ahha .

and anther line goes like if the building get destroyed or flattened due to any reason like terrorist bomb or earthquake , both parties , tenant and owner are both not held liable . haha . then whos gonna be responsible for the flat ? . lol .

theres still alot of funny terms . haha . sounds really ridiculous . hah . and some pretty obvious . hah . i guess they had too . if not the tenant will go and sue the owner for not helping to change the lightbulb if it is faulty without that term in the agreement . hahaha .

attack of the indian

the indian as mentioned in my previous post is still coming down to HR dept for watever small nitty gitty reasons . ZZZZ . lol . all of the HR girls agreed that he's infected with a "obssession with HR girls" disease . lol . and apparently he got no work to do ! . hah . HR is gonna complain to his boss and CUT his salary . lol. for creating psychological and emotional trauma to the HR girls . lol.

haha . and theres this person in charged of all the IT section ppl . (most ppl in the IT section are indians) lol . and i dunno why they love to come into the HR dept . haah . and everyone would go "Doreen (the person in charged) , your "friends" are here " . lol .

haha . and i also realised something . i frequent the toilet cos i drink tons of water . haha . and those cubicles is forever occupied . lol . theres always someone shitting when i go to the toilet . haha. and the thing is when you see them come out , almost like 90% of the time is indian . lol . its not a racist remark here . just a mere discovery . haha . they seems to have alot of waste to depose off . haha .

Benjamin

lol . the other temp guy in the other team . lol . i'm apparently in the ASC team . advisory dunno wat team . and he in the WM, wealth management team . lol. spoke less than 2 sentences during the last week . lol . decided i should be brave and talk to him . lol .

haha . met him at the pantry this week . its quite awkward if you dun talk or something . lol . i think we both felt the same . haha . so started talking . lol

lol luckily he isnt wat i thought . my nightmare . hah . if he says that he's 18 , i would kill myself . lol . me and him is of such great gap . haha . hes tall dark and obviously much better looking and more matured (i think girls would wanna hook him . haha) . lol . haah . if he's 18 , then i really look out of my age . Z . ahah . hes 24 , lol . and undergrad waiting to graduate in business in apr . ahah . working really part time at the bank . ahah . like only 3 days a week . and not everyday full day . haha . hes hoping to work in the bank i guess . *its really quite lucrative to work in the bank* . ahaha . i might consider too . LOL . pretty good earnings . lol . seriously . haha .

but thats not all . haha . i heard from the ppl in the WM team that hes a NATIONAL water polo player ! . gosh . in the national squad . wa . high achiever . haha . got to go for training every night . and got to control his diet . haha .

that clearly explains his height , build and complexion . lol . ahah . now i got a national water polo-er as colleague . lol . haha .

haha . shall try to ask him abt playing water polo in the national team next week . lol . and maybe abt university life and business course . lol . i'm seriously blank in wat course i'm gonna take in the uni. ZZ . although i used to want chemical engineering , but business sounds good too . Z .

shall ask if business course is good . haha .

its supposedly my last week next week . my boss told me she will ask her boss for extension . but of cos need her approval . ahah . so extension is still a question mark . haha .

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Master of P files .

call me chuan jian , master of P files . lol . P files i think refer to personnal files . lol . all employees have their own file in the HR dept . haha . and i have been seeing and looking through these files since day 1 of work . haha .

i'm now the P file king . haha . everyone ask me to look for files for them . haha . apparently they cant find it . lol . and i can almost memorize some of the names . haah .

like tell me the name and i will have an impression of where it is . ahah .

photograhic memory :D .

oh well . time for my beauty nap . haha . been deprived of my slp . haha . and maybe going out tmr to get my live . ahah

office live really makes you outta life . haha . just look at my colleagues . lol . they are really suagu . haha . went to have lunch today with them and they took a little time off to shop . haha . they get amazed by those things that i saw long ago . haah .

okays . bed times . continue another time :D

2007-01-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

United Bank Of Switzerland

lol . i bet no one has ever heard of this bank . haha . cos unlike the usual banks you will see their atm around singapore or maybe their branches lurking all over singapore or even their sale person trying to sell you some kind of fixed deposits schemes or credit cards . haha .

the short form is called UBS . haha . at first when the person from the agency told me abt it , i was still wondering wats that . and thinking perhaps she has mistaken it for DBS . HAHAHA .

BUT i think UBS is so much bigger and better than DBS . its a investment bank so i dun think they even bother abt small tiny deposits by ppl . haha . they deal with multi million if not billion dollars investments. hahah . who cares abt the 800++ i deposit in my DBS acct . haha .

its one of the top bank of the world given some statistics kindly shown to me by my wonderful credit card seller friend yuxuan . feel free to sign cards with him guys . 18 and above can le . ahha . and you get A FREE PEN ~ . can always ask him for 2 FREE PENS ! . lol . and then just dun send in the application forms . hahah .

so i'm now working at the UBS bank but i dun get much knowledge abt the bank and its duties as i'm in the HR dept . haha . i see , hear and smell salaries everyday and all the employee's P files , aka their personal files . lol .

and i think i found a close twin of mine . foo chuan jun . lol . same chinese name as well ! except that his last word is yin jun that jun (handsome) while mine is jian kang that jian (healthy) . lol . i was kinda shocked but i looked through his profile . haha . hes quite ugly looking and just left the bank i think . lol . so obviously i dun think theres any kind of links . haha . ugly and chuan jian . not much link . hahaha .

been working there since last wed . lol . the work there is quite simple and easy . ahah . own time own target ! haha i tried to do everything slowly but apparently my spd was still quite fast for them . hahah . cos i'm really afraid if they dun have anything for me to do .

stoning in the office or trying to act busy in the office is really terrible . haha . its so hard to act busy when you know you are not . and time crawls like snail that way . lol . but up till now still not such time to act busy . ahha . my only method of trying to slack is by going to the toilet and going to the pantry . haha .

the pantry is pretty cool . haha . i love the chrysanthemum tea , the milo and ribena . ahah .

i always start work with a packet of milo , chrysanthemum for morning tea break and ribena for post lunch . haha .

theres coffee and tea there though . wanted to try but i dunno how to make one .ahah .

and i dare not touch the can cokes . haha . i shall bring one for lunch next time . haha . its ultimate money saver . haha .

and i recently found a raw lunch deal . haha . chicken rice for only $2.30 ! . haha . its cheap deal . ahha . but the bad thing is you got to stand there and eat . haha . its quite a big packet.

ok . back to office . the office i'm in is seriously ying yang imbalance . lol . i'm like the only guy in the office . lol . except for 2 other permanent stuff , one with his own mini office , and the other whom i seldom see him around . ahha . so its effectively me and all the female permanent staff . lol .

they are really damn busy during office hours . haha . they dun really care abt wat i'm doing . haha . but they are nice larh . hahah . always asking if i wanna go for lunch , wanna go home or is the work too boring . lol . but well as a temp i think its a pretty good work bah . actual experience in a HR dept . haha . with all the checkings and auditing . haha . its funny at time when they joke around in the office . haha . like they wanna chop off the phone lines (cos their bosses or ppl keep calling them) . ahah . and the photocopier is rioting (when it kept falling apart these few days and burnt smells coming out from it) . lol . today's joke of the day , I'M GONNA DIE , the photocopier is gonna explode . haha .

lunch time is really a break off work for them . lol . had lunch with 8 other female colleagues on the 2nd day of work . haha . its really funny hearing their conversation ,talking abt talk dark and handsome staff in the bank , the really rich guys in the bank and abt how one of the female colleagues saved her fellow male colleagues from a GAY blonde . haha .

so many drama in the office . its better than the jewel in the palace aka da chang jin . lol . too much to say . my boss is really funny . shes 30 and earn big bucks everyday . haha . she dun like me calling her boss . she really had so much thinkings in her mind that she forgot to get out of the lift at 10th floor . haha . she runs around the office and has suddenly cravings . ahah . like coke today and sweets yesterday . lol .

now come to think abt it . i think they hired me perhaps they wanted some males . haha . like praying for some hot tall dark and handsome , juicy young 18 years old awaiting ns . BUT it turn out to be ME . ahah . short fair and alittle ugly . ahaha . totally opposite. ahaha . they muz be disappointed . lol . haha .

been clocking 8 hrs normal and 2 hrs OT everyday and intends to continue this way . haha to earn money . haha . now i finally realised money is really a rare resource . haha .

oh well . i think i should go to bed now . haah its work tmr again .

got quite alot of blog abt but i seem to have forgotten everything . haha . all the hot and juicy gossips . ahah .

need to recall . ahah . oh well . just stay tuned for the hottest , juicest and ugliest gossips here directly from your correspondant in the UBS HR office . haha .

oh . i just remind this incident when a indian keep walking into the office . haah . those staff there couldnt take it anymore and keep complaining abt his appearance in the office which is supposedly highly confidental . ahah . they kept complaining in chinese and suddenly they realised that the indian might know hokkien . haha . and tried to think of other dialects . haha . lol . i dunno wats the link here . chinese , hokkien ? perhaps try hainanese or harka . pardon my spelling . haha .

bedtimes :D

2007-01-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

i'm employed . !

its all quite unexpected and i seriously didnt know that i would get recruited after that screwed up interview of mine . haha .

peizhi told me abt this 2 week assignment that her colleague is looking for ppl . lol . so i just sent my resume . lol . didnt really bothered abt that . lol . cos recruit express made me lost hope on agencies . lol .

and anyway , my recruit consultant left like quite some time ago . LOL . no wonder i dun get calls . ahahh . its funny .

suddenly yest adecco called . lol . at first i didnt want to answer . lol . but in the end i called back . adecco called to tell me that the bank UBS ( United Bank Of Switzerland) urgently needs ppl . and they need it so urgently that they cant even afford face to face interview . haha . so i got a phone interview .

the phone interview was really screwed up . lol .

the person asked wat i was doing now . haha . then i said something like relaxing myself after the exams and also keep a lookout for jobs . lol . i also mentioned like i got 3 admin opportunities but all never shortlisted . lol . and i said alot of other crap . and keep getting dumbfounded . lol .

after the phone interview i thought i was screwed . cos if you want to have the "recruit me" answer, i should have said like , 'oh i have been looking around for jobs and got quite a few job offers and *tries to fake some employment* ' and of cos you wont want to say that you got 3 jobs offer but all rejected . haha . sounds like nobody wants you . haha

the lady on the phone said that she would call other candidates first and will confirm with the agency later if i get recruited . lol . i thought that was quite a hint that they dun really want you . lol. my interview was really bad . lol . like theres alot of awkward silence . haha

after hours of waiting . i received another call again to say i'm recruited . lol . i'm abit stunned . then somemore they are so urgently needing temp that i die die had to work the next day . haha .

so i worked the next day . which was today . lol . i was abit afraid cos the pay is quite high and the lady on the phone told me abt my job scope and it sounded like a job from hell . haha . working overloaded until you are drain of your last drip of life .haha .

work today was quite slack . lol .

the colleagues there are quite nice . ahah . but i think everyone was shocked to see me . cos everyone's saying i look too young . ZZZZ . i remember this lady who walked past and talk to my colleague and said that "wa , your dept hiring younger and younger ppl " . lol .

and within like 5 metre radius around my work space , you dun see any other male counterparts around . haha . i'm surrounded by FEMALES . lol . and i'm the only temp there . the rest are all permanent staff . lol .

work was really OTOT *own time own target* . everyone around is simply too busy to be really bothered if you are really working . but bcos i'm like surrounded by all the staff , i cant slack . ahha . except maybe going toilet or pantry . haha . the pantry is quite cool . lol . got lotsa drinks to choose from . FOC ! . hot coffee milo , to packet drinks like lemon tea to packet milo and even can COKE ! :D . too bad they dun have biscuits or some snacks . haha . it would be PEEEEEEERFECT . lol .

checked through 3 thick files and been scouting around the cabinets for employee's files and stuff to check . lol.

worked till 7pm today . its really very go and come as you like . nobody really cares wat time you leave . hah . time really flies . lol . office hours is until 5.30 but even at abt 7 plus . NO ONE has gone home . lol . so i think i was the first or maybe the second . lol . decided to go home early cos no over time today . haha . shall see how long i can stretch my working hours tmr to earn extra money . and of cos to avoid the peak hour crowded . its horrifying . ahah . seeing ppl squeeze onto trains and buses . lol .

IT HORRIFYING . omg .

haha . so i have earned abt like 45 bucks today . lol . shall see hows the lunchbreak system tmr . lol. and see whos i gonna have lunch with . lol . i think most prob alone . ahha . or with peiqi and delfine whom both are working at citibank at millenia towers . lol .

i dunno when i'm working until . actually i dun mind working until like end march . lol . hope they extend that long . but i doubt so . haha .

up till now i still haven discover any office politics yet . lol. at least not around the work areas . lol .

no cat fight or backstab . hhaha . alittle of office politics will spice up my life at UBS . but of cos dun get myself sucked into the tornado of trouble and "death" . haha .

working at 8.30 tmr . now come to think of it . like ABIT TOO EARLY ! . lol. my boss asked if i can wake up in time . haha . of cos i said yes . hhaha .

oh well . gonna go iron my clothes . haha .

clothes is another problem for me . i wore wat i wore for prom today to work . haha. and tmr i;m gonna wear wat i wore for prom at sec 4 to work . and the rest of the days i gonna dig out shirts from my dad's closet and try to find suitable ones . lol .

and futhermore my dad dun wear shirts to work . lol . so its hell trying to dig out some shirts for work . lol .

oh well gonna go iron clothes and then go to BED !

its full day tmr :D .

2007-01-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

remain as unemployment . lol .

i have decided to remain unemployed . haha . cos its getting quite late and times running out for me . haha . and i hate all the travelling and going for interviews and waiting for phone calls and ...

today went to town for supposedly some interview for working for the warehouse sales of peddler red , the shop that claire and juliana work at . ahha . in the end just had to write down names and contact no.s . haha . and its done .

i dunno whether does that means that we are employed or under consideration . ahha .

but thats not the funny part of the day .

orchard road nowadays is filled with human road blocks . haha . those that stops you and "can you give me a min" kinda road block . ahha . today i met one which was not those typical road block . haha .

this woman in her dunno wat age came up to me and said something that i thought was amazing ridiculous . haha . she went like "hi , i'm from XXXXX company , (i didnt bother to listen cos i just wanted to walk away) . our company is looking for good looking guys ............ "

lol . now you all will realise why i find it so ridiculous . i think something is wrong with the eyes . haha . maybe she dunno how to define good looking guys . LOL . if i'm good looking then i dunno whos consider ugly . haha . okay larh . i shall just say i look normal . haha. average ? . i dunno . but looking at my current status i can say that i'm not that oppositely attractive. haha . lol .

and i think that woman will just get sack . haha . and most prob its a scam i guess if she can afford to say that she's looking for good looking guys and she approached me . or either desperate . haha .

she needs a redefinition of wats called a heart-throb . haha .

and the worse thing is after i left that ridiculous woman , another came behind and shes was those charity kind . hah . ask you to donate .

she started from 10 buck , to 5 buck , to 2 then when i was really like walking off she said ok 50 cents ? .

and i still did not donate .

ahah i think she muz have cursed me quite badly

oh well . i spent the rest of the day around orchard trying to look for work . haha .

and i realised that my consultant at recruit express actually quitted . lol . no wonder i got no calls . hah . but anyway i sorta gave up hope on them . haha .

nothing else much to say . my life has been quite boringg . but i'm enjoying myself .

and i find baking cookies and frying food ourselves at byy's house the other day fun and its really cheap and filling . haha .

and i cant wait to do the 5km run and then straight away swim exercise event with anthony . haha .

i think i gonna drop dead :D

2007-01-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

haha . i'm beginning to love the sony ericsson advert .

I LOVE missing the last bus home . lol .

oh well . i have been taking bus 11 back home these few days . lol .

its really cheap and available 24 hours a day . haha . futhermore its a form of exercise . haha .

i love walking home but of cos with my mp3 player plugged in . haha . i enjoy walking around and listening to my no.1 hits on my mp3. haha .

latest frenzy is jesse mccartney's just so you know . hah . the lyrics is so nice . haha . and its cool . and other songs by james morrison - wonderful world .

and i'm still finding a song . i dunno wats the name of the singer and the song name . saw it on advert . i only know it goes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . lol . saw it on tv ad .

my main knowledge of these musics come from all the travelling around and listening to the musics played . lol . i'm quite attentive so i would listen for the songs playing and try to catch the song name phrases which often is in the song . hah . been more attracted to english songs than chinese songs . haha . and i think that i would prefer english songs as they have a longer listening span for me hah . chinese ones dun really last that long . haha . i dunno why . its my taste .

ahaha .

national vertical marathon . omg . the old team is gonna embark on another marathon onces again . haha . with our new member joshua xiao . and we lost our squash captain si hui >. <

this time its higher . 66 storeys . i seriously think my legs will die out after like 30++ . its really fierce . i can remember last yr . my legs were already in warning mode after like only 20++ storeys . lol . and when you reach the top . my legs gave way and theres like no way i could stand up . hah . so just sit there for half an hour feeling as if my legs wasnt there . lol . its that serious . goshhhhhh. this time round its 66 storeys . ZZZZ. omg . i cant imagine . ahha .

peiqi said that we are going training . haha . oh well . i dun mind running cos i haven been running . ZZZZZ . its really that bad . lol . and i have been recently employed as the houseboy . a daughter of the housewife . haha .

been doing spring cleaning at home . its cool . ahh . its when you realised that your lost jc2 maths tutorial or chem tutorial is actually not missing . haha . its just stuck under some cupboards or below the bed . haha . its that funny . and its when you realised that you have soooooooooooooooo many things and you start tossing them out of the house . hah . i threw alot of stuff . i'm someone who likes simplity . dun like alot of things around the house . keep it neat and nice . ahah . so i threw alot of crap out . haha . like books and stuff . haha .

now it looks so much nicer . ahah . and i discovered some buried treasures . lol .

MY UNSEEN PHOTOS from the past . lol . my kindergarten graduation photo . and stuff . lol . now its all over the cupboard on display. cos they really looks nice . better than how i look now . lol . ahah .

oh well . today is teehong's last day and lau's 2nd last day . sherman , eugene , zhimin's last day as well . lol . hope you all will enjoy your stay . haha . and i dun get why you shave your head today sherman . lol . go and get free cut tmr larh . lol . i guess you are quite excited . lol . haha . oh well . tee will love it too . hah .meeting his fellow commandoes friend . hah . enjoy torturing themselves in the strenuous trainings . haha . lol . his comp is spoilt so i guess he wont be able to read this and surf his fave search engine . THE FRIENDSTER . lol .

oh well . gtg play my game . lol . ahha .

2007-01-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

a huge HOLE in my pocket . !

lol . its a WORSENING BOP . hmm . not BOP but FCJ deficit . lol .

sakura buffet today and the expenditure from previous day .

totals up to almost 70 . lol . gosh . dying .

total sum needed to cover is 70+200. rounded up to nearest hundred .

$300 !!

lol . although for those working now 300 is nothing . BUT i'm still unemployed . except for the 1 or 2 day job at citibank which i got from kelly services . lol . kelly services is quite troublesome . they neeed everything. like from when you get your PR and your O lvl cert. lol .

its like . how would i know when i became a PR . lol . i think i was one since i was born . ZZ . and they said that they are afraid that CPF might sue them . lol .

oh well . anyway saw 2 ex andersonians . PS : anderson secondary school , schoolmates working there . lol . i dunno them but oh well its a "i know you are from ASS" kind of friend . haha . i think they are from 4/6 last time . ahha . she was quite friendly . she just came over and said hi . ahah .and said shes working there .

lol . working on monday . from 9am till dunno wat time . ahah . i think most probably can earn abt 50 plus . lol . and if they still want us for tues . then 100 . lol . a third of my goal accomplished . Z .

waiting for the tuition centre to call me for tuition jobs . lol .

anyway its lau birthday today . HAPPY BIRTHDAY . throws confetti . haha . and draws out the biggest red chilli in my house and swing around . ahah .

oh well . anyway to all those going ns soon . haha.

gonna list all those i know . haha .

ajc : sherman lim chong ming . chen zhi min . eugene low feng ming .

ass : chong choon yuan (POLICE) . chua tee hong (COMMANDO) . lau wei loong .

the rest i cant think of in this short notice . paiseh .

anyway . wish you all the best serving our everlasting country . and hope to see you all again during book out . haah . dun miss me thanks although i know that i'm really missable . ahha . those who want a autographed photo of me pls quene up at blk 416 ang mo kio ave 10 from tmr onwards and i swear to sign all photos . lol .

okays can see that i'm really bored . to the extreme of blogging rubbish . lol . haha .

but best wishes to those going NS soon . gonna watch my survivor now :D

2007-01-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

realistic dreams . lol .

these few weeks have been troubling me . lol . i had been having vividly realistic dream . lol . those that when you wake up you will ask yourself , "so did that thing happen yest " , lol .

haha . i dreamt abt my A lvls result day . the moment i look at my result slip i saw like Cs Ds . lol . no A and no B . lol . i was like really stun . ahha . always thinking that it was a dream . then i think i pinched myself in the dream and thought it was a real dream . lol . it just feel so real that when i woke up i felt that it really happened the day b4 . lol .

the next was abt jobs . lol . jobs searching has been killing me . and my really blur cousin made me went down all the way to newton twice just to head home straight bcos no one was around to interview me . its public hols . lol . haha . and i muz say i muz be really quite job frenzy that i didnt realise it myself and followed his foolish act. haha .

been having quite some sleepless night thinking abt find jobs . lol . oh well . i'm someone whos really paiseh and shy . lol . dun dare this dun dare that . no courage . lol . and dun wanna disturb anyone . lol . so its like soloing to find work . haha . and i think my head of highlighted hair did lose my some jobs . lol . ahha . highlighted hair gives an impression of bad char and stuff . but pls really take a closer look . not all highlight hair guys are bad . i'm a clear example . haha . i'm willingly to work my heart now if anyone employs me . ahha . okay abit exaggerated . lol .

i also had a dream abt jobs . lol . i dreamt abt some primary sch friend asking if i wanna work . LOL . its those ppl who you never expect would call you . haha . and it felt so real again . haha . and i woke up asking hmm , did he really call yest ? lol .

went to some tuition centre today to fill forms to be tuition teacher . lol . see how it goes . like wat i said . the worst is i go for flyers distributing or something like that . lol . actually i aim to work mainly to cover prom cost . lol . and earn enough for me to buy a little something for myself . haha .

oh well . by look at how i'm looking for jobs now , i think after i grad from uni , i maybe be unemployed for long . haha . unless i become a first class degree holder and many firms start headhunting and all wants me to join them . hah . which is obviously a hope . haha . or perhaps i shall start aiming for first class degree . hhaha . even though i'm still confused over wat to take for university . lol . do i really want chem engineering ? . i got to ask myself really clearly . ahah .

oh well suddenly i miss going to sch . haha . yet i want more slp . ahah .

okays time for tv and slp . haha

brighter than sunshine is a nice song :D . by aqualung . heard it at cineleisure .

2006-12-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

lol . i wonder if its really that difficult to get employed . lol .

haha . small size and 3 mth available seems like they are the biggest obstruction to being employed .lol . unless you find some temp admin that says 3 mth assignments . lol .

sian . scouting for jobs seems like an eternality for me . lol .

still unemployed and rotting at home . and the recent taiwan earthquake just made it worst . internet connection is now snail spd . and starhub still claims that 80% of the connection is restored . lol . yet i'm experiencing a worst situation . lol . from snail spd to literally stationary . Z .

oh well . i dunno how others feel but i sincerely do feel that schooling is soooooooooo much better . i'm a person who hate to choose . so school seems like the perfect place for me . no worry abt wat to do cos you just follow instructions and you have work everyday . new things to learn everyday . lol. unlike certain jobs where you perform really routine work which will just squeeze the last bits of energy in you and you really hate to go to work everyday . next no worries abt attire cos its fixed haha . unlike some admin work which requires formal and you got to make sure that you buy enough shirts , choose the colour of design you want , and match it with pants or shoes or watever . lol . sch uniforms are fixed , designed for you and all you do is buy and wear . they look they same for every piece . so no worries abt wat to wear and stuff . lol . and lastly schooling allow you to mingle and talk with your friends and its definitely a more friendly environment than at work . lol .

haha some may disagree but i feel this way . lol . ultimate boredom .

oh well as last resort i may just stick my arse in the house and self jail myself at home if i seriously cant find work . which i think its almost 50% chance of happening .

turns up my despo meter and look for jobs . lol . Z .

2006-12-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

GAP kids .

lol clothes from gap kids is really nice . lol . i seriously dun understand why would ppl give me that really shocked and disbelief face when i tell them that i can wear those shirts there at gap kids . lol . terry was like saying no way can you fit . lol . pants wise of cos i dun think i can. those pants are like really for the bamboos . waist really small like 20 or something . haha . crazy

but those t shirt there are really wearable for me . lol . i wear XL or XXL there . haha . wearing wat they classify as for age 13-15 . LOL . furthermore , the clothes there are sooooooooo much nicer than the male section . lol . and the price is like halved . haha . those at the male section plain white t shirt with just a GAP word on it cost like 39 while a t shirt with strips at the kids section cost only like 29 . lol . haha .

jen wears the same of a 8-10 kid ! . lol . hilarious . and its like she tried a jacket and got stared by a young boy . haha . he muz be thinking waaa . someone so old as jen trying to fight for clothes with them . haha . then imagine jen and the kid wearing the same jacket then clashing into each other on the street . ahha peculiar eyes . haha .

i find clothes at the kids section really nice . lol . but terry said that if you find those clothes , then you haven grown mentally . -.- . haha . nowadays kids mature really fast . so i guess its more like they grow too fast mentally . haah not that i have not grown mentally .

i'm now more determined to buy a shirt from there . lol . those salepersons there were like feeling really weird to see 3 eighteen yrs old strolling the kids section . haha .

haha shall visit more kids shop like gio juniors and stuff . lol .

is there something like topchildren ? . topkids ? . a sub-section of topman . lol . haha . or maybe fox kids . or anything . ahah

i even thought abt warehouse sales . lol . you know usualy for warehouse sales they are either left with the bigger sizes or the smaller sizes . lol . so for adult . i cant really buy anything from ther . haha . so perhaps if theres a kids sale. i would be able to grab alot from there . haha . but obviously not those power ranger t shirt or winne the pooh . or transformers . haha .

employment issues .

i dunno why i'm still jobless . ahah . i muz say that i'm really quite shy . dun dare do this and that . and thats why i'm unemployed . lol . saw jobs on recruit but never call . haha . then if i went then its those really loser jobs like scamming ppl for contacts or selling health product in the pyramid business . lol . haha . class gathering yest. can see that almost everyone's employed .ahah gosh . i'm feeling like a leech of society . haha . always loitering town doing nothing . haha . i lead wat you call a carefree lifestyle . haah . a life with no worries and no troubles . just doing wat you like .haha . ULITMATE FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM . lol

sian . feel like slping now . alot of ppl is feeling tired cos they worked really hard and are having barely enough slp but i'm the reverse . slping toooooooo much that i feel tired . lol . haha .

oh well . time to catch the new espiode of bleach :D

2006-12-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

squash bbq !

lol . went to the j1 squash bbq on monday . haha . these days the weather is really freaking . now always pouring like hella mad . like it has never rained for 50yrs . met thad sihui mabel and feli . they went to buy drinks . lol . and i thought they were buying like many bottles . ahaha . then in the end they went all the way to ntuc just to get 2 cans of the new 7-up . lol . how ... the weather is crazy pouring like mad at an instant and then stopping for few moment b4 severe rain again . lol .

oh well . the j1 bbq under the heavy rain . lol . like 2 others holding umbrellas and sheltering while one concentrate and bbq satays . lol . its crazy .

inside the function room , they played dvd like saving private ryan . which was like really bloody and gross . you see intestines , broken limbs , and some guy carrying him own hands after it got blast away by a bomb . lol . i'm not sure if i saw heads flying . lol . its really bloody . haha . girls couldnt take it . so changed to ff7 advent children . haah . a really nicely animated movie . haha . cool moves but defies physic . lol . law of gravitation , and newton's law . lol . they fight like they can fly and when they are fighting in mid air with their motorcycle , they move along with the motorcycle although they were fighting mid air . lol . crazy stunt .

played some 13 card game that coach taught us . haha . quite nice and mind buzzling . haah . luckily didnt play with real money . its well over 12 am and its still falling like raining cows and elephants . lol. its really to scale. its not cats and dogs . coach decided to fetch us home haha. so all the guys got a free "mercedes" ride home . haah . went home all drenched . ZZZ . haha . bathed and slept . lol . dozed through the cold night .

oh well will pause here for a while . i'm late for job search. haha . its damn irritating when ppl have already gotten 1 mth pay and yet i'm still job searching . ZZZ . blog again tonight .